Plus Size Queen

Lovely

James and Dura had to go to the police station today because their father reported them missing. He was yelling at the police about the things that his father done to him. They didn't listen to him. Dura stood up and told them how cruel it was at their house. She even told him what happened in the bedroom behind closed doors. They was taken to another place so they can get examined. I waited for him to call me to tell me everything that happened. I hated waiting. I waited and waited. He had been gone for a week. Did he forget about me? I had my phone in hand in case he called.

"Jamie come here." Dad said sitting patting the seat next to him. I walked next to him with a smile creeping up on my face.

"Hi dad."

"What's wrong honeybun?"

"Before James left he told me that his sister and he might move away since he isn't 18 yet. He said if he move away... We might not see each other again. I'm scared it might come true." I felt my face fall into my hand as I tried not to cry. My lip quivered and I tried to his the fact that it was bothering me.

"You really like him don't you?" He rubbed my back and smiled at him.

"Yeah. There are time where I wish I hated him but I can't let him go." I couldn't really understand why my heart only want him inside. Either way it was a really great decision. I am happy that I got to experience love with him. He got me feeling mixed emotion. These emotions are indescribable.

"Honey bun It's ok. I am at a critical stage. I am still weak. I am scared that I will not make it to your next birthday. I had to tell you this because I..." He stopped in the middle of his sentence and shook his head. I looked at him and I fell in a deeper funk.

"It was a bad idea to tell me. I don't want you to go. I won't be able to ugh Function well." I said running my hands through my hair aggravated.

"I tell you this because you are a grown woman. I can't treat you like a child no more. I wish I could keep you in my arms like I did when we was younger. But now you have a life. I want you to be happy. Do me a favor and make great choices. Choices that will keep you happy. Like in this type of situation don't worry. Smile like nothing is bothering you." I grabbed my father hand and laid back in the chair and smiled at him. I don't know how much longer he will stay alive but I want it to be enjoyable. This changes everything.

"I love you dad."

"I love you to Jamie."

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When I woke up I was confused on where I was. Then when I realized where I am from I was confused on where my father went. I put my hair in a bun and looked around the house. I started to freak out and ran out and find him standing on the porch.

"Dad you scared me. I thought something happened to you." I said sitting next to him.

"May we talk?"

"Of course."

"The first women I loved was Carmen. She was very beautiful. I tried so hard to get her. One day she told me she loved me. It was the best day of my life. I loved that girl. She gave me everything I wanted. On our two year anniversary she told me that my dad had been paying her to go out with me and that she couldn't stand me no more. I was soo mad at my father until one day we sat down and talked about it. He then apologize and told me that He don't want me falling in love again. He told me love was evil and it will get me hurt cause only money can buy it." He shook his head and a tear fell down his face.

"I never really heard any of your childhood stories. I want to hear more." I said feeling him getting closer and hugging me.

"Gloria, your mom, she was beautiful but I wanted her sister Lovely. Everyone kept saying she was the ugly twin. Some even said it to her face. Disrespectful. You know what I took up for her because she had wonderful personality. She stood strong. One day I saw a guy call her ugly and I fought him. She gave me a mouthful. She burst out saying why would you stand up for someone like me, I just told her I loved her because she was beautiful. She cried in my arms. Let's skip the PG 13 area. She ends up pregnant and her father was mad so her told me to stay away from her. After a long war against me and her father he finally decide to talk to me. He said you played with my my baby heart because she was ugly. I hated when he said that. So I told him She isn't ugly. She is beautiful inside and out. Jamie, You would have an brother if your grandfather didn't pushed her down the stairs. He told her to tell everybody that she fell by mistake. He told me if I wanted Lovely alive I have to marry Gloria. I was so confused. Gloria had many guys running after her why must I suffer. Even though I wanted Lovely I fell for Gloria a little bit. I still love Lovely more though." He looked at the ground sadly and it broke my heart looking at him like that.

"Why can't we go see her now?" I suggested.

"I look crappy. I looked a bit more handsome back then. She wouldn't want me."

"Dad as you said you might not make it to your next birthday. You should see her while you can. Plus You don't look bad. Your hairline isn't reseeding yet and you still buff." I said encouraging him bit by bit.

"Ok Jamie let go see Lovely." He said joyfully.

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Do y'all like the love stories? I got the Lovely part from the bible. Jacob Leah and rebeka. It's in Genesis. The first book in the bible.