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Not Again

IDINA'S POV🌺
I wake up once again in the hospital. Are you fucking kidding me, I was just in here a month ago. Just then James walks in,
"Oh hi, your awake." He says smiling.
"Yeah! So what?" I say shaking my head.
"Oh you were asleep for a week." He says shakily.
I gulp.
"And Walker?" I say really nervous.
"He's in a coma."James said quietly. I start to cry.
"My little boy is in a coma and it's all my fault." I said crying uncontrollably. James walked over and hugged me,
"No it's not all your fault. These things happen, and you can't control them."
"But it is all my fault. I was thinking about a lot of things, I was thinking about my future, I was thinking about being able to love again, and then for some reason my mind jumped to you. I was thinking so hard that I didn't see that truck coming."
He looked a little confused.
"Me?" He asked. I nodded.
"Why would your mind jump to thinking about me?"
I shook my head,
"I don't know."
He smiled,
"Well the only logical thing it could be is that you like me. You have a cru-ush." He said teasing me. My face turned bright red, I turned my head so he couldn't see. I think he did though.
"How's Jacqueline?"
"Uh, well. I don't know actually. I don't see her much because she won't let me see Oliver so..."
"You guys got divorced?"
"Yeah, about maybe two months ago." He said looking down.
"Enough about me, what about you?" He said striking me with one of his adorable smiles which made me weak in the knees.
"I feel like shit, and I'm mad because I was literally in here like a month ago for being.....never mind. Can you call him for me?"
"Uh yeah I guess I could, why?"
"Because I want a divorce and full custody of Walker." I said feeling confident.
"Oh, okay." He smiled weakly.
I started thinking about Walker again and began crying once more.
"Can I see him?" I said looking at James, with red puffy eyes.
"I don't know." Just then a doctor walks in.
"Oh Idina, your awake."
"Yeah! Can I see my son? Please I need to be with him."
"You know what why don't you get some rest?" The doctor said walking over to the side of the bed.
"Why are you avoiding my question just answer me!" I screamed.
"Walker, he-he-uh-I can't do this." She walked out of the room. She came back in with a wheelchair and wheeled me to Walker's room. As I approached the bed, I held his hand and linked my fingers with his. I put my head on my arm and wept for him, when I feel someone caress my hair. I look back up only to see that it was just James. I put my head back down and cried again. Just then I heard the flat line go off, I looked at the monitor.
"NO! NO MY SON CANT DIE! HE CANT, DONT LET HIM DIE PLEASE!!" I screamed as they pushed me and James out of the room. I was completely broken, I fell to my knees and started shaking. I was crying so hard in James' arms. Just then I stopped because it hurt my stomach. My stomach hurt so badly, I screamed out. Which made it worse. I looked down and there was so much blood on the floor. I was so scared, I became paralyzed.
A nurse came and wheeled me back to my room.....
(What do you think is gonna happen? Comment. And vote please😘 I'd love to hear what you think is wrong with her or what's gonna happen next. And by the way, I feel really stupid for asking about this but, what does A/N stand for?)