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081. imessage texts.

     

nance & bird

nance
Hi Bird

bird
hi nance
is everything ok?

nance
Oh yeah, totally

bird
seriously, what's going on?

nance
I may... sort of... kind of... have feelings for someone else.

bird
oh

nance
Yeah...

bird
and what about jonathan?

nance
I love Jonathan! I do...

bird
but?

nance
I don't know. Sometimes I feel like most of the guys I've dated was because I pushed myself to, like, go for it and whatever.
But I never realize if it's truly what I wanted and now I can't figure out what I want.

bird
is all this why you wanted to come to the gay trio sleepover and why jonathan is hanging out with argyle and not you?

nance
Pretty much. I really wanted to figure it out on my own and tackle the task head-on for myself but I really can't.
So I need help.

bird
nance... this isn't some like organization task you've cooked up in your mind or a simple task while working at the school clubs you're apart of, this is like serious.

nance
Yes. My very own sexuality is at stake.

bird
oh this isn't even just liking someone else over jonathan. because deadass? i thought u were gonna cheat or something

nance
Bird. I might be... a lesbian

bird
oh my god the L word? fr?

nance
I DON'T KNOWWW

bird
oh my gosh

nance
All I know is I like her a lot.
More than I ever liked anyone else.
And it sucks because like... I don't wanna hurt Jonathan. I guess...

bird
oh, would never wanna do that.
dude makes the saddest before crying face

nance
I KNOW, RIGHT??
i can't do that to him.

bird
but you can't keep lying to him and leading him on either about your feelings

nance
But like, this girl, Birdie?? I don't think she even sees me that way.
Like at all. We're just girl friends sharing secrets and talking about their crushes when I wanna be girlfriends making out.

bird
oh... oh...
i know your little secret

nance
What. Do. You. Mean.

bird
i know the girl is robin margo buckley

nance
OH MY GOD
Her middle name is Margo?
That's so fucking adorable

bird
you're not even denying it
yes oh my god yes
sooo... basically i'm gonna break bro code bc idc and i love love
robin likes you a lot. she got with vickie because she wanted to get over you

nance
Don't say that.
Don't do this to me.

bird
ronance, nancy.
the universe wants ronance.
(the universe is me)

nance
But... Jonathan

bird
he'll be fine. he always is, yk?

nance
Who's to say Robin still likes me though?

bird
me. me says

nance
Lol me says

bird
nancy i'm serious.
that chick thinks you're a godsend
and let's be honest you are

nance
Aweshucks, you're making me blush

bird
crazy i still have that affect on women

nance
Anyway even if I like Robin and she use to like me, no one guarantees she still likes me now especially since she's with Vickie. God I really dislike Vickie.
Frigging Ed Sheeran

bird
NANCE, she's not that bad
she's actually kinda funny and i get along with her so well!

nance
Fine she's okay... I guess...
But wait, which side are you even on?

bird
ronance. always. it's literally one letter away from being romance
so like couple goals or whateva
but i also do not wanna partake in bringing down other girls to bring you up

nance
Okay yeah I get it.
I'm just feeling really jealous
Especially after Robin preformed Thérèse, she obviously did it for Vickie.

bird
she very much obviously did it for herself but mkay whatever u want girly

nance
I have to talk to Jonathan.

bird
um... okay nance 😁
i support you with whatever you decide to do bc you're nancy wheeler, you're my best friend and i love you. you can do anything, you're the most badass girl i've ever known

nance
Thank you, Birdie.
I love you too.