ACTIONS speak louder than WORDS

Chapter 32 - No Word Can Describe The Pain

Chapter 32 - No Word Can Describe The Pain

~Jessy's POV~

I then ran out of the CR with my messy hair, my dirty uniform, and my reddish face because of madness. I don't know where to go I was just running to nowhere just to escape those 2 bullshit girls. I noticed some students are staring at me. And suddenly I felt my tears running on my face. I felt pain. I felt something in my heart that made me cry.

I don't know why I cried. I really don't know! I'm not a weak girl. I'm a tough person. I'm sure it is not because of the 2 girls. It's not because of the pain they done to me. And I'm pretty sure it is not because of the CCTV footage. I really don't know why I cried. Damn this feeling, I really hate crying for no reason.

After minutes of running away, I didn't notice I have reached the mini park. I then ran under the tree to hide myself. I expressed what I feel under it. I let my tears fall from my eyes and sob because I know, no one can see me there. I hate people see me crying. I don't want them to think that I'm weak. I don't want them to step on me. I will surely revenge if that happens.

But it happened.

My tears then rapidly ran on my face. I just bowed my head and covered my face.

And suddenly, I heard someone talked in front of me. I moved my head up to see who was it and saw Trevor offering his handkerchief. He looked so tired tho, his face looked so serious. His uniform is full of sweat and his hair was messy. He looked like he had trouble. I ignored his handkerchief and immediately rubbed the tears on my face using my bare hands and gave him a fake smile. I don't want people see me crying, most especially this guy.

After a couple of seconds facing and faking a smile on him, I then bowed my head because I really can't keep the pain inside. I can't stop crying. I let my tears run and rub while I'm not looking at him.

But suddenly, I felt an arm embraced me and a shoulder that comforted me. That caused me to feel something in my heart, something like a bomb that exploded or a building that collapsed or a firework that has just burst. A feeling that the pain inside your heart want to get out and scream. Heavy tears then poured out of my eyes.

I was leaning on his chest crying and clearing my tears on my face while he was rubbing my back leaning his head on mine.

I then realized that there's someone who cares. Someone that is ready to comfort me. And someone that is trying to ease the pain I felt. And that someone is now on my side hugging me.

"Everything will be alright." Those words that came out from his mouth made me feel safe. I then closed my eyes.

I felt a hand touching my hair that made me to open my eyes. My eyes shivered because of the intent light. I looked at the person who's combing my hair and I saw dad. I then realized I'm already in my room with dad beside me combing my hair while I'm laying down and having a nice sleep.

"Did I woke you up honey?" My dad asked when he saw me awake.

"I guess dad." I responded and wore a smile. I then sat beside him.

"You can go back to sleep dear." He said with a smile on his face. He look so worried.

"I guess I slept too much dad." I responded while rubbing my eyes. "Anyway dad, how did I came home?" I continued. I'm really confused tho. All I know is, I was on the school and Trevor was comforting me.

I then realized what happened. I looked at him with wide eyes. I have an idea he knows what happened.

"You're actually sleeping when your friend...... Trevor?..... Brought you here." He responded still he's hand on my head rubbing it.

"What happened anyway? Why are you sleeping when he brought you here? Jessy don't tell me.......--" He continued while looking at me angrily.I then stopped his word because he's thinking obscene things. Tssss.... He don't know anything about what happened.

"N-no dad!!.. It's just..... I was tired because of the campaign.... And then I guess I fell asleep... and.... he was shy to bother me in my sleep? So...... he brought me here. " I responded. It is best that dad won't know anything about it. It will be a great war if that would happen.

"And how come he knows our address?.. " He asked while giving me a confused look.

"Uhh..... He Google mapped it? lol! Just kidding..... He actually brought me here once." I responded and gave him a funny lying face that made him chuckled.

"You lil girl don't dare to accept suitors without my consent!.. Or else I slap your lil' butt." He joked while pointing on me wearing an angry look that made me laugh.

"I guess that's the 100000000000 times you reminded me about that dad." I responded with a smile. I then came closer to him and hugged him. I feel comfort every time I hug my dad.

"I love you dad." I added and hugged him tightly.

"I feel more honey." He responded and hugged me back.