Can't stand the sight of you

Chapter 17

VOTC, IM SORRY WHAT?!?! (The I'm sorry reference) JOSHUA! ILYSM. 

Aaaaaagggghhhhh!

Idk why but like I feel like his old songs are going back to his old songs? Maybe. (In a good way)

In would you love me now he says 'I'm running out of reasons not to DO IT ALL AGAIN' do it all again being one of his old adorable songs when people weren't sending him death threats.

His new song 'She said he said she said' has the same vIbEs as his song 'Secret' which came out December 2021. It sorta sounds like a sequel but obviously with a new tune and new lyrics, but the whole atmosphere of the song sounds the same

Now the song being released on THURSDAY will be called 'I'm sorry' maybe referring to another old song called 'sorry' (sidetracking but that song was like my life when it first came out 😂)

I'm probably just overthinking this severely but yeah

Anywayyyyysssssss

Enjoy!

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Nini's pov 

I sat in the passenger seat of Jake's car. I just looked outside the window while the radio played faintly. That's until I heard 'Picture to burn' I asked him if I could turn the radio up and he agreed.

"Thank you!" Taylor swift just makes everything better. Normally I would scream this song at the top of my lungs but I didn't want to be embarrassed in front of Jake. I dunno what that is. But I mean don't get me wrong I was still singing unto Jake shit the radio off after like 5 seconds of the song being on.

"Wha-why'd you turn it off?"

"She's just a pitchy woman in her like forties singing about heartbreak. It's sad. My sister likes what's her name. Ariana what's her face. She's tolerable because she actually is built properly and you know put on a show and stuff in her music videos" (A/N this is not my opinion and I love Ariana Grande and Taylor Swift I just had to make Jake sound like a bitch. Sorry 😁)

"Excuse me. I'll have you know that Taylor swift isn't just some woman in her early thirties and is thriving if I do say so myself. Also you shouldn't like someone for the image they put on the internet." I said. How the hell?!

"Geez, sorry. Didn't mean to offend you. We can turn it back on"

"No it's fine"

"But you liked it"

"I don't wanna listen to it anymore, Jake"

"Fine then"

We sat in silence for the majority of the ride until we pulled up outside a massive house. He led me inside and when I tell you their house was HUGE. It was sleek with dark marble floors and angled ceilings. They had multiple chandeliers that glistened. The house was beautiful and anyone's dream. There's just a few things I would say. It doesn't feel very homey if you know what I mean. The lights were white tinted instead of yellow tinted. There were zero picture frames of anyone or anything. It was very modern but I didn't have a touch of love and just well 'glam' it was more of a 'look at how rich I am' or 'how to flaunt your wealth' way. It was still stunning though.

He took me to his living room which had black couches and a massive TV. There was a girl who looked about 9 but she dressed more revealing than me. "Bri. You wanna introduce yourself to Nini?"

"Who?"

"Nini she's a...friend of mine"

"Hmm, okay." She got up from her spot in the couch and came up to me. "Hey I'm Briana."

"Hey I'm Nini. Nice to meet you!"

"Nice to see you too"

There was a pretty awkward silence as none of us knew what to say. "We're gonna go upstairs" said Jake before guiding me up his glass stairs.

"Keep the door open! I don't wanna come upstairs to find you two rolling around in bed"

"Shut up" called Jake.

Ironic Briana would say that as I'm still a virgin. And I don't plan on losing it anytime soon. She probably said it to Jake as he was the one who screwed multiple girls a week. But I will admit I maybe have a crush on Jake. Just maybe 

His room was pretty. Again dark and modern. There was one thing that caught my eye thought which was a beat old recorder laying on a table.

"Do you play?"

"Hm?"

"The recorder. Do you okay it?"

"Nah. My dad got it for me like a year ago or something. Said he wanted me to learn. Hired this chick who comes and teaches me each week but we never really make any progress"

"What's that?"

"We always end up making out" he chuckled.

"Oh"

"She stopped coming though, like 4 months ago or something like that"

We talked around for about 45 minutes. I noticed as time went by he started to get nervous about something, so I asked him. "Hey, is there something on your mind?"

"Oh, um. Well, yeah. It's probably sound stupid but..."

I cut him off "just say it" I said with a reassuring smile.

"I like you Nini. As in more than a friend. You're really nice and pretty and would you be my girlfriend?"

It took me a quick second to process that a guy actually purposely voluntarily asked me out before I said back to him "Yes, I'd love to!" 

He gave me a hug. I was bout to pull away when he lifted my chin up and kissed me. It was a pretty sweet kiss. But you can tell he wanted to elevate it. I obviously wasn't comfortable making out with him. I kissed him gently for around 4 more seconds before pulling away. I'm pretty sure he understood why.

"I might go home now, considering it's pretty late"

"Yea, sure." 

He walked me to the door. I waved to Briana and he kissed me gently before saying "bye babe" why would he- oh yeah we're dating.

"Bye"

I walked home but then it started to rain heavily. Almost so that I couldn't see until I heard a car honk next to me.

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How do we like Jake?

I'll see ya laterrrr

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