Dylan Pov
"So why you come to me Mr. Arden?" the school councilor asked.
"I'm confused about something?" I decided to see a councilor. It's about time I did, "there is this guy."
"A guy?"
"He is a jerk and thinks he is on top of the world. He is annoying when he sits in the back of me during math class. Do you know that he writes notes to me while I'm trying to do my math?"
"What makes you confused by him then?"
"It doesn't seem I can get him out of my mind?"
"Hmm? Well Mr. Arden are you interested in men?"
"What has that...it can't be?" I lay on the sofa thinking, putting my hand on my face.
"You may have feelings for him?"
I sit up on the sofa looking at the councilor, "Why would I have feelings for a guy like that! Yes your right I am interested in men but him? Why would I be having feelings for a guy that I get headaches from?"
The councilor raised an eyebrow at me, "You know I had people come in here and tell me that they get annoyed by somebody. I give the same answer to you. Usually when you think you annoyed by somebody. As for you a guy is annoying you but could it be you actually like him?"
"How? All I said was he is annoying and a jerk. What part of that do you think I like him?"
"Mr. Arden. Didn't you say you can't get him out of your mind?"
"Yes but-"
"Then you have it you think it's annoyance but in reality is you like him. Now tell me more about the guy you like? Is he into you?"
I lay back on the sofa and sighed, "Not sure? Now that you mention it I don't really know him at all? I know about his parents. I know that he is secretly into men but hides it by dating girls. I heard he broke up with his current girlfriend."
"Would you like to get to know him more?"
"I guess."
"Then get to know him. Maybe he has something for you maybe he doesn't? You won't know unless you know him more. He might even say that he does. Give it sometime though don't push him."
"You say that I have feelings for him but I don't know that myself?"
"Well when you know him more you will know."
I'm now in my math class. Waiting for class to start. Mr. Logan was at his desk in the front looking at his papers, "Mr. Arden?" I look up from the novel I was reading, "the books for next semester has arrived?"
"Awesome," I said and got up. Excitement rising. "may I look at one?"
"Sure. In fact if you want to you can hold on too one and give it back to me next semester?"
"Can I really," I say excited.
"Yes," Mr. Logan says with a smile, "I'm happy that you like reading these things."
I nod without smiling back but excited about it underneath, "Thank you," he hands me one of the texts books.
I went back too my desk and flip through the pages. I heard the bell rang and 2 minutes later the door opened and Lucas walks in. I thought about what the councilor said and roll my eyes looking back down at the math book. Thump! he had his hands down on my desk. I didn't look up and kept on reading.
"Man your no fun when you get serious with studying," he pouts.
"It took you this long too realize that?" I say not looking up as I flip through more pages. Right now I'm flipping through not reading. I still ignore Lucas though who was mumbling about something. I tend to tune people out when I get into a text book.
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One Damn Cold Night (Boyxboy) is Being Edited and proofread
Fiksi RemajaDylan Arden feels unloved after his mom abandons him to work overseas and makes him live with his uncle in London who sexually abuses him and he feels like he can't get away from him or his evil whip. Losing hope in life he turns to drugs and drinki...