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~~~IDINA'S POV~~~
Taye walked out of the room, after calling the cops. I looked around, my vision getting blurry. I felt dizzy, like I was gonna puke, or pass out maybe both. I was getting really hot, my palms were sweating, but I couldn't wipe them because they are tied to the bed. I couldn't calm myself, and I sure as hell couldn't calm Walker down. I tried shhhing him but he wouldn't stop crying, I tryed soothing him, telling him that everything's gonna be alright. His cries only, got louder as the sirens neared. My stomach churned, I kept turning my head looking around but it was all so blurry. I felt this weird feeling in my throat and stomach, I threw my head over the bed as I hurled up everything. I didn't move, I stayed there, half hanging off the bed, it felt like the room was spinning. And before I passed out, I can't help but wonder: Was that blood I threw up?
I woke up in a hospital, several needles stuck in my arms, piercing my veins. In a way they were kind of like Taye, blood-thirsty little scavenging beasts. I suddenly remembered everything that happened, I sat up in bed and pulled my legs close to my chest. I started to cry, the tears that once could have been happy. Or been made happy, by someone else, gone, the Idina that everyone knew and loved was gone, so was the little boy that she raised and loved so goddamn much, Idina Menzel will never be the same again. I was snapped from my thoughts by some man walking in the room. The tears continued to fall as I looked up, he had dirty-blonde hair and hazel eyes. Damn he looked fine though, then I realized it was James. He came close to me and I fell into his arms, pouring myself out into him, like water drowning the flower and the flower suffocating and dying, only I'm the flower. James would be the soil, so soft and nurturing and he soaks up the water so the flower can grow beautifully. But Taye, he's the water, drowning the flower, the flower depends on the soil, but this time, the soil wasn't there. The water is the horrible monster that destroyed the beautiful flower, now it's just like a broken mirror, the glass shards never forgiving, and the image always disappointing. Idina stayed in James' arms for about the whole night, James had asked if he could spend the night because he didn't want to wake me. I fell asleep, while pouring my eyes out. My dreams were disturbed a little, there was this lonely kitten, abandoned by its mother. It was beaten, and tortured and now it's left to die. Only it doesn't die, it holds on suffering, but just before he thinks he can't hold on anymore, a man takes him in, he takes care of him and stays by his side always. He's always there for him, no matter what. Through thick and thin, that's true love. But what does it mean? I am awakened my James nudging me for breakfast. I open my eyes slowly, blinking sleep from them once my eyes adjust to the brightness in the room. I stretch and sit up, the breakfast is brought over to me, I don't eat it though. I just stare at it, I just start to cry and I need James' arms around me again. He put his arms around me saying "Shhh, it's ok." I look up as a tiny figure appears in the doorway. I immediately know it's Walker, I start to cry even harder as I said, "Walker, come to mommy." He looked down at the floor as he walked over to me. He looked at me finally and I realized he was crying, I wiped his tears away.
"Oh baby don't cry. You'll be safe at aunt Cara's." He hugged me and nodded. I watched him walk out of the room, he looked back. I smiled, but he just started tearing up. He walked away, mouthing
"I love you."
I burrowed my face into James' chest and just lost it. I cried for a long time, then I looked up. He looked at me and smiled, he wiped my tears away.
"I am here for you Idina, I'm always here for you."
And that's when she realized that she was the lonely kitten and that James was the man. He was the one that would pick her up when she would fall, he'd be there every step of the way, and she believed that. He closed the space between them, and she didn't care, she let it happen. She melted into the kiss as he pulled her closer deepening it. He pulled away and a tear rolled down my cheek. He pulled me close, I put my head on his chest while he stroked my hair.
"It ok baby, I won't leave you!"
I shut my eyes tied and another tear fell down my cheek. He squeezes me closer, and all I can whisper is,
"Thank you."