Lily's Protector - Wolves MC

Chapter 10

Nitro

It's been an hour since Lily asked if I was playing games with her. I couldn't help but grin at her admission that she was thinking about fucking me. The thought that I'm getting to her just as much as she's getting to me, makes me fucking happy. Although, I fucking hate that she thinks I'm playing games with her though. Hell, I've never played games with a woman in my life, it isn't my style. They know full well, they are there for one thing and I sure as hell have never promised them anything, especially my protection.

I bet that asshole Steven has been playing games with her and now she's fucking scared to death of being fucked over. So, on top of him controlling her, yelling at her and making her feel unimportant, he has also given her trust issues. What a fucking great guy.

To top it off, she's dealing with a ton of fucking trauma from her mom and this bullshit from yesterday. Trauma – and the rage and hurt that comes from it – is something I know very well. I watched my mom slowly die from cancer, the rage that I felt from that has driven me for years. Hell, it still does. Not to mention the shit I've done for the club and the Marines that have added to the anger and hurt.

She's also suffering from fucked-up memories and thoughts of her mom and getting over those is one tough fucking road. I'm still trying to get through it myself. It's one of the reasons I don't fucking sleep and why I'm numb to everything around me. At least, I thought I was. All I can think about now, is Lily and how to help her though this.

I finish up the adjustments to my bike and wonder what Lily has found to occupy herself with since this took longer to finish up than I had expected. I put my tools up in the garage and open the front door to the cabin to see the sliding glass door to the back deck is wide open.

Walking through the living room, around the brown leather couch and chairs, I step outside onto the large wooden deck to find Lily. She's wearing tight black yoga pants with the same crop top as earlier and she is bent over at the waist with her legs spread apart and her elbows resting on the deck floor. Her hair is fanned out on the deck and her perfect round ass is sticking up in the air facing me.

"Fuck" I growl lowly, but apparently not low enough. Lily straightens up quickly and turns to face me.

"Shit, I'm sorry. I was just doing some yoga. I didn't know you were finished." She says and I lean against the doorframe to catch my breath. My cock begins to push against my pants at the sight of her. She's a fucking goddess.

Her eyes fall from mine as she looks at my bare chest, my abs, and then my cock. She bites her lower lip as she takes me in, and it makes me want to strip in front of her to make her bite that bottom lip even harder. I know she likes me. I know from her question earlier she was thinking about fucking me. Fuck, I want her so wet for me, but I can't do that. She already doesn't trust men, so me stripping and bending her over the railing isn't going to help.

I clear my throat to pull us out of the moment, "Feel free to do yoga anytime. I also have an indoor gym in the garage. You hungry?"

"Yes." She whispers, the sound of her sweet voice is too fucking much.

"Great, I'll go shower and make us something." I grin at her and take off for my bedroom.

Fifteen minutes later, I'm showered and have changed into a pair of drawstring sweatpants and a black tank top. I hope she's changed into something a little less sexy and laugh at myself thinking that she would probably be sexy wearing a fucking parka.

Leaving my room, I find her in the kitchen sitting on the counter drinking from a bottle of water...and she hasn't changed. Fuck me. Her legs are open, and I can see the perfect outline of the place I'd like to bury my face and make her scream my name. I quickly look up at her hoping she didn't see that I was just checking her out again. Luckily, I find her eyes are busy checking me out, so she didn't even notice. Good...I wasn't caught and I'm glad I'm still not the only one having a problem keeping my eyes from roaming.