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____________I dreamt about him again last night. Since seeing him after so many years. Hearing his voice, seeing his figure, I was struck with something I have ever felt before. It was new, but it was something that became of me because of him. I was laying there on my bed an hour before the wake up bell at five. I woke up with my body began to get hot and I was...aroused? I was getting so warm that I had to remove my robes, leaving me in my trousers.
I felt myself getting hard, and did not go away. It was getting more painful the longer I let it sit. I sighed and removed my forehead ribbon out of respect for it. I reached into my trousers and pulled myself out. I slowly worked my fingers up the shaft and back down to the base. I wrapped my fingers fully around my shaft, my pinky finger was close balls while my index finger was close to the top.
I slowly continued to stroke up and down as I rubbed my thumb over and back on the head so I was gaining extra pleasure. I slowly rotated my hand as I stroked. I began to think of him, and what it would be like with him. Him touching me, me touching him. The moment I thought about how pleasurable it would be to pin him down and take him, I was more aroused than ever. I moved my hand as fast as I could comfortably stand, and let out a groan when I finally released.
I never once thought about him that way. Was I really getting too obsessive with this man? I have to think about him as I took my pleasure? I sighed as I took one of my robes off the floor and used it to clean up the mess. I got up early and bathed to try to relax for a bit. I made the water a bit warmer than usual so I can meditate in the bath, that way the water will be warm longer.
After I was done in the bath, I dressed and let Yùwàng outside for a bit. She is accustomed to being inside and outside. The older I have gotten, I have noticed that she was not an ordinary rabbit either. She was a spiritual rabbit. Which means that she is fully attached to me, and she lives longer than the average rabbit. Though, this morning when she came back inside, a little black rabbit with a white spot on its forehead followed her inside. I saw that it had a red ribbon tied loosely around its neck, and had a name tag hanging on it.
"Where did you come from?" I asked picking up the rabbit to get a better look at the name tag, "Ruoxi (resemblance of night tide)."
Since Ruoxi had a name tag, she belonged to someone else...but I was an exception to having a pet, how this little rabbit got here, I have no idea.
"Ruoxi!" I heard a voice say in a louder whisper.
I stood with her in my arms with Yùwàng, and went to the main gate of my yard. I saw Wei Ying roaming about, it was not even five yet.
"Wei Ying? What are you doing?" I asked him as he spotted me.
"Oh! Lan Zhan you found her," he said looking at the black bunny in my arms, "You have a spiritual bunny too?" He asked, "I know pets aren't allowed here but I couldn't leave her alone. She can't stay far from me anyway, as she is spiritually connected to me."
I nodded and handed him the rabbit, "Ruoxi is a nice name," I told him.
"Thanks, what about yours?" He asked looking at my white rabbit in my arms.
"Yùwàng," I told him, "I have an exception to keep her, if you want, to keep from getting in trouble with others, Ruoxi can stay here. You can visit her anytime."
"Really? You'd do that?" He asked.
I nodded, "she did appear in my yard. Would you like to come in? It is still a little while before the morning wake up bell."
"Are you sure? I'd hate to intrude," he said.
I opened the gate, "Mnn," I nudged my head to my place. He smiled at me and came inside.
Aside from my brother and Shufu, he is the first person to come inside Jingshi, "it's very organized," he said, setting his bunny down.
I set Yùwàng down and she immediately went over to Ruoxi, "Did you sleep alright? How is your health?"
"Better," he said, "I've always had a hard time sleeping. The sedative helped, but I woke to Ruoxi acting up. Turns out, she just sensed another rabbit. How long have you had her?"
"Almost six years," I answered, "and you?"
"Same with me," he said, "I was only ten and I was still adjusting to living in Lotus Pier. I had been there for three years before she came into my life but I had a hard time adjusting. When she appeared it's like I felt a bit more relaxed."
"I was recovering from a punishment when Yùwàng came in," I told him.
"You? Being punished? I didn't think you got punished much," he said.
"I was punished for not listening," I told him, "I still keep to myself most of the time."
"Why did you not listen?...I hope you don't mind me asking?"
"I was punished for wanting to live here," I answered.
"Live in this house?" Wei Ying asked, "why? It's just a house."
"My...mother used to live here before she died," I told him.
"Oh...I'm sorry," he said he cleared his throat and changed the topic as he sat down at the table across from me, "if you don't mind me asking, I'm someone who has a hard time with rules, I can barely keep myself from breaking any am Yunmeng and there is less rules there. I was just wondering how I am going to survive this place with so many? I feel kind of suffocated thinking about them all?"
"For most guests, it is hard for them to adjust because they did not grow up in the sect to get used to the rules," I told him, "just read them and try to be mindful and respectful of them."
He nodded, "okay..."
"Did you have any other questions?"
"When I told Shijie and Jiang Cheng that you were kind enough to show me to the guest quarters, Jiang Cheng told me that I should stay away from you. He said that you are a respectful cultivator and that you do not like to tolerate people like me...so if I am too much or overwhelmingly annoying, please tell me."
The fact that a sibling of his is telling him he has no right to be around me, actually upsets me. Who is this Young Masted Jiang sect heir?
"You are not annoying," I told him, "you are kind."
"Thank you," he said. As we were talking, Yùwáng and Ruoxi were buzzing around the room like crazy, "wow, they really like to play," he pointed out."
"Wei Ying," I said, "if you need anything, or need to talk or ask questions, just let me know. I'd be happy to help."
"Thanks," he said, "do you mind if I stay a little while longer? I don't want to go back to my room. Jiang Cheng is probably going to wake up soon and notice me not there. He will assume that I am causing trouble somewhere."
"Do you not get along with each other?" I asked.
"We do for the most part, he just doesn't now how to act more respectful," Wei Ying answered, "he is kind of like his mother. She is someone who has a terrible temper. She has a caring side for her children but she doesn't seem to treat me the same."
"Are you safe at Yunmeng?" I asked.
He thought for a moment, "yeah, to keep myself out of trouble these days I help the younger disciples at the archery range back at Lotus Pier. I love teaching them. Seeing them happy after they get a good shot after struggling for so long is quite satisfying."
"If you have such patience to help junior disciples, it is a good quality," I told him.
He nodded, "yeah I suppose so."
Wei Ying stayed at the Jingshi until we were to head over to the orchid room for the greeting ceremony."
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Fanfiction"It's okay if you don't accept my feeling. It's okay if you hate me, But please, please stay by my side so I can protect you, guard you from being hurt. I can stand the pain but I can't stand seeing you pain." - Lan Wangji It follows his life and pe...