Secret Sins || Levi x Reader

Secret Sins || 1.21

(The Sinful Soldier)

"Oftentimes we have to leave secrets behind to expose something greater even if it means regretting it."

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A pair of gentle hands kept poking me, I kept turning away. They were persistent, every second I would feel a poke of a finger on my forehead that irritated me, but I couldn't open my eye. I tried but all I saw was an off white, it was blurry and dense. Like something was covering my eye.

I felt like I was unconscious, but I was awake and alert. 'Who the hell is touching me?' I thought.

Regaining control of my hands I launched them towards my face pulling back a white cloth from my eye revealing the bright blue sky and the faint clouds that painted it.

"Wow, your awake!" I startled the blond sitting right next to me.

I grunted while situating myself upright, I felt like I've aged a couple centuries.

"Hey there, you shouldn't be getting up, your injured." The blond kept ranting on, he seems concerned but I'm so out of my headspace I don't even know what the hell he's talking about.

I looked down and my eyes widened.

"What the hell did you do!" I turned my head shocking the poor boy into fright. His blue eyes were large as he tried to control his shivering self.

Irritation began brewing inside me.

"I-I saw that you were bleeding s-so I bandaged your arm." He stuttered for a response. I sighed putting my face in my palm.

Please tell me he didn't raise my sleeve up, please tell me he didn't. Oh god I could kill myself right now if he did. The thought almost made me puke right then and there. A person seeing what I've done to myself is the last thing I'll ever succumb too, I'd rather kill him then ever let him see what I've created of myself.

I lifted up the bandages slightly by the edge to notice he didn't. He wrapped the bandage around my sleeve.

I sighed heavily. "My apologies for raising my voice, I must have scared you." Why am I apologizing to a kid? Why am I being so damn nice to someone I don't even fucking know? What the hell is getting into me?

"No not at all, you were just very...sudden, that's all," Bless his soul for fuck sakes. "Um, may I ask you something?" I nod. "While you were unconscious, I looke-"

"-How long have I been unconscious for exactly?" I interrupting his question with a bruteful tone.

"I-I uh, I assume a couple hours, five at best." He sounded so damn innocent it scared me, how can someone be so gentle and polite with such words.

I got up feeling my bones give out beneath me.

"I have to go." I say dusting myself off with my hands, before pulling my hood back over my head.

"You can't, the bac-" I felt someone lunge towards me, gripping my shoulder throwing me off balance. I nearly tipped the edge of the wall seeing the 50 meters below me with titans sprawled all across, waiting to feast upon someone who's stupid and defenseless.