With Pain Come Love 2

Yaya 21

So Saturday night was lit, I didn't drink any alcoholic beverages, goes to show that you can have lots or fun even without drinking. So Thomas called me Sunday morning and took me to Church then took me out for lunch. How many guys do that? So we went out for lunch and he told me bits and pieces about him. His real parents died in a car crash when he was 3 months old and so his parents friends who were his Godparents adopted him and raised him as their own. Explains the complexion and eyes. You know when you spend time with someone and you suddenly forget everything you going through? That's how Thomas made me feel, he made me forget Melo and the drama he has brought upon my life. Thomas seems like a great guy, a breath of fresh air, something new, something interesting, he makes you want to know more about him and the time we spent together, it flew by too quick. One minute it's 1pm and the next thing it's 7pm and we on our 6th or 7th drink and our third meal accompanied by desert. All I'm saying is that I enjoyed my time with him. A little too much for someone in a relationship. Oh Thomas is single by the way and his last girlfriend cheated on him with a less busy guy and fell pregnant with the dudes kid. Isn't it funny how sad it is when a guy gets cheated on but it's all different when a girl gets cheated on because it's "normal" for girls to be cheated on? Stupid right? Mars; that's what I call him now, he hasn't dated anyone since her and he hasn't been looking for any relationship, at the moment he's just screwing some girl from my school in return he provides for her whatever she needs, he's basically a blesser. When I got home the girls were asking me dozens of questions about our lunch slash dinner.
Melo's arrival took me by surprise. I was happy and a little shook. I just wasn't expecting him to show up. Especially now, with everything, everything being meeting Thomas. I can never be with Thomas thou because of the life he leads, I'm not cut out to be a blessee shame. I must say I missed the sex. Fuck I needed that! I needed him, the use of a condom was just to punish him. I enjoy raw sex with Melo but I need him to see the seriousness of him cheating. Yes I forgave him and I believe that they used a condom but for now I just want to punish him and I must say I'm enjoying this. After the amazing and a little uncomfortable sex we had my phone rang, I somewhat knew it was Thomas because we were supposed to go out for lunch today after his meeting but Bae happened.
//Me: Thomas hey
Him: hey Yaya. Where are you?
Me: I'm not on campus at the moment
Him: when are you coming back? I miss your ass
Me: I'm with my boyfriend at some hotel
Him: he took you to a hotel? What guy does that? We'll have this conversation in person
Me: tomorrow instead? I'll call you after class
Him: girls never call by the way but whatever
Me: I promise
Him: I want you to pinkie promise
Me: pinkie promise!
Him: ok. Bye now. Go back to your boyfriend!
Me: bye Mars!//
Conversations with Thomas either leave me laughing or smiling, which clearly didn't make Melo happy but he has no right to be mad because there's nothing going on there. He is just a friend and he knows it. But nevertheless I got back to my room and Ash was sitting on her bed writing something, she stopped when she heard me walk in.
Her: Thomas?
Me: Melo
Her: no way!
I nodded
Her: no fucking way! He's here?
Me: yep
Her: romantic guy
Me: I sort of asked him for a break and suddenly he's the romantic type
Her: give the guy some credit. He flew all the way
Me: yeah well
Her: lets see
She jumped on top of my bed and grabbed the things in my hand and went through them.
Her: good taste. Come lets eat your goodies
I chuckled and joined her in bed telling her about my day with bae.
Her: wow!
Me: yep
Her: question.
Me: do I have a choice?
Her: yes but i'll ask anyway. Do you like Thomas?
Me: no
I didn't even have to think about it. I didn't feel a thing for Thomas. Yes we dance great together but I enjoy dancing with my Melo even more. Yes Melo is a better dancer than Thomas. Thomas I'd like those Magic Mike dancers/Flashmob and Melo is a Chris Brown on the dance floor. A clean dancer. Ok maybe that doesn't make any sense seeing that I compared Thomas to Chris Brown before but Melo still takes the cup. Thomas is a little bit of a street dancer.
Her: sure?
Me: yep
Her: but the way you guys dance together
Me: you should see me dance with Melo
Her: he can dance?
I nodded with a smile thinking about that night at the club when we first kissed, when he was still dating Kate, oh but the things we did on that dance floor. Damn! We continued our conversation until we decided on going to get something to eat. We ended up smoking weed and now we had the munchies. We took a walk to this other place outside our campus which makes the best braai with fries. On our way back to campus I saw Mars' car parked by the gate and a chick got off. so he wasn't lying about seeing someone from my school, thing is he barely talks about her, we spend a lot of time together that it's a little shocking to know that she really exists.
Ash: isn't that Thomas?
