Why cant you love me? Pt3

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San's pov

"W-what is he doing here youngie?" I ask "um I-I forgot I um invited him out today...along with hongjoong but sannie!-" I cut him off "you what?! Wooyoung! Wae?" I asked "I-I'm sorry Sannie I didn't think I'd run into to you today" he said and put his head down I sighed and lift his head up "it's fine I'll um just go" I said.

But it was too late for he was already in front of me "s-san?!" Seonghwa asked shocked

Fuck

I turned around slowly and took a deep breath "hello seonghwa i-it um it's good to see you again I'll be going now" I said quickly he then held my hand "p-please stay" he whispered holding my hand.

My heart skipped a beat and I felt a blush creep on my face, after all these months he can still make me feel this way with just a hand hold and a whisper!

I nodded not trusting my voice and then we all went and sat a table I sat by wooyoung while seonghwa and hongjoong sat by each other. It was silent for a few minutes, a painful silence if you ask me.

"S-so sannie how've you been? Are you doing okay?" Seonghwa ask I flinch a little at the sudden voice of him "um I've been good actually I-I started going to therapy and I even meditate too" I say blushing slightly his stare was not helping me either he then smiled softly at me "I'm glad your doing good sannie I was...I was worried about you the way um we left off" he said and blushed my eyebrows furrowed what was he..? Oh my fuck!

I totally forgot I confessed to him!

"O-oh yeah" I stuttered with a blush hongjoong giggled "oh my gosh you guys are so awkward just confess and then date already!" He said my eyes slightly widen weren't they dating? Why was hongjoong saying this?

They both noticed my face and seonghwa chuckled while hongjoong giggled "you didn't tell him woo?" Seonghwa asked and wooyoung huffed "well it's not like I could you know how he gets when his mind is on one thing" wooyoung says sighing I pout "I don't know what you mean! And what are you guys talking about?" I ask confused as heck "sannie, hongjoong and I broke up after we left the hospital and we didn't talk for a few weeks after that but hongjoong reached out to me and we talked...he confessed to falling out of love with me ever since he and jongho started to connect again and I understood because it was the same for me, I was always in love with you sannie and hongjoong actually helped me to realize that" seonghwa finished with a chuckle and soft smile.

And me? Well I was in shock...I didn't say anything for a while as I was in shock so my face naturally went blank.

"Sannie?" Seonghwa said and I snapped out of it "y-yes I'm uh I'm still just shocked..?" I said more like question so my lips unconsciously went into a pout everyone chuckled "well you guys should talk this out so wooyoung and I will go talk to his little boyfriend~" hongjoong said with a teasing giggle wooyoung whined "hyung!~" and with that they both got up walked away.

I blush as it was just seonghwa and I "San I'm so fucking sorry" he said immediately my eyes widen "w-wae?" I asked he sighed and got up pulling me up with him and pulled me to the back it was a nice looking room "wow" I said he chuckled "sannie I'm apologizing because I should've never used you like I did I regret it so so much and if I could take it back I would but I know that I can't so I want to make it up to you and I want to start afresh not with our friendship but I want to take you on dates starting all over" he said and held my hand I smiled and nodded "of course hwa I'd love that and I've already forgiven you" I said and giggled he smiled and pecked my lips.

I giggle "I don't think this is starting over sir" I said teasingly "I don't think I could ever resist these lips darling" he said against my lips I smiled and closed the gap kissing him he kissed back his arms wrapping themselves around my waist I wrap my arms around his neck and we continue to kiss I didn't know how much I missed kissing these soft plump lips.

When we pulled away we both smiled at each other.

The end~

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