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Hongjoong's pov
I've always hated skinship I was never one for it but that's only because my parents never really was around me as much as a kid they always worked and I guess I got used to never really needing any of it.
When the members all hug and kiss me I always pushed them away because it was all foreign to me and I didn't like the feeling of it but that all changed...whenever a specific member started to show me more affection at first I really didn't like it I wanted him to stop but I found myself liking it and waiting for his touch.
I've never told any of the members this because I'm kinda embarrassed.....now you maybe wondering who this member is and you may think it's seonghwa but it's not it's Choi jongho.
I'm blushing just thinking about it, not only did I like and get used to his touch but I found myself crushing on him and I know I shouldn't but I can't help it. He noticed how I was when it came to affection and he told me he'd give me all the love I deserved because I was his favorite hyung my heart did flips and almost beat out of my chest but I would never admit that to him out loud.
As I'm sitting here in my thoughts someone suddenly sits next to me I jump and look to the side and see no other than jongho himself sitting next to me smiling his famous and cute bear smile.
"Is there s-something you need jongie?" I asked he only chuckled "not really I just wanted to see my favorite hyung's pretty face" he said smiling I blushed a deep shade of red "s-shut up! You can't s-say stuff like that so suddenly jongie!~" I whined he chuckled "it's true though" he said and leaned in closer hugging me then pecked my check multiple times I only blushed I didn't push him off I gripped his shirt and I couldn't push him off anyway I've become weak to his touches.
I found myself wanting and waiting for his touches.
He then leaned down to my ear whispering "looks like hyung loves my kisses and hugs now hm?" I blushed even more if possible "j-jongie" I whisper before I knew it he grabbed my chin making me look at him and leaned in kissing my lips my eyes widen I didn't expect him to kiss me! But I kissed back and felt him take control of the kiss which had me weak.
He then asked for access and I gave it to immediately he smirked in the kiss before exploring my mouth and wrapping his tongue around mine lightly sucking on it which caused a small moan to leave my mouth.
We continued to make out before we pulled away and seeing both our saliva's come out our mouths as we pulled away it was enough to make me shy but a little turned on as well. Nobody said anything we just stared at each other.
We then hear the door opening and in walks the members I quietly gasp and get up walking quickly to my room when I get in I close my door touching my lips still feeling his lips on mine. I can't believe that happened!
Third pov
While hongjoong was fanboying and freaking out in there let's see what's happening with jongho 🤩
"Uhh is hyung okay?" Yunho asked looking at jongho who seemed to be in a daze "jongho!" Mingi yelled snapping him out of his daze "y-yes?" He said turning to them "what happened to hyung he just basically ran out of here what did you guys do in here?" Seonghwa asked jongho looked at them he was debating whether or not he should tell them or not.
He sighed "nothing happened I don't know what happened to hyung" he said and got up walking to his room sadly he shared a room with his other two hyungs. He couldn't help but feel lonely at times and hoped he could do those things yeosang and wooyoung do with his hongjoong hyung.
Back to hongjoong pov (🤩)
After freaking out I went over to my bed and laid down still not over the fact that my crush kissed me.
As I was in my thoughts I didn't hear someone come in until I heard my name being called "hongjoong! You okay?" I look to my side and see seonghwa I sit up giving him a small smile "y-yeah I'm fine" I said he frowned walking to my bed and sitting next to me "are you sure? You know you could talk to me I'm always here for you" he said.
I didn't wanna tell him cause I was nervous and afraid but at the same time I really did wanna tell someone my feelings and what I've been feeling for the past few years and he is my best friend so it's only right.
I sigh turning to him "before you guys came in jongho and I....we kissed I guess you could say he's been pursuing me for the past three years I never liked skinship since I was a kid I never liked when you guys kiss my cheeks, hug me or cuddle me, I never received any of that as a kid so it was all foreign to me....jongho noticed my hatred towards it and he sat me down one day and asked me why at first I didn't tell him he was fine with it but then he started to become more affectionate with me like me jongho doesn't like it but he can tolerate it so when he started being more touchy and being affectionate with me I was confused and I disliked it a lot...that lasted about a year until I started to find myself liking his kisses, his random back hugs, and hugs I even started looking forward to them I let him because I also started t-to fall for him I know it's probably wrong but I can't help myself when I see him my heart races, I always blush and I always want his touch....today was actually the first time he kissed me I was surprised I didn't expect him to but I was also happy that he may return the same feelings that I have and have been feeling for years" I said.
It felt like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders.
"Woah that's....well that's a lot I didn't think you'd actually tell me" seonghwa said while I pouted at his response he noticed and chuckled "but I'm glad you did joongie as for what you told me I never would've guessed that but I say go for it because I think jongho feels the same, in a way you guys are the same your both closed off, don't like to express yourselves and you guys don't like skinship at least with us...I think that you should go for it you look so happier now and I'm so glad so if he makes you happy joongie tell him how you feel cause I know jongho loves you back like you love him and he stares at you when he thinks nobody sees him and so do you" he said I smiled, blushing and then leaned over hugging him he didn't hug back out of shock I guess.
Eventually he hugged back when we pulled away he smiled at me and I smiled back.
Little did they know someone was watching them with hurt eyes thinking something completely different was happening...
