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Forgive?

As James walked me around the church, he told me a few traits about them. He also introduced me to everyone. I saw his mom around a group of women laughing. He walked into there group and they laughed even harder. He told me to go over there and introduce myself to all of them.

"Hi Mrs. Debra, It's nice to see you again." I said shaking her hand. And she did a sneaky smile.

"Oh please call me mom." I smiled even though I was confused.

"Mom!" James said after she said that.

"Ok I will!" I said excitedly. One lady cleared her throat to get my attention. Oh Boy she got it to!

"Hi baby girl." Before I could look her in the face I shook her hand. I looked up and saw her face. My grip got looser. It was my mom. She had a huge smile. How could she smile in my face? Like what she did never happened. I snatched my hand away from her hand.

"Don't call me that ma'am. I don't feel comfortable with that." I said calmly and I walked away. I looked at the time then started looking for my father. Don't cry Jamie don't cry. I looked everywhere. I entered a room and kept the door opened. I turned on the lights. There was a pictures of my baby brother. There was more then one. It was like a million pictures. I looked around.

"He's dead now." I looked over and saw mother standing there like nothing faze her. I looked at her and back to the pictures.

"Don't play with me like that!" I said with a tear falling down my face. I said looking at one of the big pictures.

"I'm serious. We where driving. I was taking him to the doctor for his check up. There was a drunk driver I tried to preven-" I couldn't take it no more. I didn't want to hear it no more. It's lies! He's too young to die. I stopped her in the middle of her story.

"Stop!! You are A Lie!" She came closer but I backed away. I didn't want to get near her.

"Jam-" She put her arm back after I told her no again.

"It should have been you!" I turned around and said. I walked passed her while whipping my tears. Even though what I said to my was wrong I couldn't stop thinking about my brother. My baby brother was dead. I begin looking for my father again. I found him talking to a group of men. I grabbed him and pulled him away.

"Why you do that Jamie? Shouldn't you be with the youth?" I was red and puffy. Half angry, Half sad. I look like a red marshmallow.

"You knew he was dead didn't you?!" I said unloudly crying more but quietly. He swallowed deeply which scared me.

"I knew you was having fun with your friends. I didn't want to depress you." I had my hand on my heart. I saw mom approaching us.

"Jamie. We know it hurts but lets not get angry." I shook my head no while whipping my tears. I walked out of the church and begin to run. Run. I just ran. I couldn't stop. I was in sweat when I reached the place that I am free in. BennyFunFood. I looked at the stage and saw jeans. It felt right that he was there.

"Our famous singer of North Carolina. I well like to introduce Jamie!!!!" I walked on stage with Jeans handing me the microphone. I whip put my hair back and smiled.

"Thank you I want to a little song. For my brother, Daniel. This is a song that um I made. I sung it to my brother a lot before he died..." Everyone clapped and I promised myself I will not cry at all. This is the time to show I can take it. I took a breath before I sung.

"Can I tell you something Baby boy?
There's a cruel world out the door...
It will make you cry
All the tear haven't dried
I have tried to whip them away
But they still are here...
I doubt there is good I can't let
You out cause I'm scared you
Won't come back to me..." There was more to the song but I couldn't continue. I may seem like a cry baby because once again I was crying on stage. I heard a person clap. I looked around and saw my dad. With mom right beside him. Everyone clapped with him. My dad came up and hugged me. I know now that life is short. You can't just go on hating a person forever. I went over and hug mom. I felt her hug me back. 

"Can you please forgive me for what I have done?" I heard the sorrow in her voice. I could not just hate her for something she did in the past. At least she ask for forgiveness unlike most people do. 

"Yes. I forgive you." She squeezed me even harder. It felt like a million bricks had been lifted off my back. This day was better then I thought it was gonna be. We went to the church and collected all of mother things. I felt like all the other kids. They have there mom and dad...Together.

"I'm going to go to sleep while you guys talk about what ever mom and daughter talk about." He ran up the stairs happily. We stayed quiet for a while. I smiled at her and she just observed me. I heard dad snore loudly. Mom stood up and so did I. I thought she came to give me a hug so I had my arms wide open but she end up punching me in the stomach. I held my stomach and feel down to my knees. I knew she was strong but I didn't a punch would hurt this bad.

"I spent a month in that church I will not go back there. You think your brother death was an accident?" She laughed. Her laugh was bitter and the sound was like nails on a chalkboard.

"It has to be an accident. Why wouldn't it be?" I looked at her holding my stomach. I slowlt gotten up. There was no way for it to not to be an accident.

"I did it on purpose! I got that guy drunk and payed him to hit your brother. I did it to teach you a lesson." I could not believe the story. I was confused. No body is stupid enough to kill a child for money. I shook my head.

"You maybe a horrible person but that psychotic!!" I got smacked into the wall.

"Maybe I am psychotic. If you tell you father I will kill you. Like I did your brother." She punched me again in the stomach. I got back up again. I am scared now. I have never been so scared in a person before until I met her.

"I hate you Gloria!" She pulled me up by my hair and slammed me into the table and broke it. The pain was unbearable. I felt somethin flow down my face. I when I tried to whip the tears I whipped blood. I located the source where the blood came from. It was a large cut from the glass on the table. I slowly went upstairs to pull the glass out gently. I felt that spot burning. It was on fire. It felt like hell was on my forehead. After I got the glass out I went in bed hoping not to see Gloria.

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