With Pain Come Love 2

Melo 20

It was Monday. I had just landed, this place was a breath of fresh air as usual. Been here before and if still looks as good as before. I hailed a cab to drop me off at a hotel. When I got to the hotel, I charged my phone and went to shower so long. When I was done showering and pretty much every hygiene process, I switched my phone on and messages started flooding it, I had a dozen notifications. Many missed calls from my parents, Miranda and Olona, texts from everyone who has me on whatsapp. 28 hours of flying is no child's play ya'll. I called mom, she's more understanding than my father is.
//Me: hey mom
Her: hello baby. How are you?
Me: i'm good mom and how are you? How's my twin?
Her: I'm ok. She is still the same. I'm scared for her Melo. I'm worried about her and what she might do to herself
Me: she would never hurt herself. I'll call her thou
Her: please do honey. So Cali?
Me: I have to fix my relationship
Her: wanna talk about?
Me: everything is a mess Mah.
Her: talk to me baby
Me: I'm cheating on Yaya
She sighed.
Her: and she knows?
Me: she has her suspicions
Her: why did you cheat on her?
I shrugged. Why did I?
Me: I don't know Mah. I guess it's the only way I know how to handle with everything that's been going in lately
Her: Nah that's not true baby. Think of something else. That's just an excuse Melokuhle. If you tired of being in a relationship then get out of it and stop hurting somebody else's child.
Me: mom I love Yandiswa. I just don't know what's wrong with me
Her: you don't cheat on someone you love baby. Imagine someone doing what you doing to Yaya to Asemahle. How would you feel?
Well that's food for thought.
Me: I would probably kill him
Her: so yaya's dad should kill you? You don't deserve her baby and with the way you going on, you going to lose her... that's if you haven't already. You lucky because if you were dating me, I would have dumped you already
Me: thank God I'm not dating you
Her: but on the real Melo. Grow up. These childish acts won't get you anywhere. If you want what your father and I have, you'll have to put in the work.
Me: yes mom I hear you
Her: and next time before you take off some girls underwear, think about someone cheating on your daughter or sister
Me: yes Mom. Thank you
Her: anytime. I hope things work out between you two. I would hate for you to lose her
Me: I hope so too.
Her: ok bye baby. I love you
Me: bye mom. I love you more//
I answered a few texts and then ordered breakfast. I was hungry as a MF*. I ate my food and then got in bed and slept. I was going to see Yaya when I'm less tired. I woke up around 1pm and went to wash my face then changed into joggers., sneakers and a t-shirt. I called a car hiring service and waited for them to deliver it then filled in the paper work and took my stuff while calling Yaya. At first she didn't answer then she answer after a while.
//Her: hey
Me: hey babe How are you?
Her: I'm good thank you and how are you?
Me: also good too. Where are you and what are you up to?
Her: I just got out of class and now I'm meeting Serena at the cafeteria. Why?
Me: when is your last class?
Her: the one I just got out of...
Me: ok cool.
Her: ok then. Bye
Me: bye//
I drove off to a flower store and bought red roses and chocolates and goodies then drove to her university. When I was parked outside I called her to come outside the yard to a Black Ferrari. She was sceptical at first but she finally came and she was looking beautiful as usual, so beautiful I almost didn't recognise her. She had her natural hair dyed copper red tied up in a bun, wearing a black short jumpsuit with a red court heel and a white blazer. Wow! She walked over to me with a smile, I was holding her things standing by the car door.
Her: what are you doing here?
Me: can I get a hug first?
I put the things in the front sit and then she attacked me with a hug and I spun her around. Felt good to smell her perfume again, to have her in my arms again. She was tinier than I remember, lighter than before. I put her down.
Her: I can't believe you here
Me: better believe it. You lost weight
She looked down. I raised her head up with my index finger making her look at me.
Me: I know it's my fault and I promise to make things right.
She smiled
Her: you here now and that's all that matters. When did you get here?
I pulled her closer to me while leaning on the car and she put her arms around my neck.
Me: this morning. Can I get a kiss?
She tiptoed and we shared a kiss. I had forgotten how soft her lips were. This was home. This was just what had been missing in life. She broke it.
Me: I missed you
Her: I missed you too. So where do you live?
Me: some hotel uptown. So where do you want to eat?
Her: i've already eaten so we can just go grab drinks instead
Me: wanna start at your room to out these or?
Her: Nah let's just go
I opened the door for her and took her things and put them in the back and then she got in, I closed the door behind her and went to get in my side and drove off. She kept stealing glances at me.
Me: what?
Her: you just so hot!
I chuckled.
Me: you sound turned on
Her: maybe I am
She giggled. I drove to the hotel and then we went up in the elevator together and went to my room. The minute the door closed, she pinned me on the door and started kissing me while stripping my clothes off. I helped her take her clothes off and then picked her up and led her to the bed. She was now left in her underwear and I in my briefs.
Me: still on contraceptives?
I asked her between the kiss and she nodded. I kissed her while taking her bra off then went down to her stomach all the way down to her underwear. Yaya is the only one I go down on. Olona and Miranda haven't had that privilege. I took her underwear off and kissed her between her thighs making my way up to the cake. It was just how I left it. She was wet already. Yep that's the effect I have on my munchkin. She was moaning already. I started licking her clit making her cry out in pleasure. I ate her up until she came and then I licked her juices then went up to kiss her. I was about to go in when she told me to put on a condom.
Me: really?
Her: yes. I don't know who you've been fucking and what infections or diseases they have.
Ouch!
I got up and searched for condoms in my wallet and I had two... I slipped one on and then went back to her and we had sex. When we were done I went to dispose of it and joined her in bed. She put her head on my chest and wrapped my arm around her shoulders.
