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The faceless man

Idina's POV
I know it's been 2 months since the whole Taye incident. But, I still feel a little weary about being alone. Anywhere. I was still petrified, and like that doctor said. I just have to Let it Go the past is in the past, and I'm safe now. (No pun intended) but what does she mean by I'm safe now? I wasn't safe before? Whenever I went home? Whenever I was in the hospital? So I was never really safe with Taye? I'm safe now with James? I have all these questions, but no one could ever really answer them. James' ex-wife Jacqueline had gotten into a car accident and she died. I never felt more Important in my life, well besides being a mom. But Jacqueline held me so tight. She made me promise to take care of Oliver, she made me promise to be a good mom to him. Then Jacque died in my arms in my own fucking arms. We drove to James' parents to get Oliver. And I had treated him like he was my son. I wanted to keep my promise, which basically means James has to move in. So one he can be with Walker and two so he can be with Oliver. Oliver and Walker seem to get along I think it's cute how Walker calls him Vevee and Oliver can't say Walker's name right so he says Wakter. It's so cute. I kind of want to kill James because he tweeted me sleeping with the boys. Now people are gonna think that me and James are a couple. UHG!!! I'm not really complaining about it though cause I like the sound of us being one big family. I should just tell him shouldn't I. I'm gonna tell him to move in too cause it'd be easier for us to take care of the kids. I mean I'm not complaining about James moving in....it gives me better access to...OH MY GOD SOMEBODY PINCH ME!!! I wanna sit on his....IDINA TAKE A COLD SHOWER RIGHT NOW!!!! Wait I already did...Ha! Me and James had sex, wait what? WE HAD SEX!! Oh no, I screwed with him about the kiss thing.....like I was just joking because he was staring at me giving all these kisses, so I figured me being my regular sassy self... Had asked him if he wanted one too. I was being sarcastic, but I don't think James was kidding when he said yes. I mean I kind of wanted him to say yes, WHAT? Idina snap out of it. I just can't he's got me in a trance and I can't stop thinking about him. God what is happening to me? When he tackled me at the top of the stairs, I looked into his eyes, I mean it was kind of hard not to because he was right on top of me. But I saw something in his eyes that I never saw before. I saw love, I saw trustworthiness, I saw compassion. And I absentmindedly said,
"What are you waiting for?" Then his lips crashed on mine--after I teased him--and it was like a wave of relief flooded over me. I had always wanted to kiss him, since day one. I had wanted to kiss him, to see how he tasted, to see how soft his lips were, to see how good of a kisser he was. I mean yeah I did that every day of the show but, this time it was different. It was like, it was meant to be, it was as if the whole world disappeared and it was just us two. He bit my lip and that just drove me crazy. Then when things started heating up-after he carried me bridal style to my room, every time he touched me, it lingered. Every kiss he planted on me burnt my body with passion, it filled me with desire. I had wanted him to stop because memories of that night with Taye flooded my mind. But he seemed to have taken me to a world where only James could take me. And everything faded, I wasn't afraid anymore, I felt safe in his arms. It felt right, and all my worries faded and it was just me and James making love. The next day after he had left my room, I regretted it. He would think that there was something going on between us and there isn't. Well...NO! Idina knock it off. It was just a time of need and I wasn't thinking. Oh who am I kidding I needed that, I needed him. I really regretted it when I got up to get dressed, Ooooh was I sore. I never knew he was that good. I guess I was so lost in his world that I didn't realize how fast or hard he had gone. But thinking about what had happened last night turned me on immensely. But I pushed it aside, I don't know if I have feelings for him. I don't even know if I can't trust him. Yeah he's hot and yeah he's good in bed, but that doesn't mean that he can be trusted. I was having all these thoughts as I was laying in bed. Probably because James wasn't there with me in the bed. He was on the couch again. I laid there looking up at the ceiling slowly trying to fall asleep. Every time I came close to sleep James would come back into my mind. That day had just been a regular day, waking up.... Making breakfast, playing with the boys, taking them to school. And then James and me do our own things. I had finally drifted off into sleep.
~~Cue Idina's Dream~~
I woke up in James' arms. I caress his face. He smiles and kisses me. When he pulls away everything goes dark. He disappears and I'm left standing in darkness. I'm lead to a room, I lift my hand to open the door but it just melts away. It melts into lava around my feet. I try to run but I find I'm tied to a bed. I see an angry man coming towards me. I thought it was Taye, but as he got closer I saw that he had no face. He starts ripping my clothes off, but another guy comes in and punched the faceless guy. The faceless guy turns into a cloud in the air and floats away. The other guy helps me, and he caresses my cheek. I look into his eyes and see nothing. I look closer and James' face appears on the mysterious man. Suddenly a bright light forms around both of us. We are lifted, then everything disappears once again. I open my eyes to find that I'm hanging on a cliff. James comes and reaches for my hand but I fall as soon as his hand meets mine. He goes to grab me once again, but it's too late I'm falling, falling and falling into the deep depths of darkness. I hear a ringing in my ears, I open my eyes once again. I look down, to see James rubbing my belly. He looks at me and smiles, then all of a sudden a man comes up behind him and stabs him. I run and find myself running to a hospital. As soon as I enter the doors I am pushed into a wheelchair. I am rushed to a room where I'm put on an operating table. I'm tied to the table, and there's a man. It's the same man who had stabbed James. Wait a second it was the faceless man. Just then I hear a deep laugh. Then someone says
"Don't worry your babies will be fine!" As I hear this I'm looking at the faceless man. He has an outline of where his lips should be but nothing on his face moves. Not even a trace to indicate that it was him talking. Just then he sliced my stomach, he took out one baby. I watched as he, placed it on my chest. Then he took two more babies out and laid them in an incubator. He took the other baby and put it in the same place. Then he took a fourth baby out, but it was weird. The baby wasn't moving, it was still. It didn't cry like the other three did, it's body was limp. The man placed that one on my chest. I looked at the baby, it had it's eyes open. And all of a sudden it started breathing, then it choked. And it started seizing, then it went limp again. It had died twice. The faceless man left me there to bleed out. Then the other babies started to scream. It was horrible, all of a sudden everything went black.
~~End of Dream~~
I woke up gasping for air. I was sweating. And my alarm clock woke me up, that's why the babies started screaming. Because I was hearing my alarm clock. It was early morning, but it was a little dark because it was storming all night and still was. I looked around and a flash of lightning filled my room. And it also revealed a man that was sitting on the edge of my bed. It was the faceless man. I screamed really loud, for a long time. Then the lightning lit my room up once more and he was gone.....
A/N: Hope you enjoyed this extremely long chapter. I enjoyed writing it. It was really fun, I actually got inspiration by reading other ff's and don't worry I didn't steal anyone's ideas, I just got the dream idea and then took what had happened in the story recently and wrote the scene. I feel like it was deep and really descriptive. If I keep writing chapters like these then, ooh MY GAWD!!! You have no idea how excited I was to upload this. Well you have no idea how excited I am for people to read it. And I really like this chapter😜 comment and vote please😘I left you at a cliff hanger MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!😁😘 Oh yeah and BTW a little over 500 reads😍 I love you all!
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