Choose Me- the second novel

Chapter 28- you and only you

Matty's POV

Everybody looks at your girl, when she looks like Taylor. They can't help it, she's attractive without knowing it. I rub my hands together and then hold her into me, big bear lake in Cali, often gets cold and snowy in the winter months and this particular fall is promising to be a cold one. I feel protective of her, and yes possessive, so I hold her close as we head to my 4x4.

Reflecting on how normally I would have been really put off by a girl clinging to me, I chuckle slightly thar now I'm the clingy one. Holding onto her and not just because of the cold. But with Taylor, it's different. That closeness feels right. I love her holding my hand, and having my arms around her.

If she were pregnant of course that would only be intensified for me.I wonder about how that would feel having her sit next to me in the car pregnant, having her lay next to me in bed holding my child in her womb. I'm beyond attracted to the idea but I'm going at her pace. We have a place to live, my brain tells me encouragingly.

When we arrive home, to our home. I pull the 4x4 into the drive, leaving space for our friend's cars to park alongside m we later on. The cold air hits us again and we clamber up to the door through the snow. Placing the meat in the chiller and cranking up the heat, contemplating whether to gather more fire wood I turn to her realising that she's taken off her jacket and the rest of her clothes. I just watch her unable to comprehend how this woman is mine, Taylor is so impulsive and instinctual.

I regard her body, in the white lingerie that she's wearing, there's not a thermal in sight and I'm glad that I turned up the heat in the house. Walking over to her slowly and wordlessly, I brush her hair back and slowly kiss her neck. She sighs as soon as I touch her. Holding onto the oak kitchen island with one hand to steady herself as I kiss down her entire body.

"Taylor" I whisper kissing her tummy and she smiles down at me gleefully.

"Do you want me to make love to you" I smirk and she sighs.

"If I could have one thing for the rest of my entire life it would be you making love to me Matthew" she says sweetly. I chuckle and pick her up, her legs going around my waist as we desert her clothes and head up to the bedroom.

Giggling as I take her all the way up the stairs, kissing her and stroking her back.

"You suit white" I say feeling the lace bra and the top of the little panties as I place her down on the soft carpet in our room.

"You suit everything you wear. Especially nothing" she tells me, flirting as she ruffles my hair back. It's a gesture that again would normally annoy me, but not with Taylor.

"Oh Taylor you suit naked more than me" I tell her.

Unbuttoning my shirt, she glides it off of me and runs her hands through my hair. I close my eyes, her touch is so sensuous. She chuckles sweetly as she pushes me back onto our bed and climbs on top of me. I look at her in awe.

"You okay Matthew ?" She asks me in between kissing me. I smile and wrap my arms around her. I feel complete with her.

"Yes babe, you literally are a goddess" I tell her, searching her eyes and pulling the white lace to the side.

"I can wear a condom..." I begin, looking directly into my eyes she shakes her head, no.

"Are you sure baby? The pills" I explain as she places her finger to my lips. She gasps and I am inside of her. Feeing her quiver as she leans into me and I grasp onto her hips.

"Matty, I'm so in love with you" she tells me. And I nearly explode, barely holding myself together. Hearing her say it first is a real thing for me. I tell her I love her a lot.

"I love you more, baby" I smile up at her, moving her hair out of her face as she leans into me.

"I want you and only you" she whispers to me. A moan escapes my lips I can't help it she's turning me on so much.

"I want you, Matty" she says in my ear before kissing my neck. She nips me with her teeth and she's driving me wild.

Lifting her up abruptly she sighs as I place her down on the bed. Her legs opening for me and I am back inside of my girl. I thrust into her and she's saying my name again.

"I'm going to orgasm for you" she tells me, gazing up at me, her hands in my hair and resting around my neck.

"Mmm fuck Taylor" I say to her losing it.

"Okay?" I check in with her.

"So good. You always make it feel good" she tells me. Pulling in and out again as her body responds moving underneath me, I can feel how close she is.

"You're so beautiful, I'm close to going inside of you." I tell her and she arches her hips up to me.

"I want you Matty" she says out of breath, holding onto my shoulders.

"Put a baby inside of me" she whispers and it finishes me off. I hold her hips against me tight, not moving as I reach my climax. I need her so completely. I'm filled with thoughts of her all of the time. Before I felt so insecure, crazy even being this consumed by just her. Like I was out of depth. But now, I will need her forever and that's okay, it's fine to be this in love. This involved with just her. Glancing down at her, completely naked, my hands around her hips as she's thrusting slightly into me. She whispers that she loves me and I seize her lips into my own.