50 Shades of Stan🔥

Happiness is real only when shared 💞

Bucky

I left early that morning in a hurry. Even if that night I hadn't slept that much. My secret was keeping me awake, its burden had grown too heavy now: During the last mission I cheated on Rebecca. It has been a hard one: full of dead, blood and destruction. Too painful to bear and I almost felt into pieces. But Yelena was there, next to me. We fought together side by side, teaming up to survive. Hydra shouldn't hold the power. In the end we won. At least one battle.

Rebecca

Bucky didn't kiss me goodbye this morning, before going to the Avenger's headquarter. It was the first time. He used to do it every single morning, since the day we started living together, two years ago. We were trying to have a baby, we both agreed about it, but it looked like one of us could have problems, we needed to do some tests to see if Bucky or I were infertile. I was almost sure the weakest spot was 80% Bucky, that could be among the Super Soldier serum's side-effects. And that broke something between us. My idea of perfect life was collapsing and I didn't accept it: coming myself from a large family meant wanting one day my own one.

Bucky

Maybe it happened because I wasn't ready to build a family with Rebecca or I was afraid of leaving an orphan at any moment. Yelena and I got always along very well but I had never looked at her besides the team side. She was very pretty and totally different from Rebecca: she had blond hair and blue eyes, instead Rebecca was redhead with green eyes; Yelena was short and muscled, meanwhile Rebecca was tall and lean but toned. I've been loving my fiancé for 5 years, the last 2 sealed our union through sharing the house... till the day we decided to add "the last brick" to our ideal family: the birth of a baby. Bruce Banner once said to me the Serum might make you barren, which should be true. It was my fault for all the failed attempts and Rebecca rejected me in bed, I wasn't allowed to touch her or hug her. Lucky me she still let me kiss her. Unfortunately that morning I made 2 huge mistakes: I forgot to do it as I was late for work in a hurry – thoughts didn't leave alone making me asleep –and left my mobile at home, on my nightstand.

Rebecca

While I was sleeping I heard the tone of a text coming from Bucky's phone. I took it in my hands to read it, maybe it came from the headquarter and it was urgent. I was wrong. That came from Yelena. "We made no mistake, Buck. It had to happen. Do you still love her? If you say yes, we'll go back to being friends only and partners at work. But if you don't, I'm not sure I'll wait for you to leave her for long. Take your time and think about it. See you later then, Yelena." It was like a slap in the face. I have always trusted Bucky, sure that he was the last person able to cheat on someone. Besides his old reputation of lady killer in the 40's, he was not that kind one anymore. Or was he back?

Bucky

"Did you read my text, Barnes?" Bucky turned to say Hello to Yelena " 'morning Belova. Which text? Hold on, let me check my mobile" He put a hand into his uniform pocket but it wasn't there. He looked for it on the breakfast table where he was drinking coffee until a few some minutes before, but it was empty. Drops of cold sweat streamed along his neck. Bucky swallowed "what happened, Barnes? Have you seen a ghost?" Yelena laughed at his pale face. "I don't' have my mobile with me. I think it's on the nightstand in our room". Yelena shut up immediately. She had understood. "what did you ask for in it?" hissed Bucky looking into her eyes "Well..I..you.." Bucky gripped her arm and squeezed it "WHAT DID YOU WRITE?" his jaw stiffened getting closer to her face "ok, let me go, please" Bucky loosened the hold. Yelena answered "I had asked if you still loved her. The night we had sex was unavoidable. It meant something and you should choose. Her or me? If you go for me, I expect you to leave her in a short time. You have no kids, moreover. it should be easier..by the way, I don't need kids, Barnes, if you don't want them it's fine".  Hearing those words opened Bucky's eyes: that was the problem but maybe there was a solution. "I still love her. I believe she is my soul mate. I'm sorry Yelena, it was an accident. A moment of weakness. I used you to let off steam. Could you forgive me?" Yelena ran away. "you're such a jerk, no different from any other man, Barnes. Fuck you!"

Sam came into the kitchen as Yelena walked away "what did you do to her, Barnes?" Bucky took a deep breath then answered "I cheated on Becca. It was a huge mistake", Sam stared at him sitting down "Take a sit, Barnes". Bucky did opposite to him "Come here, next to me. We won't everyone to listen, won't we?" Bucky came closer. "I knew what happened during our last mission, between you and Yelena. I'm not blind, by the way, next time be careful the cameras are switched off, I had to cancel half an hour of that tape or the security would have watched it". Bucky covered from cheek to cheek with his hand, his face clouded over "she was there. You know how we get along together as team mates. That night we both needed comfort, exhausted and only you and us could understand those feelings of loneliness. She is attractive and I had a moment of weakness. I'm a man like you after all and what is more, Becca and I haven't had sex for 6 months now, from the day we found out one of us is the reason why she can't be pregnant. It's me, the Super Serum had this among the multiple drawbacks".