I could feel the movement of the car it was 3 am and I was sitting in the passenger seat of a car .
If you were to ask me who was driving I couldn't tell you even if I tried at each moment that seemed to fit them best
My best friend
My partner
My sibling blood or not
But I wasn't focused on that
All I could think about was how free the early morning sky made me feel . The soft grays and light yellows just peaking out of the horizon . I could feel the bass of the song that had been playing on loop since I started this dream like state .
It all felt surreal as if something out of a Pinterest post . The perfect set up of monochromatic shades that fit and blended into a calm scene .
And of course I knew this wasn't real that at some point I would have to come back from the depths of my mind and back to the present
But for now I was safe sitting in the leather seats of this warm car driving to nowhere
And I was okay with that . I was tired of living every day going 100miles a minute it was nice to have nowhere to be for once no rush to move on to the future I was just here
And that was good enough for me
When I am brought back to the present it is gonna be loud
The exact opposite of the calm realm I am in
The real world is gonna go back to being as fast as possible
But right now I was content with cruising this empty non existent highway with the people I care most about .
I came here to slip away and that's what happened I got to have my break but there were real people who needed me in the real world .
And just this once I told myself that
They could wait .
The end
(A/N , I wrote this cause today was a horrible day and I zoned out listening to LA devotee by panic at the disco and I put my feelings into words.)
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Short StoryI've been going through it lately so i wrote this to help me feel better, sometimes the best way to find joy is to look for it in moments that don't truly exist Moments that you crate out of the depths of your mind because , the real world is too...
