Chapter 37

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ERIS

"Mathew," I breathed out. He searched my face for an answer, and I shook my head.
"I'm in love with your brother," He winced at my words. "I can't hurt him,"
He chuckled and licked his lips. He played with his ring, and I looked down at my hands. Only once, he said. I can't deny these feelings I have for him. The urge I have to jump on his lap every time I see him. I looked up at him, and he was typing on his phone.
"Nathan won't be home for a while," He looked up at me.
I pressed my thighs together. I can't let this feeling overwhelm me. I needed to get out of here. My heart was racing. My legs were weak. My panties were soaked. I was feeling hot. I made my way to the kitchen to grab some water. Would it be the worst idea in the world? It would only be once. Just to get it over with. I set my cup of water down. No, this is absurd. I walked back into the living room and gasped when I was pushed up against the wall. Mathew held my hands above my head, and his face was close to mine.
"Eris, we can't keep playing these games. I know how fucking bad you want me. Because trust me, I do too,"
We made eye contact, and he looked down at my lips."The pillows on my bed still have your scent."
I hadn't noticed until now that he had a few white hairs on his eyebrows and eyelashes.
"Please," He pleaded.
I leaned up slowly until our lips finally connected. He didn't take long to react and placed his hands on my ass to squeeze. I jumped and wrapped my legs around him. He walked over to the couch, and I could feel how hard he was. He grabbed my hips and moved me back and forth, causing a loud moan to come out of my mouth. He bit my lip, and I gasped. He took advantage and slipped his tongue into my mouth. I had my hands on his chest, and he pulled away for a second.
"I can feel you throbbing on me," He connected our lips again before I could answer. His hands went up my shirt, and he cupped my boobs. I pulled away and scanned his face.
"Did I do something wrong?" He asked breathlessly.
We did something wrong. I was dating Nathan, and we were in his house on his couch. His brother's hand was on my ass and the other on my boob. This. This was wrong. I got up and fixed my shirt.
"Eris," He said as I panicked to fix my hair. "What's going on?"
"This! Mathew, Us!" He sighed and fixed his hair as well. "I can't believe we just did that," I laughed. "Nathan can't know about this,"
"That was the point,"
"No, I have to go. You can stay here. I'll go to my room," I turned around, and he grabbed my hand.
"Are we just going to forget about this?" He stood up to meet my eyes. I know how it feels to have his hands all over me, so contact between us, as little as hand-holding, feels like electricity radiating through my skin.
"We have to. I'm with your brother, and nothing can ever happen between us,"
"Eris, you have no idea how hard it is to get you off my mind. When I'm in the shower, I think about the way you walk and the sounds of your moans at night. I'm so sexually frustrated it hurts," He admitted.
His phone started ringing, and we both looked at it. My heart dropped when I saw Nathan's contact pop up.
"Pick it up," I demanded, and he shook his head. "Pick it up before he thinks something went wrong here,"
He groaned and grabbed the phone.
"What?" He wouldn't let my hand go. The longer I stayed here, the more difficult it was to convince myself this was wrong.
"We're fine," He looked at me and then back to the t.v.
"Sounds good," He hung up the phone, and I looked at him.
"What did he say?"
"They are almost here," He stepped closer, and my breath hitched.
"Think about what I said. I can arrange for Nathan and Alana to leave the house again. All I need is one time to get you out of my mind,"
I pulled my hand away from him and turned around.
"I'll be in my room," I called out before disappearing into the hallway.

~

I was currently lying in bed when I saw Nathan open the door.
"Are you okay?" He asked. I nodded, and he came to lay next to me.
"Mathew said you were feeling a little off. That I should come to check on you," He kissed my forehead.
"Yeah, we were in the living room, and I had overwhelming emotions take over me," I lied. I felt so guilty.
"Has Mathew ever bothered you before?"
Apart from drenching my panties, no.
"Why do you ask?"
"Lately, when you're around him, you look uncomfortable. You keep glancing over at him as if he is going to do something. Did something happen?"
We had a hot makeout session leaving me hot and bothered.
"I'm fine," I looked up and kissed him."On the other hand," I trailed my hand to his pants. "I do have other ideas that will make me feel better,"
He smirked and crashed his lips onto me.

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