50 Shades of Stan🔥

'till the end of the line💓

Dear Steve,
maybe these could be the last words I would have a chance to say.I don't know what they are going to do with me.And I am not sure if this piece of paper will ever be in your hands.

I remember our childhood,how we grew up close.The purpose in my life has always been trying to protect you,keeping you away from pain and sufferings but I haven't been able to.
Not as much as I would.You were the bravest of us two,even smaller you could "do it all day", you always said.You never gave up when I told you War was not a safe place for you.

You did that "something stupid" before I got back and now, the only thing I'd like would be a last glance,your eyes were my guiding light.I lost my lighthouse,I'm drowning in the storm.Alone.

Maybe you married Peggy,you both have a family together and you forgot about me.I didn't.
"Cause I'm with you till the end of the line", do you remember,Steve? Peggy would never imagine how I felt every time we were spending hours at the club,chatting and drinking,you looked so beautiful in your uniform,strong and proud.
I was the one to be of you.

You gave me strength to be a good soldier,I did my best.For you.I saw how you rejected all the girls I chose,your eyes have always been for one only.
She behaved coolly when I was there next to you,maybe she "smelled" it and was upset.I regret not having put myself out when I was still able to do it,I hope now it is not too late.

I love you,Steve.Not like friends or brothers do.
I LOVE you.Every second of my short life by your side was an honor.
This was not the time for us because nobody was ready to accept us.In another life,in another world we would be happy as a pair.I lived on your breath as you did on mine.You were the best part of me,half of my heart,the love of my life.I will always thank God for being so lucky,grateful till death to share my existence with you next to me.

And I will never regret that night,when we became one.The best moment I've ever had.Feeling you deep inside my soul.You were mine.Its memory will be my comfort the moment they get rid of me.
The end of me will be the end of us too.

My heart belongs to you,forever.
I'll miss you.hand in hand.

with endless love,
yours Bucky 💙