Her: its been too damn long
Me: mh
Her: if you think i'll apologise for what I said, shame on you.
Me: babe
Her: let me finish. I know you've been sleeping with someone in my absence. I get it, you have needs but so do I. The difference between you and I is that I can keep my pants closed, I'm used to being horny and forgetting about it but you are clearly not. Part of that is probably my fault because I kind of made you get used to getting it whenever you wanted it and with that mindset I'm willing to move past it. I'm willing to just let it slide bug only if when you back in SA you won't do it again. This is your last chance Melokuhle and I'm dead serious. I don't want to hear any apology or promise or whatever and also don't want to know how many they were. I'm better off not knowing anyway.
I kissed the top of her head. She's too amazing for me. I really don't deserve her. She's too good.
Me: thank you
She looked up at me and kissed me
Her: last chance!
Me: Yaya I always used a condom. I know you don't want to believe me but I swear on my life I didn't have sex without a condom
Her: you can't blame me
Me: does this mean we never having sex without a condom?
Her: Never!
Wow! Raw sex is the best thing ever thou. I mean nothing compares or comes close to it. What does she mean never? I kept trying to process what she just said. Her phone rang while I was still thinking. She got out of my arms and went to look for it and answered it. I watched her look for it naked. Fuck she was sexy! Just looking at her was enough to make my dick go hard again.
//Her: Thomas hey
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Her: I'm not on campus at the moment
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Her: I'm with my boyfriend at some hotel
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Her: tomorrow instead? I'll call you after class
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Her: I promise
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Her: pinkie promise!
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Her: bye Mars!//
She turned around with a smile. Ok? Am I missing something? My boner had literally gone down. I feel disrespected. Who is this Thomas? She joined me under the covers and put her head on my chest.
Me: Ngubani uThomas? (who is thomas?)
Her: a friend of mine
She said sitting up
Me: what kind of friend makes you smile like that?
Her: since when do we do this? You questioning me
Me: are you sleeping with this guy?
She chuckled in disbelief. She got out of the covers and went to the shower. I got up and followed her inside the shower.
Me: I asked you a question Yandiswa
I yanked her arm turning her to face me.
Her: jealous?
I shook my head looking at her. If I was an abuser or not afraid to hit a woman I probably would have slapped her. She was pissing me off
Her: unlike you I don't go around screwing anything that has something dangling between their legs. So to answer you. No I'm not sleeping with him.
I wanted to believe her nut at the same time I didn't want to because as much as she was tight, girls have tricks and trades of keeping their thingy tight. The smug on her face was really annoying and made it so hard to believe her. She washed up and got out to dry her body and wrap a towel around her body. I took one of my own and wrapped it around my waist and followed her.
Me: i'm sorry
Her: you don't even know the meaning of that word. Don't ever use it on me again Melokuhle.
She lotioned her body and then started getting dressed.
Her: please take me back to campus
Me: Mafaku come on
Her: no. You come on Melokuhle. Just drive me back to campus
I got dressed in the clothes I was wearing then took my wallet and keys and walked out behind her.
Her: i've never known you to be insecure
She said as I started the car
Me: I know I screwed up and I know you don't want to hear it but I'm really sorry. I fucked up. I fucked us up. I know and I hate my self for it, I really do a...
Her: and if you could undo it all then you would right? I'm trying to trust you but trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it's broken but the cracks will always be there. Please drive
We drove in silence all the way to her campus. We got there and I parked near the gate, she was about to open when I locked the doors. She turned to look at me
Me: can we ever be the way we once were?
Her: I don't know. Can you keep it in your pants for the rest of the year?
Me: I can
Her: then we can be the way we once were.
She kissed my cheek
Her: please open the door
Me: how are we?
Her: we fine. We good
I unlocked the doors and she walked out with the things I had bought her earlier. I got to the hotel and in the elevator I met these two guys.
Guy 1: are you from around here?
Me: Nah. Just here to see my girlfriend. You?
Guy 1: i'm giving a talk at the university this Wednesday
Me: how old are you?
They both chuckled
Guy 2: 22. He's a pr... he works for Neel Corp so he's here standing in for his father
Guy 1: also because there's this girl I like at the university. The name is Michael Neel and this is Scott Warren
Me: Derrick Bess
Scott: I intern at BESS. Are you in anyway related to Damon Bess?
Me: he's my father. Wait you're a Neel. You're a Prince?
His father and mine do business together. We'll I saw some files in my dad's office the other day. Scott laughed
Scott: told you your surname would give you away.
Micah: later we going out for drinks. Want to join us?
Me: yeah sure I'm game.
We lived in the same floor. We continued talking and we ended up talking about relationships.
Scott: i'm not one to give relationship advice but you fucked up dude
We were in Micah's room sharing a bottle of Hennessy.
Micah: fix it man. If you really love this girl, fix it.
Me: i'm trying
Micah: things will work out in the end.
Scott: so who is this girl?
Me: Yandiswa Gxaba an art student slash photographer. Best there is
Scott: dude!
Us: what?
Scott: we having a painting at the office by your girl
Me: she's making a name for herself
Micah: you must be proud
Me: you have no idea guys! There was an art exhibition about a month ago and she sold all her paintings and pictures. The reviews were all positive, some of her buyers were from other states.
Scott: you really are proud. You seem like you love this girl
Me: more than anything
Micah: just not as much as you love sex
They all cracked up in laughter
Me: I don't know guys. Shiit happens
Scott: yeah it does.
We continued chatting and it was decided that we go to this club named Mars. Apparently it's the shiit. It was just after 8, I must say these niggas were pretty cool and we got to know each other on a more personal level too. We got to Mars and the club was lit. We got a table and ordered a round of drinks.