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Mommy James

James' POV
I was sitting on the couch with my legs on the coffee table and Matthew on my knees. He's a day old, and the boys get to meet their little brother finally. Idina went to pick them up from her moms. I was watching TV when Matthew started to cry. I looked down and his pacifier fell out of his mouth. I quickly gave it back to him, but he kept crying. I picked him up and stood up, I started to rock him saying shhh. I can't feed him, he's too young to bottle feed and Idina has the milk. I checked to see if he needed his diaper changed, he was dry. So I attached him to my nipple, I know he won't get anything. But it'll keep him quiet till Idina gets back. Which it did. Idina walked in with Oliver on her hip and Walker by her side holding her hand. She raised an eye brow.
"Uh, honey. What are you doing?" She says giggling a little.
"He was hungry, and I figured maybe this would keep him quiet till you got back." I said trying to cover up what I just did. She just laughed, put Oliver down and took Matthew. She fed him, then the boys got to hold him. Then she gave Walker and Oliver a bath, then had the boys help with bathing Matthew. We don't have Matthew's room set up yet, but we have a playpen in the living room. After Matthew's bath, she put him in his playpen. She sat on my lap and kissed me.
"You do realize you won't be able to live that down?" She said against my lips. I rolled my eyes.
"Great. You called me honey earlier, so is that what you're gonna call me?"
"Maybe. I just wanted to know what you were doing. And plus I call everyone honey." She said shrugging her shoulders.
"I know what I'm gonna call you." I said putting my head on her shoulder.
"Oh yeah." She said smiling. I nodded.
"I'm gonna call you sweet cheeks, cause your ass is sweetly amazing." I whispered in her ear and pinched her ass.
She arched into me as I kissed down her neck. She stopped me.
"Ok, I really want to do this. But one, we have a baby right there. And two, my vagina hurts. I did push a 7 pound baby out yesterday." I pouted. We cuddled up together on the couch, and fell asleep. I love Idina so much, But I'm not sure if she truly loves me back. I wanna marry her, but what if she says no? Oh well, I guess it's worth a shot. But how?
A/N: OMG guys, idk what to do for the proposal and I don't know when. More drama and sad things will be coming your way tho. So be ready😁 K love you bye.😘