Feelings

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Jimin said with a smile, "Hey, I didn't think you would come... thank you," His face had such a cute expression on it. He looked so shy and delicate. I snapped out of my admiration and quickly replied with:

"Oh, no problem!"

"So, uh... do you have any hobbies?"

"Oh, yeah! I like to..."

He was incredibly cute and nice, and before I knew it, we were talking and getting to know each other more. He was delicate and really sweet. We took turns asking questions, and I felt like we were growing closer with each one I asked. I didn't notice how late it was getting until I checked my phone and realized we had talked for 3 whole hours, we hugged each other goodbye.

Oh gosh, our faces almost touched...

WAIT, STOP! FOCUS, Y/N!

I suddenly stopped and turned around when I heard Jimin say:
"Wait!"
"I heard it was about to rain, would you want me to give you a ride home?"
I accepted, I noticed how kind he was and blushed.

I got in his car and told him the address. The car looked rusty but it still worked amazingly. I didn't mind though. All that mattered to me at that moment was him. He was so sweet and delicate, not to forget an absolute angel. I could see him smiling when I looked over at him.

Stop smiling, your making me blush, Jimin...

I wanted to get closer to him so I asked:

"If it's okay with you, can I get your phone number?" I asked Jimin.

"Oh, of course!"

He told me the numbers one by one with his heavenly voice while driving carefully. After I was done, he said:

"Here we are, you have a gorgeous home, y/n," He says as he stares at the house before adjusting his head to stare at me, his stare looked so lovely.

I managed to get myself together and got out of the car but stopped when Jimin took my hand.

"Uh... just in case." He says with a sweet smile while holding out an umbrella for me.

I froze before smiling, hoping he didn't see me turn into a stupid tomato.

"Thank you so much!" I said while grabbing the umbrella gently. We both waved at each other before he drove off. I walked inside my house but my smile instantly faded upon finding my dad standing there, glaring angrily at me.

"Who was that boy? What took you so long?"

"Dad, he was just my uber," I said, completely lying to my dad's face. "I decided to hang out with my friend I made in school but we lost track of time, I'm so sorry."

"Whatever, I'm too happy for you because I enrolled you in a ballet class at your school!"

I stood there, staring at him with disbelief and disapproval. I never wanted to join a ballet class, I never told him anything related to ballet.

"DAD, WHAT THE HECK?" I scolded him.
"I NEVER WANTED TO BE A BALLERINA AND YOU SIGNED ME UP ANYWAY?"

"I just want what's best for you. Don't raise your voice at me. I want you to be a star, my love. Don't you want to be the most famous person in the whole universe one day? Your classes start tomorrow."

"NO! I NEVER SAID ANYTHING RELATED TO ANYTHING YOU SAID, I TOLD YOU I DIDN'T WANT TO BE A STAR YEARS AGO AND YOU STILL NEVER GAVE UP..."

I stormed out of there to go to the backyard to breathe, to get my mind off things. I took deep breaths. After I slightly calmed down, I burst the backdoor open, entered the house, and ran to my room to lie down. I got my old purple diary from underneath my bed. I realized that I haven't used it at all, so I started writing about my feelings and how I felt about dad. Getting all of my feelings out felt so relieving.

The person I wrote most about was Jimin. I expressed all of my emotions and even sketched him and me frequently.

Just as I was about to nod asleep, I heard heavy rain.

So, Jimin was right.

I said to myself as I softly smiled, remembering his adorable face. I was surprised to find that I slept peacefully that night, thinking about Jimin. Completely forgetting to put the diary back under my bed.

The Following Day

("DING DING")

Although my alarm went off, I was still sleeping, ignoring my alarm. My dad came to check on me after hearing the alarm go off for a long time downstairs, but I was still asleep. He took my journal, set it on my desk, and then said:

"Hey, your gonna be late." In a very serious tone.

I woke up from my sweet slumber and my dad fled my room. He looked upset but also angry at me. I made an effort to ignore it and quickly got dressed up, took a short shower, and brushed my hair. My dad was waiting in the car.

"Dad, I'm sorry about last night, I know you just want what's best for me and-"

"It's fine, sweetheart; don't worry. Just make sure you perform well in your ballet lesson today."

At school, I saw and immediately ran to Jimin.

"Hey! I just wanted to say thank you for the ride home last night,"

"It's no problem, It's a good thing you went back home safely," He said with the same angelic smile from yesterday.

Gosh, he was so cute...

("RING RING")

The bell started to ring, and we went to class and passed notes to each other. I was so happy we got to talk.

"So the teacher's your uncle?
Yes        or          No
circle answer :)"

I blushed at the note, his handwriting was so elegant and detailed. I couldn't help but blush. Good thing he didn't see me red. Of course, I circled the word, "Yes". Right after I gave the note back to him, the bell had rung and the students all started to gather around the door, waiting for my uncle to open it.

In the hallway, I looked over to Jimin's locker but he wasn't there. I search all around the school for him until I saw him in the janitor's closet surrounded by these two boys. He was lying on the ground with his hands covering his face. It looked like he was crying.

Bullies: "Get up, nerd."
Bullies: "Awh, who's gonna cry to their mommy?" One of them said mockingly. They both laughed.

"You won't be laughing for long," I said, furious. All the rage inside of me suddenly came out when I unexpectedly punched the two jerks with a strength I never knew I had before. They were knocked out immediately. But, that didn't matter now. All that mattered to me was Jimin.

"Jimin! Are you okay?" I said, concerned.

"Yes, thank you..." He said, in a low voice. His angelic smile was gone, it turned into a fake but cute smile I have never seen before.

"Your not, aren't you? You have a black eye..."

I picked him up gently and carried him to the nurse's office. I couldn't help noticing how close our faces were, I could see his black eye more clearly now. I felt so bad for him, but I also blushed upon looking at his face. I was sure he noticed, considering how close we were.

"Thank you, y/n. You're so kind." He said with a gentle tone.

Dang, that angelic smile again...

How did he not notice me blushing? Unless he did notice and he's just pretending... my mind was a mess. I felt rage because of those bullies, I felt bad for him, and I had feelings for him, It's an overall mess.

"You're welcome, Jimin," I said calmly as I smiled gently. Suddenly, I forgot all of the anger inside of me and focused on getting Jimin healed.

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