Bad Company

Eighteen ꨄ

Billie O.

My anxiety has spiked to the highest it's ever been today. Fae is coming over so I can explain everything to her and I am deathly afraid. I would love more than anything to be able to date Fae but I have to be honest first. I just hope she still wants to see me after I tell her everything.

Lani has been really nice trying to put my mind at ease the days leading up to this one. But I truthfully I won't be able to unclench my butt cheeks until this conversation is over.

Fae shoots me a text letting me know she'll be here very soon.

"Lani she's almost here" I whine loudly.

"Okay well hold still so I can finish putting your hair up before she gets here" Alana chuckles. "It's all gonna be okay baby I promise. And if Fae says something that's not nice I'll kick her ass, okay?"

"Okay" I laugh.

She finishes us and turns me around to face her, "okay I need you to be my brave girl today and I need you to stay big so we can have this big girl conversation."

"W-What if I get to nervous and slip?"

"It's okay but just try as hard as you can okay baby?"

The door bell rings before I can answer and I rush to the bathroom, immediately having the urge to pee. After I do my business I can faintly hear Lani and Fae talking.

I make my way to the kitchen where they were and Fae stops talking when she sees me.

"Hey Bil" Fae gives me a small smile.

"Hi" I utter shyly.

Using a chair as a boost, I hop up onto the counter and listen to them talk. Honestly, I have no idea what they were talking about. I am so stuck in my head about this conversation and I know Lani can tell when she calls my name.

"Bil?" Lani says, caressing my ponytail to get my attention.

"Yeah?"

"Instead of cooking I'm gonna order, is chinese okay?"

"Yeah, can I just have chicken and broccoli with rice?" I say trying to avoid looking at Fae but her gaze is so intense, on instinct I look at her for a brief second before looking away.

Lani leans closer to whisper in my ear, "do you want to talk now while we wait for the food?"

Hesitantly, I nod. Lani nods curtly, "how about we go sit in the living."

Fae and I follow Lani to the couch, I sit in the middle of them but a bit closer to Lani to keep distance between Fae and I. This sad expression takes over Fae's face and I instantly feel bad. I take a deep deep breath in and out before I begin.

"Fae um.. I'm really sorry for the other day at your house. B-But I wanna explain.. i-if that's okay" I say before pulling my bottom lip between my teeth.

"You don't have to apologize at all sweetheart. But I would like for you to tell me what happened" Fae gives me a small smile.

Before I begin I look at Alana, she nods silently letting me know to start talking.

"H-Have you ever heard of age regression?" I mumble that last part.

"Not really, why?"

I'm too flustered and anxious to explain so I look over at Alana and she starts to explain it to Fae. I watch Fae's face as Alana is talking, her face remaining completely neutral.

When Alana stops talking there is a moment of silence. Fear consumes me as Alana and I wait for Fae to say something.

"Is it alright if I talk to Billie alone?" Fae asks.

Alana hesitates but she does leave the room. Fae moves closer to me, holding my hands in hers.

"Why didn't you tell me sooner?"

My bottom lips wobbles, tears threatening to fall. "I-I was scared you would think I was weird."

"Can I hug you?" Fae's pretty eyes bore into mine. I nod allowing her to wrap her arms around me. "I'd love to learn more about your regression and I still want you to be my girlfriend" she says before pulling out of the hug.

"Really?" My eyes stinging at more tears form.

"Yes baby" Fae plants a soft kiss to my forehead.

"O-Okay" I smile.

Alana comes back into the room, "everything okay?"

"Me and my girl are good, right?" Fae winks at me with a please smile on her face.

Alana squeals with excitement, slightly hurting my ears. "I am so happy you guys are finally together!"

Fae A.

I have to admit what Billie confessed to me is not at all what I expected, I don't even know what I was expecting but it wasn't that. But I am grateful she trusts me enough to finally tell me the truth. I am gonna have to ask Alana for help whenever Billie slips into her headspace when Alana isn't around. I'm looking forward to learning more about Billie regression, my main focus now is making sure to keep Billie out of public eye. Unfortunately for that to happen I will have to tell my team about Billie so that everyone can help me keep her safe. It's not that I don't want anyone to know about us, I'm just worried word will get back to my parents. My father will go ballistic if he finds out I am not with someone famous. For now, I can just enjoy spending time with Billie and learn how to care for her.

"C-Can I show you my room?" Billie asks shyly.

"Of course sweetheart."

Alana and I follow Billie to her room, Billie grabs a hold of my hand as she pushes the door open. The room was a filled with stuffed animals and other soft toys with a queen sized bed in the corner. Billie rushes over to her bed picking up a stuffed bear before coming back over to me, "this is Mr. Patootie, he says hi" she giggles.

"It is very nice to meet you Mr. Patootie" I nod curtly shaking the stuffed bears hand.

This is the cutest thing I've ever experienced.