With Pain Come Love 2

Melo 26

After Yaya's dramatic storm out I went to find someone who would tell me something about Miranda and I met up with her doctor. Turns out she tried to kill herself but instead she lost the baby, if memory serves me correct she fell pregnant on that night I got on the plane at midnight and headed to Yaya without telling anyone. It's the only time I can think of and the dates add up. Doc says had Yaya not get there when she did then she would have died too, her pulse was too weak. I walked to her room and I heard her sniffing, she was facing the other side.
Me: I called your brother
She didn't respond.
Me: Why?
I was sitting in front of her and she was crying silently with nothing but tears rolling down her cheeks.
Me: Miranda please just answer me
Her: Just go away. Go to your girlfriend Melokuhle.
Me: she dumped me ok. Now why would you try kill yourself? How did you even get inside my apartment?
Her: I asked your landlord
Me: so what did you think was going to happen huh? You try to kill yourself and our baby and then what maybe?
Her: I don't know Derrick. I don't know ok
Me: I thought I knew you but this? This was low even for you Miranda. Or is this what you wanted? To kill the child you carrying so that maybe you and I could find comfort in each other? Grieve our baby together?
I was hurt. Ma... actually screw that I was pissed as hell. How could she have been so selfish? I know I avoided her and all but she could have told me and I would have made a plan for my child. It was mine after all and after what Kate and I went through I actually want a child and am willing to take responsibility. Yaya wont forgive me for this one, she warned me that this was my last chance and I blew it.
Her: I'm sorry Melo
She said crying uncontrollably, her tears just wouldn't stop coming. To think I thought I had feelings for her, at this moment I didn't care that she survived death, I just hated her and I couldn't stand her
Her: I tried calling you but you wouldn't take my calls
Me: you could have left me voicemail or sent me a message Miranda. Just something. I will never forgive you for this I swear. This is beyond me Miranda, God I hate you for this.
I stormed out and bumped into her brother, he tried to stop me but I got into my car banging my door and leaned in on the steering wheel crying, I was actually in tears. I was crying because Yaya might not take me back, I let Kate have an abortion and now Miranda killed our child and also I hated myself for having cheated on Yaya with her and Olona; now she I know wouldn't surprise me like that. I drove off to Yaya's place and parked then went to knock. Ledi answered the door.
Her: woah you look like shiit. Everything ok?
She sounded concerned in a "Naledi" type of way.
Me: can I see Yandiswa?
Her: she's sleeping. Go up to her room
Judging by her niceness towards me then she hadn't heard yet, Yaya hadn't told her yet what happened. I composed myself and walked into her room and her bed was empty only for her to walk out from the bathroom. I was hoping I could convince her to talk to me, at least a chance to explain my side of the story but she wouldn't give me the time of day. She was as much of a mess as I. She was hurting as much as me or maybe even more and that was all on me. The pain in her eyes was enough to convince me that she needed space to be angry and mad at me and probably hate me in the process. I got to my car and drove home and went to sleep. Around 8pm I was woken up by my ringing phone and it was my cousin Luc.
//Me: what?
Him: open the door
Me: not today
Him: Melokuhle you know we wont stop banging on this door until you come the fuck out
Me: Nigga leave
"Melo get your ass out here"
That was Siya's voice no doubt. These guys don't give up
Me: be there in a minute.//
I didn't even wait for them to respond. I went to wash my face and my eyes weren't as red anymore but I did look like I had been crying and these assholes were mos def going to make fun of me in this state. I rinsed my mouth and walked out to open for them.
Luc: about fucking time
He pushed me aside and walked in
Siya: get dressed we hitting the clubs. My girl is back... well our girl is back, where is she anyway?
Me: at her place
Him: you look terrible. Talk to me
I sat on the high chair and he handed me a bottle of water from the fridge and stood on the opposite side
Me: I fucked up. Miranda had a miscarriage
Him: whats Mir... wait. You were screwing Miranda too? Melokuhle!
Me: I know. I know ok
He was pacing around
Him: she was carrying your child?
I nodded. He stood still on the opposite me
Him: how?
Me: Yaya found her unconscious here in my apartment and so she called an ambulance. She drank some pills that almost killed her too in the process
Him: Damn. That's messed up bro. So when Yaya asked me to pick her up she was going to check up on Miranda? Your girlfriend is too good for you Derrick
I nodded
Him: you are so fucked. Because you my brother I wont fuck you up for this. I'll talk to her. Is there anyone else either than Olona and Miranda?
