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Chapter 27

Alex Pov

Sitting there looking at the person I fell in love with. Holding his shoulders while those blue eyes look outside the window. I know him quite well and I know when he is holding back the sadness he feels. I knew how much it hurt him that I betrayed his friendship and I want too make it up to him. But how? I look over at him. His eyes met mine. 'How can I make it up to him?' I hurt him.

I realized something while he looks back at the window. 'Those drugs and drinking that, that was- It can't be!' "Say Cain when did you start doing drugs and drinking?"

Without looking at me he says, "A week after you stopped being friends with me. Why?"

'A week after? Could it be? The reason he was doing those things was because of me?'  "No reason just wondering when you started." I look down at the sheets, 'It can't be can it?' I look over at him, 'did us splitting up as friends hurt him that much?' then I realized that he didn't tell me what he feels towards me. But if he loved me he would have told me when he told me that he thought it was a dream that's when he should have told me that he loves me back. So there you have it. He doesn't love me. Why would he after what I did too him. I sigh and he looks at me.

"Something on your mind?"

"I'm just thinking how you feel towards me. But you would have told me a few minutes ago if you did have feelings for me. So I'm just a fool thinking that you do," I stood up, "I should go back too school."

As I was about to walk away from his bed Cain grabs my shirt to stop me. I turn my body towards him and look at his blue eyes. I gasp what I saw in his eyes. They were getting wet. 'Nice going! You made him cry.' "Stay," Cain pleads, "please stay. I don't want you to go." I sigh and sat back on the bed, "I am surprised for you loving me that I couldn't think about my feelings towards you that's all. You just realized that you love me right?"

"Since yesterday."

He looks at me, "Well the truth is for me is that I fell in love with you since 8th grade. I didn't know what to do about it because well in 8th grade you were dating other guys and that's when we stopped being so close because I couldn't stand you with other guys. I couldn't also stand me being in love with you so I kept my distance alittle. Then when highschool came well you betrayed me and that just broke my heart," Cain looks back at the window as I saw his hand go up too his face, wiping his cheek, 'Is he wiping tears.' I went up behind him and wrap my arms around the front of his shoulder and let him lean back on me. Cain lets me hold him. He doesn't like people touching him so it's nice that he lets me. I stroke his chest area, avoiding one of the nipples because it's too soon for that, "the truth is that I been in love with you all this time and it was pretty reassuring and surprising at the same time that you feel the same way."

I held him close too my chest, stroking his black hair, while he looks out the window, "I don't know if this is something to ask but do you want to try a kiss?"

Cain turns to look at me while in my arms. He looks into my eyes as I look into his eyes. Something sparked inside me. My heart. I wonder if Cain notices my heart beating for him. Waiting for him to say yes to the kiss. Since we both love each other then why not a kiss then? I waited for his response. But instead of speaking his tears showed. Sliding down his beautiful face.