Me: yeah it is
Her: so he wasn't lying about seeing this girl
Me: I guess not
I wasn't even bummed out by this image. He drove off to our direction and stopped next to us.
Him: ladies. You lied!
He said pointing at me
Ash: hi and bye. See you on campus
Me: I did not lie. Wait what did I lie about?
Him: not being on campus
Me: I came back a few hours ago
Him: you would think with bae in town you might just spend the night
Me: it's Monday. I have an 8am test
He chuckled and I just shrugged
Him: what do they test you guys on? Colours of paint? Colours of clay?
I laughed. I wasn't ready for that one ey. We always make fun of each others chosen careers, in my case chosen course
Me: fuck you!
He laughed even harder.
Him: are you stoned?
I shook my head.
Him: you stoned. Your eyes gave you away. Get in
Me: why?
Him: cause you got the munchies
Me: Ash and I already bought munchies
Him: fine. See you tomorrow?
Me: yep
Him: ok. Now run along little mouse
I couldn't help but laugh
Me: little mouse? That's new
Him: your feet are tiny
Me: no! You a size 10!
Him: and you half of it
Me: Argh whatever. Bye!
Him: come by Mars if you get bored of studying
Me: I make no promises
Him: fine by me. Bye for real now
Me: bye.
I walked off, when I turned he was still there, not moving. I texted him and be said he wants to see me get inside the campus and then he can drive off. Cheesy! I got to my room and Ash was already halfway. I joined her and started eating my food which was heavenly. I studied a little and when I was bored I texted Mars to come fetch me and he was more than willing.
Me: Mr Mars
Him: Little Mouse
Me: can I get a planet name and not this little mouse thing
I said rolling my eyes
Him: ok, Pluto then
Me: it's barely a planet
Him: just like you. You barely human
I hit his shoulder and he started laughing. Laughter is contagious because I found myself laughing too.
Him: you hit like a man
Me: i grew up with male cousins.
Him: makes sense. You probably left a mark on my arm
He said pouting
Me: you'll get used to it
Him: what?
Me: what? You silly and you always picking on me so you'll get used to it
Him: I can't help it. So which song tonight?
Me: sister bettina
He cracked up in laughter
Him: you kidding right? My kind of people don't dance to such. Maybe downtown they would but not here
Me: ok fine. Turn up the music
Him: now we talking. Remix or?
Me: remix... duh!
I rolled my eyes and he laughed at me
Him: don't do that. You look ugly
Me: ouch!
He parked and we got off then went in. I was wearing a loose short, like really short silky purple jumpsuit with a black wedge and my hair in a messy bun. We walked up and he gave the dj a USB then we headed back down.
Him: a drink first?
Me: I want a shot
Him: you writing tomorrow morning
Me: and an energy drink won't make me fall asleep easily
He frowned and squinted his eyes at me for a minute.
Him: fine. One shot
Me: 3
Him: 2 or else I drive you back to campus
Me: i'm not your blessee, you don't get to control me
Him: fine.
I had my three shots and then "our" song came on. He pulled me to the dance floor where we danced until I felt someone yank me to them. I looked up and it was Melo. The fuck was he doing here?
Him: you party on school nights now?
Me: can we not do this
We were dancing and talking at the same time. I said that turning only to find Thomas gone.
Him: so what? Are you guys a thing now?
Me: what? No! Stop being jealous and insecure. It's not sexy
Him: you my girlfriend Yandiswa. You can't be dancing like that with some guy in a club
I turned away but he pulled me to him.
Me: let go of my arm before I embarrass you
Him: no. Walk away and I will embarrass you
Ok Melo is crazy and he is capable. Ne doesn't have a rep here, I do and the last thing I want is to ruin it. He pulled me away from the dance floor to the men's room where he shoved into a cubicle and locked the door after.
Him: the fuck was that?
Me: I should be asking you that
Him: is this what you've been doing? Dancing like a slut
I slapped him so hard he held his cheek
Me: move.
Him: no.
Me: Melokuhle don't test me. I said move
Him: why? So you can go back to him?
Me: maybe I just might do that. Now move out of my way
Him: you my girlfriend Yandiswa
Me: when did you realise that huh? Before or after you came when you and Olona were having sex
Him: oh come on don't be ridiculous. That is beside the point here.
Me: when I said I'm giving you space, I meant it. Figure yourself out
Him: so that you can be busy with that guy right?
I was getting sick of this. Melo is drunk, it's useless arguing with him like this.
Me: yes. Now get out of my way, he's waiting for me
Him: over my dead body
I was about to respond When be smashed his lips into mine. I tried fighting him but not my Melo. He's stronger than me anyway.
