Jungkook and Taehyung are soul mates and married. Yet, there is no love between them. Forced to marry by their families because of rules of society, they have been living a lie, webbed by their own hands.
Taehyung has forever been in love with his...
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Trigger warning: Mentions of abuse🙂 -
"He is okay for now Taehyung ssi. But I will recommend therapy for him to fully heal. He cannot continue like this. He is, in a way, forcing his mind to remember what happened to him before and it is taking a toll on his mental health. Repressed memories are repressed for a reason. Remembering them won't do him any good. I have given him a sedative that will calm him down and get his mind settled but when he wakes up, please talk to him about going for therapy", Doctor Seojoon explained as he finished his checkup.
Taehyung sat on the chair just beside the bed, head bowed down, his hands gripping on his hair, not speaking at all.
Seojoon could just tell by the way Taehyung's pheromones were all over the place, that something grave has happened.
"Taehyung ssi? Are you okay?", Seojoon asked softly, hand on Taehyung's shoulders.
Taehyung lifted his head to look at the sleeping figure of his mate, exhaling slowly.
"Yeah. I'm.. I'm good Doctor-nim. I'll talk to him when he wakes up. But..", he trailed off, contemplating his next words just for a few seconds.
"But?"
"But I think after his health is a little more stable, that I should stay away from him", Taehyung finished his words, refusing to look at the doctor, knowing the judging look he will get in return.
Seojoon frowned, "and why would you decide to do that Taehyungssi? I thought everything was getting better between you two?"
Taehyung bit his lips harshly, trying to stop it from quivering as his eyes welled with tears, an ache in his heart.
"The trigger.. it was me. My actions. M-my care and affection for him pushed him over the edge."
Seojoon looked surprised, just letting an "oh" leave his mouth.
Taehyung laughed, melancholy. "It's like every step I take towards him, he keeps taking two steps back. I.. I don't want to be the cause of his suffering anymore doctor nim. It's not fair to him. I was so caught up in my own feelings that I have for him that I forgot who I am, what I was to him before. I am one of those monsters that haunt him. I am one of those nightmares of his and its.. it's not going to change. "
Tears escaped Taehyung's eyes as he stared fondly at Jungkook's sleeping form, bending down to place a soft kiss on the omega's forehead, a few teardrops falling on Jungkook's cheeks.
"I love him but my love isn't enough to erase all the past hurt and heal all those wounds that I inflicted. It's time I let him go doctor nim. It's time I let my omega be free so that he can finally heal and be happy... even if its without me. Because as long as im in his life, he can never be free from those nightmares. He will never be able to overcome the damage that i had inflicted on him"
