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San's pov
I sigh looking in the mirror at all the bruises and bite marks I had on my body gosh I had to cover this is up I don't want anyone to see them I grab my make up from my cabinet and start applying concealer to my chest and my neck that's mainly where they were.
After I'm finished with that I leave the bathroom and go into the living room plopping down on the couch with a loud sigh a few minutes later I hear people coming through the front door I look towards the door and see the members came back from practice I said I wasn't feeling well so I didn't go but truth is I just didn't want to go.
"Hey sannie!" Wooyoung greeted me as he entered running towards the couch and tackling me in a hug I giggled "hi woo! How was practice?" I asked "tiring" he said looking exhausted I smile softly "well you can relax now woo" I said he smiled cuddling into my side.
I never minded wooyoung doing this over the years we've gotten really close but it was all platonic sometimes even the members didn't believe we were just platonic and I have gotten into a couple arguments with seonghwa because of it I always reassure him though that he's the only one I love and want to be with.
When I look over at seonghwa he has his tongue on the inside of his cheek a thing he does when he's upset or jealous I giggle he always looked so hot and cute when he did that.
"So did you guys eat yet?" I asked "yeah but that was four hours ago" hongjoong answered frowning I chuckled "we could order I haven't eaten since this morning" I said seonghwa instantly looks at me with a raised brow "and why the heck haven't you eaten since then San?" Something about his tone sent shivers down my spine he was always known as the "mom" of the group but I've always seen him as something more.
I bit my lip "j-just wasn't hungry hyung" I said looking away, he sighs walking over to the couch sitting down next to me then kicks wooyoung off me smiling when wooyoung fell on the floor whining "sorry youngie~" he said smirking at wooyoung who scowled back.
"I haven't seen sannie all day lemme cuddle with him!" Wooyoung whined and Seonghwa shrugged "sucks to be you woo" he said and picked me up putting me on his lap hugging my waist I blushed "h-hwa!" I said embarrassed he said nothing and pecked my face making everyone else chuckle at us and wooyoung huff and going over to yeosang I'm assuming since yeosang giggled saying "your so cute youngie" and wooyoung was whining saying "sangie! Hwa hyung is so mean~" I smiled at that they were really cute together. Everyone in the group already knew seonghwa and I were dating we never told them but they said we were obvious also seonghwa likes making marks and bruises in obvious places, to "mark his territory" as he liked to say.
As you know wooyoung and yeosang have known each other for 8 years and they started dating 4 years ago it was so cute the way wooyoung asked him out. The next couple in ateez isn't really shocking it's yunho and mingi they are literally two friendly giant cuddle bugs. And the last couple... people would be shocked at first hearing it, but probably not- it's our beloved leader and cute but deadly maknae jongho and hongjoong.
Many people ship hongjoong with seonghwa because their the mom and dad of the group and because their the elders blah blah blah but no that's wrong I pout just thinking about it I've always disliked seeing "seongjoong" stuff on social media it made me so jealous. And videos of seonghwa wanting to be a "couple" with hongjoong I know it was jokes but it always made me feel sad...
You see seonghwa and I we are dating but we only started a few months ago although I've been in love with him for years and I finally got the courage to confess surprisingly he felt the same way.
Every time we kiss he always manages to give me hickies dark, bruised ones not that I minded I loved it but I didn't want people to see it. I didn't notice I was pouting still until I felt a peck on my lips making me gasp and look at seonghwa he chuckled "what's got my baby pouting hm?" He asked I blushed and hid my face in his chest he laughed and hugged my waist "my shy baby" he said I blushed but smiled I really loved this man.
When I pulled away he stared at me and I stared back blushing "you gonna tell me why my sannie was pouting?" I blushed I was embarrassed to tell him I was pouting because I was being jealous of hongjoong hyung. "Dun wanna" I mumbled a blushing mess.
He raised a brow "and why not?" He asked and I shrugged "well I won't leave you alone about this until you do how am I supposed to know if someone hurt my baby or not?" He said seriously I frowned and sat in his lap pecking his lips "I'm sorry hwa I didn't mean to make you feel like that I'm just a bit embarrassed about it" I said his eyes soften "baby you don't ever have to be embarrassed to tell me anything I won't ever judge you alright?" He said softly I blushed nodding I blushed even more when we heard "awww" and "oooh~"
"S-Shut up!" I yelled they all just laughed woosang went in to their room more like wooyoung dragged yeosang their room, yungi said they'd go to their room as well and jongho and hongjoong went to the kitchen to get some snacks.
Leaving seonghwa and I alone... when they all left he turned to me and I immediately knew what he wanted I sighed softly "I-I was just being a jealous potato" I said his eyes widen "what do you mean sannie?" He asked and I pouted again "w-well I was just thinking about s-seongjoong" he looked quite surprised actually "baby? Why you thinking about that for? You know it's sanhwa not seongjoong and you know he's just my best friend I never thought about him that way and I won't besides he's got jongho and I know I always say hongjoong and I are a couple or make couple jokes but that's all they are, are jokes and I like messing with him he knows that as well love" he said softly and rubbed my waist with his fingers.
I pouted and looked down "I know I'm so stupid" I said "hey hey you aren't stupid baby everyone gets jealous of things like this I even get jealous of seeing woosan every time I go on any social media platform and I even get jealous when you kiss yeosang's birthmark even though it is kissable I still get jealous" he said I then gasped looking up "y-you do hwa?" I asked and he nodded smiling softly "baby of course" I blushed "I-I thought you didn't you never show that you do when I do those things with youngie or sangie I even try to make you jealous on purpose sometimes" I said blushing deeply.
His eyes widen then he chuckles deeply sending shivers down my spine "and why does my baby do that? Hm?" He asked in his deep voice it almost made me want to whimper especially when his grip on my waist tighten I bit my lip "h-hwa" I mumbled "answer me kitten" and then that's when I whimpered he was being so dominant that it was too much but I loved this side of him so much.
"I-I w-was upset that you- you never showed any j-jealousy a-and I a-also wanted you to g-get angry so y-you'd fu-fuck me roughly" I said and my face got so heated I was embarrassed admitting this out loud to him.
He let out another deep chuckled and leaned down to my ear "your wish is my command kitten master will destroy you so you won't be able to walk for a whole week" after saying that he leaned back smirking my eyes widen I was scared but also excited mostly excited though.
He picked me up and then walked us to our room where was in for a night.
