The Forest (Tubbo X Reader)

panic

A/n I know I have been kinda gone but I'm ganna try to update more but I'm not promising anything 😕

Also I recommend this song. It has nothing to do with this chapter or story but I really like it rn and I thought to show you it. I really hope you like it :)

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Y/n pov

It has been a couple of days and I haven't received a text or texted him we ended are last text with me having a headache and he felt sorry but I told him it was fine.

I'm scared that he might not want anything else to do with me and that he just wanted to check on me and that was it. But I might check up on him

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                         Y/N:
   Hey!we haven't talked In a while and I wanted to chat a little. If that's okay ofc?

Toby:
Hey! Yah that is fine maybe in a bit I'm busy rn. if that's okay?

                         Y/n:
                  Yah that completely fine should we meet at the cottage park?
                          Seen

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              Oh-

That sent me into a terrible panick attack.

•••What if he doesn't actually like me

•••He said he was busy and you keep texting him...

•••This is all your fault!!!!

•••You fat disgusting pig

•••That's the reason he just looked at it and didn't respond because your ugly

•••Your worthless

•••You waste of air

•••Your pointless

•••Your a waste of money and time

•••You ugly, fat, worthless, burden

•••Do it

•••I know you will and so do you so just fuckin cut yourself already you dumbest

So I did..... I cut and cut and cut and cut and cut and I could hear or breath. It was all my fault. I'm useless....

Until I actually heard something. It was my phone, it made its ding sound

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Toby pov

I was streaming and mybohone went off. That was strange to me because I thought I turned off the sound so it wasn't interrupting the stream.

I went to turn it off and when I saw it was from y/n I clicked on the notification and and read it and texted back...

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                         Y/N:
   Hey!we haven't talked In a while and I wanted to chat a little. If that's okay ofc?

Toby:
Hey! Yah that is fine maybe in a bit I'm busy rn. if that's okay?

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I looked away from my phone and looked back at me stream and started to continue watching drama planes with my chat cause they were complaining. This one was supposed to be about storms but I turned terrible and gross. They were cleaning out shit....literally it was shit

            ~ding~

I opened it up and she wanted to meet up at the cottage park but I already promised my chat I would stop looking at my phone so I just read it and went back to watching the human feces... (a/n I was so grosses out by thar episode of drama planes... good series we love it but that part was gross and the people who do that job are actual king and the slay so hard)

I ended stream a few minutes later after the episode and decided to text her back...

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Toby:
Hey sorry u didn't text you back sooner I was doing something.and yah that place sounds good what time?

Toby:
Hey ummm are you busy 'cause I can text you back.

        20 minutes later

Toby:
Hey are you mad at me or something?

Toby:please awnser me im starting to get worried...

Toby:is this about me not texting you back? Look I'm sorry I didn't want to I wanted to text you back but I just couldn't and I'm so so so sorry please just text me back please I'm worried

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A/n Hey kings hope you enjoyed it. If not I'm sorry I'll try to do better but I'm trying anyways make sure you sleep eat and have a good day/night. Ily all sm and I only wish the best for you and if you need to, you can vent in yhe comments :)