Living With Him

Chapter 19

RANIA was upset and at the same time annoyed. Until now she still can't get over how Samson treated her. His treatment towards her is very intriguing yet annoying. It made her curious why he suddenly went from a lost one to a stoic and cold one for a short period of time.

"Argh!" Rania frustratedly messed her hair and went to the papers she was reading.

Bakit nga ba big deal sa kaniya ang bagay na iyon? She just know Samson by his name and what her memories tell her but as whole, he's still a complete stranger to her.

"Ano bang meron sayo Samson para pagkainteresan kita ng ganito?" Naiinis na tanong ni Rania sa kaniyang sarili at malakas na napabuntong-hinga.

"Argh! Annoying. Really annoying!"

Tuluyan ng hindi makapag focus si Rania sa ginagawa niya dahil inuusig pa rin ang isipan niya tungkol kay Samson. Hindi siya napapalagay at balisang-balisa siya.

After her incident, ngayon lang siya ulit naparanoid ng gan'on at hindi niya maintindihan kung bakit nga ba siya nagkakaganon. Sobrang misteryoso kasi para sa kaniya si Samson at hindi niya maintindihan kung ano talaga ang nagtutulak sa kaniya para alamim ang lahat.

Maayos naman na kasi ang buhay niya at okay na siya sa buhay niya noong hindi niya pa nakikilala si Samson. Pero ng makilala niya muli ito ay unti-unti naman na gumugulo ang mundo niya.

Hindi naman sa sinisisi niya si Samson pero minsan naiisip niya na sana hindi nalang sila nagkrus ng landas ulit. Dahil kung malaki nga naman ang bahagi ni Samson sa nakaraan niyang buhay ay tinitiyak niyang mas gugulo pa ang sa hinaharap kapag nagpatuloy siya.

Honestly, she wanted to stop learning the truth from her past. But every time she want to forget and move forward she will slowly gain her memories back and it will lead her to know the truth once again.

It's very frustrating in her part but what can she do? She honestly lost for it. If only her memories came back immediately, she won't have any problem.

She heard a knock in her door and she saw the Lord peeking through it.

"Can I come in?" he asked like she would say no to him everytime.

"Of course, you can come in," she answered and signalled him to get inside.

"Is there something wrong?" Rania asked the Lord the moment he steps inside and sat on the other chair.

"Nothinh's really wrong. I am just bothered these days and got no one else to talk to. Also, I didn't try to bother you as I know you have something in your plate right now as well." The Lord started to open up and Rania just let herself listen to him.

"So for starters, I want to know what's bothering you these days 'cause you seem off and the kids notices it every time. But if you don't want to share, that's okay as well." He asked like he can see through right her.

Was she really that obvious these past few days? Masyado na ba siyang occuppied na hindi niya sinasadyang napapansin na rin ng mga tao sa paligid niya ang pagkabalisa at pagkadistract niya?

"Honestly, I am really having a hard time recently. It's all about my forgotten memories and forgotten people along with it. I don't know how to cope up since I got lost track of everything. It's very hard for me to understand every flashes of memories and no one can help me to ease myself from it," she truthfully said to him.

She trust the Lord as much as she trust her brother. He's like a big brother to her as well, as a father even.

"Well, that's messed up. It must be really hard for you. My apologies if I can't help you with that. I don't know what you are dealing with recently and I can't see it in you that you are struggling. You will overcome it, I know you can." He motivated her and it helps somehow.