Jongho's pov
After he finishes crying he pulls away sniffing "I-I'm sorry jongho I-I think I should g-go" he said and he looked so...vulnerable I'd never seen him this way it made me want to protect him at all cost.
"Y-you don't have to leave you could um stay here and sleep on my bed and I'll even take the floor" I said he shook his head "you d-don't have to do that I've wasted enough of y-your time" he said "Kim hongjoong I will not take no for an answer you will stay here and sleep on the bed okay? I'll get some change of clothes too" I said and got up going to my closet picking out a big shirt and old clean shorts I can't fit and clean underwear too.
When I turned around I walked over and gave it to him "you can shower if you want the bathroom is over there I'll wait until your finished" I said he only nodded and his face was beet red so damn cute.
He then walked away and to the bathroom.
30 minutes later I heard the door opening and when I looked up from my phone the air got knocked out of me he looked so fucking beautiful in my shirt and I only say shirt because he's wearing the big shirt and the boxers the shirts are in his hand and his hair was damped he looked so smoll and I couldn't help the dirty thoughts coming to my head.
I cleared my throat and stood up "you didn't like the shorts?" I asked tilting my head he shook his head "I-I do but it-it's to big for me so I'll just be sleeping like this t-today if that's okay with y-you" he said I nodded "of course as long as your comfortable hongjoong then I'm okay" I said grabbing extra blankets from the closet to sleep on the floor.
"What are you doing jongho?" He asked I turned around "oh I'm getting myself extra blankets since I'll be sleeping on the floor" I said he immediately walks over to me and stops me from taking down the blanket "w-wae" I said staring into his eyes "no you will sleep in the bed with me I don't want you to be uncomfortable in your own house" he said and I think he pouted unconsciously it makes me chuckle wanting to kiss his pout away but I resist that urge.
"I guess so you'll be okay with that?" I asked he nodded "why wouldn't I be? We're both guys" he said but his face was red as heck I chuckle "yeah, both gay guys hongjoong" I said his eyes widen "I-I'm not gay! I'm-I'm straight!" He said a blushing mess I scoff playfully "your about as straight as a boiled noodle" I said he pouted "I'm as straight as a ruler! You don't know anything loser!" He said and ran over to the bed getting under the covers I chuckle "cute" I mutter it's odd I wasn't scared of him anymore I don't know if I ever was or why I ever was he's like a cute little squirrel.
I soon make my way to the bed laying down taking the blankets off hongjoong who tried to fight that but I ended up winning since I'm stronger.
He huffed "who knew you were so packed under that big hoodie of yours" he said I smirked "oh? You think I'm packed? That means your staring at my body that's very gay if you ask me hongjoong" I teased he whined "I'm not gay" he said and I nodded "keep telling yourself that baby" I said chuckling his eyes widen "what?" I asked not realizing the name I just called him "y-you called me b-baby" he said a blushing mess.
My eyes widen "s-sorry I didn't mean t-too!" I said embarrassed he then moved closer to me until we were face to face almost kissing close.
"W-what?" I asked he said nothing and just stared before speaking "I always wanted to know how it felt to kiss your lips...I always wondered how it'd feel to have consensual sex....with you jongho....I always wondered why I felt that way when I told myself I was straight I'm only fooling myself aren't I? Thinking about these sexual things about a boy I bullied...you know my fathers friends took turns raping me after a while I went numb down there but I also went numb in my heart too when I met you I felt things again not just sexual things but....I think one can even call it love I just went about it the wrong way and pushed those feelings away stuffing them in a cage inside of a cage.." when he finished I was in shock.
