This one is a mini series too ya'lll I have like three different mini series 😅
Ship- sanhwa
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San's pov
I was currently getting pounded...and I mean literally I was getting my ass pounded in by park seonghwa.
Let me tell you why...so park seonghwa is my best friend and a month ago we started to have sex as a way to relieve his stress so he basically takes his anger out on me and I don't mind because I was secretly in love with him I didn't mind him using me as he wants.
The only problem was he had a boyfriend kim hongjoong...that made me sad I cried myself to sleep every night because of it.
It would always be hongjoong and never me...
Anyways seonghwa came over to my house upset because hongjoong cancelled on him to hang out with his childhood friend Choi jongho so he's now fucking me. But we've been going at it since yesterday night it is now 8 in the morning and I'm overly sensitive and I've been overstimulated so many times.
"H-hwa pl-please!" I moan my eyes rolled to the back of my head as he fucked into me hard he didn't listen and continued to wreck my bottom soon I felt myself cumming for like the 30th time it felt like with a loud moan and a few minutes later of harsh, fast thrust he came inside me for the 50th time it seemed like. I moaned at the feeling but that was it for me.
I then fall down and felt myself slipping in and out of consciousness and soon I did pass out.
When I wake up I see that I'm in clean new clothes and the bed sheets are changed and seonghwa is no where to be found I sigh softly this always happened why am I surprised when I look to my left I see a note.
I grab it and read it, immediately tears fell out of my eyes as I read it
Dear, sannnie Joongie called me and invited me over so I won't be back till at least a week! Love you! Bye!
I groan irritated ripping the letter up and yell to the top of my lungs soon I found myself sobbing and then breaking down.
How could he do this to me?! Why does he keep doing this to me?! I love him so much why can't he see it?! Why can't he love me?!!
"Fuck you park seonghwa! I hate you" I sob and repeat over and over, I cried myself to sleep and when I wake up it was the next day at 12pm I sigh I didn't know what to do anymore I felt so broken.
I went to the bathroom and grab the box cutter my other friend left here I then find myself cutting my arms all over the pain felt good, then after a while I went numb.
This soon became a routine for me I'd cry myself to sleep or I'd just cry all day then I'd cut myself on my arms and legs.
Two weeks soon passed and I still haven't heard from seonghwa...
I went into the kitchen grabbing a knife then went into the bathroom and sat on the floor and began cutting myself this time I wanted to feel pain I just wanted to maybe I could not feel anything for seonghwa anymore if I did...so I cut and cut and cut I found myself cutting too deep and saw lots of blood I didn't panic or nothing I just stared at it with a blank, emotionless stare.
Before I passed out I heard a hell of my name I don't know who it was though...