I shook my head and drank my water
Luc: are you pussies seriously crying
Me: fuck you. I just lost me girl
Luc: which is why you need to hit the clubs
Siya: ha.a Luc not now
Luc: NO Siya. He needs to get laid and forget all about her and think about her when he's less hurt and cleaner. Go shower and get cleaned up
Knowing Luc he wont let this go. Maybe a club was going to make me forget even if its for 5 minutes. I needed a strong drink. I went to get myself cleaned up and we headed to Florida road. We got to this club and it was packed, we got a table and ordered some booze then we chilled. We were joined by Asange, Alungile, Sihle and Tom. We were chilling and some group of 3 girls asked to join us and the guys let them. Asange' twin didn't join us because he was busy with his bae, Asange and his bae were arguing and I don't know about the rest. This girl sitting next to me was all touchy and throwing some serious vibes. She was pretty and gifted but she wasn't Yaya. I asked to excuse myself and went to the bar and ordered up a shot, I gulped it at one go and then turned around and noticed the girls dancing; girls being Yaya and Asemahle. My twin and girlfriend sure lit the stage up no doubt, they were dancing with some dudes. I paid and walked over to where they were and got in front of Yaya and took her hand to dance. I was pissed that she was dancing with some guy in a club.
Ase: you here
She said roughing my hair up, she was drunk this one. Yaya turned around and I pulled to my body. She was mad at me but she was too sexy and me and my dick wanted her so bad. The dude had backed off
Me: what are you doing here?
Her: drinking
Me: then what does drinking have to do with you grinding on some guy?
Her: leave me alone Melokuhle
Me: not in a million years Yandiswa! I know you mad at me and I don't blame you but let me explain
Her: Melokuhle this is not the place
Me: fine
I pulled her by her arm and walked with her outside with her telling me to let go off her while trying to pull away from my grip. We got outside to my car and I let go of her, she folded her arms infront of her chest pouting.
Me: pout all you want. By the way you look really hot right now
She rolled her eyes
Her: Melokuhle its cold
I unlocked my car and opened the door for her and she got in, I went in the drivers seat
Me: still cold?
She shook her head.
Me: I slept with Miranda once that night before I got to Cali, we used a condom. I guess it broke. That's how she probably got pregnant but I swear to you it was once. You being mad at me is understand but one thing I wont accept is you ending things with me Yandiswa. Without you world would come crumbling down on me. I wouldn't be where I am today without you Yandiswa and I swear on my life that after I got back from Cali I never not once slept with anyone or so much as touched another girl. Mafaku I'm sorry I fucked us up and I will spend an eternity trying to make it up to you just as long as you forgive me Mine. Please
I pleaded with my hands in her and she looked up at me, it was only then that I noticed the tears rolling down her cheeks. I wiped her tears with my thumbs
Me: please don't cry Yaya. I already hate myself for everything I've done to ruin us
Her: Melokuhle you hurt me. How am I expected to react when I walk into our, I mean your room, and find your high school ex wearing my t-shirt that I sleep in on a bed that you and I share, tell me how to react Melokuhle? How do I get over what I walked into? The pregnancy test. Melokuhle the power you hold over her is scary, this is not the first girl that tried to kill herself because of you and I'm scared Melokuhle, if you can hold so much power over someone who am i? Melokuhle I don't want to be next, I don't want to find myself in a hospital because of you. I love you yes, a little too much but I cant do this, she killed her child because of you
Me: Yandiswa please
Her: I'm sorry about you child, I really am but I cant Melokuhle. I cant be with someone who makes girls do things they never thought they would do. I don't want to find myself in these girls shoes someday Melokuhle
She touched my face and I leaned in on her touch. She wiped the tears that were rolling down my cheek
Me: tell me what to do to fix us Yandiswa and space is out of the question
Her: Melokuhle
Me: No Yandiswa tell me how to fix us
She didn't respond. I started the engine and locked the doors
Her: Melokuhle what the fuck
I kept quiet
Her: Melokuhle where are we going?
I kept quiet and drove off to my place. We got to the complex and I got out of the car and I went to her side and opened her door
Her: take me back to the club
Me: No!