Me: I hate you
I said in between the kiss
Him: and I love you
He said that releasing my hands and making his way down to my ass. That was enough to turn me on real quick. He helped me out of my jumpsuit and I helped him lower his jeans with his briefs. He picked me up and pinned me on the wall and made me bounce on it. I had forgotten how nice angry sex with Melo was. He put me down and flipped me over to hit it doggy. There was just too much passion, our sex was lit. Always was and always will be. When we were done he took tissues paper towels and wiped us both. He pulled his briefs and jeans up while I pulled my panty and jumpsuit up.
Him: i'm taking you back to campus. You writing tomorrow
Melo is such a spoil sport
Me: I didn't come here with you
Him: but you will leave with me. I'm not letting you out of my sight
Me: Melo you can't control me
Him: is that what you call it? I'm looking out for you here
Me: yeah right
We were sitting on the toilet with the seat closed, I was on his lap. He lifted my chin up to look at him.
Him: i'm taking you back to campus and it's not open for discussion.
He then planted a kiss on my lips. I got up off him and he stood up too then he opened, we washed our hands and then walked out hand in hand. He led me to a table with two handsome guys. Talk about forming friendship via looks. He introduced me to the guys and told them he would be back. He got us an uber which drove us to campus. He parked at the gate.
Him: i'll see you tomorrow after your paper
I nodded. I wasn't mad of anything. I was tired, I need sleep. Multiple orgasms are draining. He got out and came to open the door for me and helped me get out. He kissed me and I responded then he broke it.
Him: good luck
Me: thank you
Him: I love you Yaya
Me: I love you too.
He walked to the gate and watched me walk in making my way to my dorm. Friday I texted him giving him space, Monday he's here and acting all Gideon Cross on me. I don't get it. I don't get him and I don't get our relationship. I was so confused. I got to the room, set an alarm and got in under the covers and slept instantly. I was woken up by my phone ringing, one I left when I went to the club by the way. It wasn't even my alarm tone. I answered
//Me: mmh?
Person: Mafaku vuka(Mafaku wake up)
I looked at the screen because my ears were clearly deceiving me.
Me: Melokuhle it's 10 to 6
Him: exactly. Wake up and go shower so you'll have enough time to have breakfast
I banged my head on the pillow. Why did I tell him about my test again?
Me: ok fine i'm up
Him: liar
Me: i'm awake mos
Him: get up Mafaku
I got out of the covers.
Me: i'm up.
Him: ok. Bye now//
I didn't even respond. I was mad at him for waking me up 20 minutes before my alarm went off. My alarm is set for 6am but I snooze it for 10 minutes before waking up. I took my things and went to shower then came back and found Ash sitting up pressing her phone.
Me: morning
Her: morning honey. Mars called
Me: did he say anything?
Him: just wanted to be sure that you home and that you write well today
Me: thanks. I'll call him back
Her: didn't her bring you home last night?
I shook my head.
Me: bumped into my boyfriend last night and he saw me dancing with Thomas, he wasn't happy about it. He told me straight up that he was bringing me back here
Her: shame mahn that's cute
Me: we had sex. My vagina is still on fire
Her: ouch
Me: yep.
I finished dressing up.
Me: what time is your class?
Her: 10am. So what's up with you and Melo? Are you guys on a break with benefits? Are ya'll back on? Like help me understand
Me: I will when I finally understand 'us' myself
She laughed at me. I made cereal m, ate and took my things and went to write. After my paper I called Thomas. He answered on the third ring.
//Him: hey
Me: ouch. Hey. How are you?
Him: good. You?
Me: also good. Ash told me you called
Him: yeah well you kind of left without a single word last night.
Me: i'm so sorry. My boyfriend got carried away, I left my phone in my room and I just. I'm sorry
Him: its ok Yandiswa
Me: Everything ok?
Him: yeah. I just didn't think you of the type that ignores people all because their boyfriend showed up
Me: i'm not. He wasn't happy with us dancing together like that and to be honest I care a lot about what he thinks of me and I wasn't going to disrespect him like that
Him: I thought we were friends
Me: I thought so too
Him: what's that supposed to mean?
Me: you acting like a bitch. You knew he's in town so you can't expect me to cater to you in my boyfriends presence. If you not happy with the way things are the. I suggest you lose my number
Him: i'm sorry
Me: lets never have this conversation or whatever this was again. He's my boyfriend and you are my friend. There's a fine line between you two and the role you each play in my life ok?
Him: crystal clear. I have meeting to get to, bye
Me: bye//
The hell is acting like that for huh? I was taught to deal with a problem while it's still new because if you let it escalate then it won't be so easy to handle it. Thomas was acting like a jealous boyfriend, he was trying to play Melo's role and if was not cool fam.