Secret Sins || Levi x Reader

Secret Sins || 1.3

(The Sinful Soldier)

"The only thing that scares me sometimes, is the person I've become."

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Two weeks went by since I last left the enclosed feeling of these torturous walls. And in those two weeks I managed to gather more information about the Scouts plan and how they will no longer be granted permission to keep Eren Yeager under their custody due to the mission being a complete waste of money and time.

A month before the expedition during the trial of Eren Yeager I was situated in a corner where my presence would be very hard to snoop out.

I listen to the two distinct arguments that related to why Eren Yeager should either be exhaustively dissected and discarded or be placed under the custody of Captain Levi after he thoughtfully beat the ever-loving shit out of the kid, leaving him bloodied and beaten.

Even I winced seeing him get pulverized by such a short structured man.
He's gruesome, but he got a point across.

That raven-haired man will do anything to prove a point or get what he wants, and I know that by a fact. Once he sets his mind to something, there is no such thing as going back, unless disappearing.

Thats exactly what I did 2 years ago, after he was just a finger away from revealing my identity to him.

If he was a normal Scout I would've just killed him on the spot, but knowing the skills and strength he possesses I was surely convinced that I needed to take a leave to ease his burning eagerness to find who I am.

Even to this day I'm not convinced that his need to find who I am has subsided, if not I may think it's grown even stronger than before.

And if he manages to achieve his goal, I'm not sure how it will play out. I don't know what he will feel, I don't know what he'll say, I don't know if he'll kill me or not.

I simply don't know.

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I made sure to hide in the alleyways, I needed to blend in with my surroundings to the best of my abilities. No one can spot me especially the MPs or even worse the Scouts.

ODM Maneuvering was permitted in Stohess District so I could use it at any given moment if I had an MPs attire on, but I don't.

I'm simply wearing skin tight black leggings with a long sleeve black shirt that clings to me like duck tape. With the addition of a rain jacket covering my Scout Cloak which my ODM gear was covered by.

I knew all about the things Erwin Smith was planning at. I have my ways of finding out without anybody knowing. It's a skill I've acquired over the past couple of years with the tedious job I do.

I simply need to make my way over to an underground passage where I wait and watch. If Erwin's hunch is correct, I can strike at the 'Female Titan' and make her feel like she would rather rot in hell then be at the other end of my blade.

I wish I knew why my body was pumping with such high amounts of adrenaline thinking about this titan, but I don't.

I want to cut her up into pieces until she's nothing but a lump of disgusting flesh. I want to hear her screams escape her mouth as my blades slowly run across her flesh. I want to see the blood drain from her body until she can no longer take it, until she's nothing by bones and skin.