Lisa
The next day, guilt still settles deep in the pit of my stomach, eating away at me like acid after my little gym mess-up. Ashamed and mortified, I refuse to leave my room in fear of facing Jennie.
I purposefully skip anatomy lecture to avoid her and those in the class who witnessed my outburst in our lab session. I could care less that anyone else witnessed it, but her...
I could tell that I startled her with my behaviour. How could she not be startled when I completely blew up out of nowhere? Then the hurt on her face when I jerked my arm away from her and stormed out like a child kills me inside, thinking back on it now. And the whole gym mishap...
God, I'm such an idiot.
I know my actions were just the hormones and pent up sexual frustration talking, but I never should have let it go that far. I was angry and needed a release that the gym couldn't give me, and Yu-jin was the first thing that stumbled into my path that I thought would help me.
It was stupid and impulsive, and three months ago I would have followed through with it, but then Jennie kept popping into my head and I just couldn't.
Letting out a groan, I roll over on my uncomfortable dorm mattress, onto my back, and stare up at the popcorn ceiling, thinking.
What the hell is wrong with me?
It's not out of the ordinary for me to skip class, but to skip class in order to avoid a girl because I'm embarrassed is so out of character. Normally, I wouldn't bat an eye or give a single fuck if I hurt someone's feelings, and I certainly wouldn't go out of my way to avoid a girl, especially the one I like.
What the hell are you doing to me, Jennie?
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FanfictionAn adaptation/conversion Lisa GP * This story contains content that might be troubling to some readers, including, but not limited to, depictions of and references to parental and domestic abuse. Please read with caution.
