Bad Company

Ten ꨄ

Billie O.

I am having such a good time hanging out with Claudia and Fae. I can tell Claudia and Alana are gonna be really good friends, they already have little inside jokes. Although I'd really like to hang out with just Fae. I'd never admit it out loud because I'm too afraid but I really wanna get to know her more. She is so funny and sweet, she keeps calling me these cute pet names that almost make me wanna slip.

I tune back into the conversation as they are discussing a topic I'm super comfortable with.

"I never would have thought you were bisexual" Alana says to Claudia.

"Wanna go up to my room and find out?" Claudia teases in a low voice.

"You two are so weird" Fae chuckles.

"What about you Fae?" Alana asks.

"I am strictly into women" she looks over to me as she speaks. "And you, beautiful?"

I feel myself blush knowing she is referring to me. I just shrug not really want to speak about it. At least not yet.

"Maybe we'll discuss this another time" Fae mutters, winking at me.

"Look at then subtly flirting with each other. How cute" Alana chuckles leaning her head onto Claudia's shoulder.

"I totally ship it" Claudia adds.

"Quiet you two goofballs, you don't even know if Billie would want to go out on a date with me" Fae says.

"Well would you" all eyes are on me now.

"Maybe I can fit you into my schedule" I giggle, trying to play off my nervousness.

"Give me your number and I'll call you some time when you're not too busy" Fae plays along.

"That, I can do" I smile.

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"Alright Bil I think we're gonna head home, I don't know about you but I'm pretty tired" Alana yawns.

"Yeah I'm sort of tired too" I agree.

"It was so nice getting to know you two. We have to do this again real soon, maybe next time we could go to your places" Claudia says.

My eyes widen as I look over at Alana, "um uh well Billie stays with her brother but my house is doable."

"Great! We'll make a group chat and plan something."

Alana hugs Fae and Claudia goodbye, after Claudia I get anxious when it's time to hug Fae. She gently pulls me into her embrace and I immediately relax in her arms taking in her warm musky scent.

"Text me when you get home cutie" she whispers in my ear before letting me go.

"Okay" I mumble, "it was so nice hanging out with you guys. Bye"

We get into the car and Alana drives us back to her place. As promised, Claudia creates a group chat the second we walk into the house.

"That was fun wasn't it?" Alana plops down on the couch.

"Yeah it was, a lot of fun actually" I say kicking off my shoes.

"Did you struggle a lot with staying big?"

"Not at first but then Fae started with the nicknames. But I think I did pretty good at keeping it together" I shrug.

"Do you think you could trust her with your secret anytime soon?" Alana ties up my hair into a messy little bun.

"Maybe. I'm not sure. I'll think about it after this supposed date that she wants to take me on" I grin at the thought.

My grin doesn't last long when I really start to think of how things can go between Fae and I.

What if we really do start seeing each other? How are we are going to keep the public from finding out about me? What if they do find out? What will they say about me?

"You okay, Bil?" Lani asks.

"C-Can I be little now?" I mumble looking down at my hands.

"Oh um of course, is there anything you need me to do to help?" She seemed to be examining me.

                                     Alana K.

Billie's mood shifts so quickly it concerns me but I know if I press her about whatever is bothering her she'll shut down. Last time she did that she didn't talk for almost a week.

Instead of speaking Billie just points to her shirt, "shirt?" I raise an eyebrow.

"Mhm, off" she mutters pulling at the hem.

"Okay let's get you into more comfortable clothes" picking her up we head to my room. I set the small girl onto the bed while I look in my closet for something for her to wear. Usually she has some of her little clothes here but I brought them to Finneas's place so they could be washed. So I find a oversized t-shirt for the time being.

"Let's get your bath started" I say but she whines.

"Too tiwed momma. Baf tomowow" Billie whimpers, rubbing her sleepy eyes.

"Okay baby" I agree, discarding of Billie's clothes I slip the oversized shirt on her before sitting her on the bed.

Turning my back to her to look for something to slip on myself I hear Billie whimper.

"What's wrong angel?" I ask over my shoulder.

"Wan cuddles, take too long" i can practically hear the frown forming on her lips.

Quickly I change out of my clothes and slip into bed beside my fussy baby. "Sleep now grumpy butt" I chuckle lightly.

Billie curls into a ball with her back to me so I can spoon her which I do of course. Within seconds we are both sound asleep.