-MALL-
Nandito na kami ngayon sa mall, 30 minutes din ang byahe.
"Punta tayo sa jewelry store." Irish said.
"Omg! sige! punta tayo sa jewelry store." I said feeling excited.
OMG! Kaya mahal ko to si irish alam na alam ang gusto ko.
"Tara na!" Mint.
Pumunta nga kami ng jewelry store.
"OMG! Shet! ang ganda nitong Solitaire Necklace lovisa 585 White." I said.
"OMG sis bilin mo na!" Irish said.
"Kuyas!" I called them.
"What do you want?" Kuya kenzie.
Shet! alam na alam talaga ni kuya.
"Kuya, i want this Solitaire Necklace." I said smiling widely.
"Laki ng ngiti natin ah!" Kuya kit.
"Basag trip ka talaga kuya kit!" I said rolling my eyes.
"Baka nga mas lalo kang maspoil kung nasa iba kana." Kuya kit said meaningfully.
"Huh?" I asked confused.
"Manhid mo girl!" Vanilla said.
"Di ko gets!" I said.
"Manhid ka kasi." Mint said.
"Bahala nga kayo diyan!" I said walking out.
Tangina nila! di ko sila gets. Parang gago.
"Sierra!" I look behind me and i saw kiel.
"What?" I asked raising my one eyebrows.
"Are you free tomorrow?" He asked. "Night." He added.
"Uhm.... yes, I'm free tomorrow night. Why?" I asked.
"Can we have a dinner?" He asked.
"But why?" I asked.
"I just want." He said simple.
"Give me a reason why would I need to agree with you to have a dinner with me." I said.
"I want to know you even more." He said smilling widely.
"Why?" I asked again.
"I love you, sierra." He said sincerely.
Nagulat ako sa sinabi niya, Oo sinabi na niya yan nung unang kita ulit namin pero ba't parang huminto ang mundo ko. Ilang minuto pa akong nakatulala dahil sa sinabi niya sakin.
"Sierra?" Natauhan lang ako ng tawagin niya ulit ako.
"B-bakit?" Tangina ba't ako nautal.
"So? Are you free tomorrow?" He asked hoping I will agree.
"O-ok." Gago sige mautal ka pa self! Tangina talaga oh!
Hays, ano daw mahal niya ako? weh di nga? di ako naniniwala, sure naman akong pinaglalaruan lang ako ng gagong to! hindi to seryoso sakin.
And hinding hindi ako mahuhulog sakanya no! ba't naman ako mahuhulog sakanya kung alam ko namang pinaglalaruan niya lang ako.
Ano ako tanga! malamang hindi tangina niya ba! Suntukin ko pa mukha niya eh! Tsaka obsessed lang siya sakin, Hindi niya ako mahal.
I promise to myself that I will never fall inlove to any man, I just met.
I only know kiel by name but not his behavior, what kind of person he is.
I want assurance, Assurance is important for me. I'm tired of getting hurt, I want a better life.
For me, Love is important even that love is from you're family, lover, friends, cousin, nephew, auntie, uncle.
I always protecting myself from getting hurt, If I get hurt then I will heal myself, Only myself, Because no one can ever heal me. It's always myself.
I don't tell to anyone even if it's my kuyas I don't tell them that I'm getting hurt because they can't handle it, Like it's just only myself can.
But when I'm feeling down I received some expensive stuff and chocolates, I'm confused who's the person giving me.
And I love being alone, So that's not a problem, My mother gave birth to me as an only child so I will grow up alone.
Sanay na ako, Sanay na Sanay na akong mag-isa simula umpisa pa lang sanay na akong mag-isa kaya hindi na ako magtataka kung mag-isa ko rin haharapin lahat ng problema na dadating sakin, I can handle it naman. As always.
Pero ako never kong pinag-sisihan na naging mag-isa ako, Actually ang sarap nga sa pakiramdam mag-isa kasi yung tipo na makakapag-isip ka ng maayos na talagang pagkatapos mo mag-isip, alam mo sa sarili mo na okay kana.... na nakapag-isip kana ng maayos.
Somehow i feel free.
:)
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