Jungkook and Taehyung are soul mates and married. Yet, there is no love between them. Forced to marry by their families because of rules of society, they have been living a lie, webbed by their own hands.
Taehyung has forever been in love with his...
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Hello my lovely people! If you saw my rant yesterday, then fear not for I am perfectly fine 😁 I was a tad bit pissed but now I'm good.. so let's get this show started!
Trigger warning: Depressive thoughts 🙂 please don't read if you are triggered easily.
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There are days when Jungkook's brain just refuses to shut up. The mental images, the hurtful words and the snippets of things that he doesn't remember happening just keeps circulating and he cannot stop it.
It becomes so difficult to point out the real parts and the fake ones that are made up by his mind and Jungkook, for the love of God cannot help but cower away in fear.
The images, they aren't pretty. Just splashes of so many things blending into each other, some include Taehyung and their past, some include new faces and some include the old ones he cannot identify.
The words, they become blurred, haunting, some clear while the others ambiguous, and it hurts Jungkook's mind to even try to focus and figure out what is real and what is not.
Most of these images and words are of Jungkook's past with Taehyung, and it hurts all the same, like a wound being ripped open, like a can of maggots just left there to scatter and multipy.
It's nauseating, and absolutely horrifying, especially when all Jungkook wants is for his mind to stop playing this horrible game with him.
But it doesn't stop. It never stops once it starts, until all Jungkook could do is break down exhausted, and let his omega wolf take over, disassociating himself from the world.
It all started when Taehyung made his actions of care a little too extra and well, intimate.
That was the first straw. Jungkook's brain kept repeating the same words again and again, that he didn't deserve it. That he didn't deserve all this care and affection.
He feels like a fraud, like someone who took the place of another person, a person that would be just perfect for Taehyung.
He feels like an imposter, just posing as the mate of a strong and highly desirable alpha, who, Jungkook has so selfishly binded to himself just because of a stupid bond.
That thought of not deserving the Alpha's affection just multiplied, until his head started screaming other phases at him.
You are a disgrace for an omega.
How can an omega be the heir for the jeon empire?
Just who do you think you are? An orphan who is so ungratefulfor the help he has been given?
