Jungkook and Taehyung are soul mates and married. Yet, there is no love between them. Forced to marry by their families because of rules of society, they have been living a lie, webbed by their own hands.
Taehyung has forever been in love with his...
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Since we have dived deep into Taehyung's feelings for Kook, i figured its time you knew just how strongly Jungkook feels for Taehyung.
It's a filler chapter before we address one of Jungkook's insecurities. Trust me on this. I have a plan.
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Loving Taehyung is easy.
For Jungkook, loving was never easy. He couldn't get attached. Learnt it from an early age, he simply couldn't belong. Loving meant having hope to belong, atleast that's what he was taught by the orphanage.
To love someone meant to hope, that hope lead to attachment and attachment leads to heartbreak.
Yet, when he had met the Alpha who turned out to be his mate, he hadn't felt that urge or that need to belong. He didn't feel that greed to receive love in return for what he offered.
No.
All Jungkook felt the need to do was simply, to love, without any conditions.
It was rather rare, for a broken soul like Jungkook to find solace in loving someone who didn't belong to him, and most probably never will. Yet, Jungkook couldn't stop his heart from loving.
He didn't want it in return, God no, because how can he, a mere omega, someone as ordinary as he was, so socially unacceptable, ever expect an Alpha like Kim Taehyung to love him?
It simply wasn't possible. Fairytales may sound nice to hear, pleasing to the soul, but they are simply fairytales, an illusion created by humans to give a tiny little hope in the wretched world we live in. Reality, on the other hand, is far too different.
In Taehyung, Jungkook found his solace, his salvation.
Perhaps his adoptive parents were right, when they told him that soulmates were supposed to be your salvation. Because for Jungkook, Taehyung was nothing short of a miracle.
The Alpha had, in a way, saved Jungkook.
The Alpha had built a home for himself in Jungkook's heart, without even knowing. And even after all the pain that Taehyung had bestowed upon the omega, Jungkook's love never faltered, never faded.
It may have been blurred by the cruel words of the Alpha, may have been tinted by the omega's anger, but it never faltered.
If there was one thing Jungkook could never regret himself doing, it would be loving Taehyung.
That was his one honest truth.
An omega like him, who couldn't even bring himself to love his appearance, couldn't help but love someone else, someone who was simply unattainable.
It made no sense. It simply didn't. How can Jungkook love Taehyung so deeply when he couldn't even love himself?
Perhaps, the answer was rather simple, but Jungkook simply didn't think of it because of his thoughts.