She folded her arms in front of her chest. I leaned in and the car and pulled her out and put her over my shoulder, she started hitting my back telling me to let go of her and to put her down. I locked the car and headed to my flat with her kicking and screaming. I opened the door and walked inside and then put her on the kitchen counter and stood between her legs and kissed her while she hit me trying to push me away from her but I didn't move. I continued kissing her until she responded, I stripped her clothes off not breaking the kiss and she helped me take off mine and next thing I knew it we were both naked and I was ponding hard on her and moaning in pleasure , I could fell her orgasm, I took her off the counter and flipped her over and made her bend over while I hit it from behind with my hands caressing her boobs and her letting out soft moans, she was about to come when I pulled out and flipped her over picking her up taking her to the lounge where I gently put her on the couch and went in again until we both came with her digging on my back and me bitting on her shoulder. I collapsed on top of her breathing heavily. When she's mad we always have an intense work out.
Her: I hate you
I chuckled
Me: I know
Her: sex doesn't fix everything Melokuhle
Me: you wouldn't have orgasmed that much if it didn't
She chuckled and so did i. her laugh was weak and screamed tiredness
Her: screw you asshole
Me: I just did but I don't mind going again
She hit me.
Her: I'm drained
Me: we not done just yet. We'll have a snack and then I'll go show you upstairs just how sorry I am
Her: Melo you bruised me. I'm probably swollen
Me: I'll kiss it better baby
I sang imitating rihanna and she giggled and clicked her tongue. I pulled out and scooped her up and went to our room and placed her on the bed and then went to run her a bath with bath salts and all, when I walked into the room she was sleeping. She was so adorable I took a few pictures but my camera sounds gave me away
Her: stop that
Me: your water is ready. Come wash
Her: aren't you joining me?
Me: I'm going to make us something to eat. I know you haven't eaten since you landed
She looked down. I know her all too well this one
Me: go wash
She walked to the bathroom while i popped some frozen lasagna in the oven and tided up from the kitchen to the lounge. I took my phone and texted my sister telling her not worry about Yaya and that she was safe with me and that she shouldn't get too drunk, also the guys were there and she responded saying cool and they were with the guys already. Told me to take care of Yaya and not hurt her again. I locked my phone and put our clothes into the washing basket and then went to check up on her wearing my briefs. I stood by the door and she was resting her head back on the bath. I whistled in appreciation and she turned to look at me then bit her lower lip
Me: stop perving
Her: you sexy. Those Calvin Klien briefs don't do you any justice
I chuckled
Me: are you horny Miss Gxaba
I walked in and she smiled with a shrug
Her: maybe
Me: finish up while I check on our food
She pouted
Me: and get out of this water before you catch a cold
Her: fine!
I walked out and put my t-shirt on the bed for her and then walked to the kitchen to check on the food which was done. I took it out and dished for us then poured us wine. She walked in wearing the t-shirt I left for her. She smiled and I smiled at her in appreciation. She took the wine glasses while I took our plates and followed her to the lounge appreciating the view. Yep she was sexy. Too sexy.
Her: stop staring
Me: its mine
Her: you haven't paid for it
Me: I can always have my parents send a letter to Mafaku senior
Her: if that's you proposing. No
Me: No?
She sat down and I sat next to her and handed her her plate
Her: no. just because we had sex doesn't mean I'm over yesterday's events Melokuhle
Me: I understand. Why would you say no to marrying me?
Her: I wouldn't marry you without finishing my degree and having a job that pays well
Me: noted.
Her: Melokuhle
Me: Yes
Her: Are you where you had imagined you'd be when you were a kid?
Me: yes and even far than I pictured. What about you?
She stuffed her mouth with food and nodded
Me: but?
Her: no buts.
Me: whats your ideal proposal?
Her: I don't know. I guess I never thought about me
Me: what kind of girl were you growing up?
Her: growing up I never imagined myself in a relationship. So I never saw myself getting married, saw myself a super successful artist with a cute baby girl
Me: where would you get the baby?
Her: adopt her or go to a sperm bank and do ivf
I nodded
Her: I know I was a weird one
Me: and now do you still feel the same?
Her: things have changed, I've grown up now
Me: so you want to get married?
Her: maybe some day. Melo me being here changes nothing
Me: we'll see about that.
When we were done eating we washed the dishes and then raced up stairs. Loser goes down on the winner. I won and she went down to blow me but I returned the favor and then we had good mind blowing love making that left both of us drained