She Is MINE ! 🌷(THREE)

WOW REALLY MAYA ?

A few days later....

**Maya and Carina haven't been on the best side of things, Carina doesn't feel like she's able or allowed to talk about missing being pregnant or breastfeeding her children.... Maya doesn't feel like she's good enough for Carina.... **

The kids are all in school and daycare! Maya and Carina both have a day off.... Carina just got out of the shower with a towel on her head... and she was simply getting ready for the day she was looking at herself in the full body mirror in their closet . She was in a good mood today. Maya just got back home from a run but that quickly turned into a huge fight...

**MID AFTERNOON
THIRTY MINUTES BEFORE THE CHILDREN ARE COMING BACK HOME FROM SCHOOL **

Carina: hiii babe, how was your run?
Maya: hiii wifey , ** she gave her wife a little kiss and got distracted by the fact that Carina was still admiring her body in their full body mirror and she knows that she misses being pregnant **

Carina : okay... what's wrong baby?
Maya: what? Nothing....
** suddenly Maya COMPLETELY SNAPS **

Maya: okay... why are you rubbing your hands on your stomach like you are searching for fœtal movements??
We said we are not having any more——
Carina: woahhhhh what the actual fuck Maya? What is the matter with you?
First I can't talk about missing being pregnant or breastfeeding our children and IT DOES NOT NECESSARILY MEANS I WANT ANOTHER BABY....  and now I can't even look at myself in the mirror AFTER A SHOWER?! And apply AVENO CREAM ??!

Maya: you know IF YOU WANT ANOTHER BABY SO BAD you can just GO GET KNOCKED UP with a random person... I couldn't CARE LESS!
Carina: wowwwwww ! Really Maya??
** Tears are FLOODING DOWN CARINA's FACE!**
Woahh ! You know what? MAYBE I AM WAAAAAAAAYYYY OUT OF YOUR FUCKING LEAGUE MAYA !

**Maya could see that her words were affecting her wife , she didn't mean any of what she said ... her work friends were teasing her again about Carina being OUT OF HER LEAGUE **
Maya: babe , I'm soooooo sorry!  I really really didn't mean any of what I said about you going to get knocked up by a random person... and how I couldn't care less .....
Carina: okay... DID YOU HEAR YOURSELF AS YOU WERE SAYING THAT? Clearly you weren't!!
I don't know if I've ever been hurt by you like I am now.... ** as she wipes her tears away from her eyes and gets dressed and waits for her kids to come back home from school **
Maya: where are you going?
Carina: anywhere BUT HERE ! Do you want a FUCKING DIVORCE OR WHAT ? Why are you suddenly so fucking rude and mean ... and SNARKY ? What did I do to deserve THAT SENTENCE?!? Explain it to me or I'm leaving....
Maya: okay... I don't know... the girls at work are still saying how much I don't DESERVE YOU... and it got to me babe , I'm soooo sorry!

** just then the kids came home from school all excited to see their moms ... **

Chloe: ohhhh shit , this one is a bad one guys, we better STAY ON THE DOWN LOW and not make things even worse
Lorenzo: right!
Tristan: why ? It couldn't be THAT BAD ?
Lorenzo: I don't know... I've never seen them SO AGGRAVATED AND ANGRY ABOUT ANYTHING LIKE THIS BEFORE... and I'm almost eleven years old!

Carina: well ITS NOT A VALID EXCUSE! I'm going with 3 kids and you STAY WITH THREE!! Is that what you really want?
Maya: nooooo , babe ! I'm terribly sorry... I didn't mean that
Carina: I can't even look at you right now....
Maya : where are you going?
Carina: hi kids... how was your day?

Chloe, Lorenzo and Tristan: our day was good thank you!
Carina: that's great,
Chloe: so who's staying with mommy and who's going with you momma? ** she said on the verge of tears **
Carina: I don't know.... Ask your mommy Cause apparently she rather take some co workers advice that she met a couple of months ago ... that I'm too perfect for her... then me , her supporting of. A wife OF ELEVEN YEARS ! Oh and I also can't speak about the fact that I miss being pregnant and feeling the baby kicking inside my body... and breastfeeding them ... and so on ....

Maya: babe please don't leave me ! I don't want to live in separate houses and share custody of the kids...
Carina: what is that supposed to mean ?
Maya: nothing... I'm saying if we are getting—- kids why don't you go in your playroom and play before we go get Violet, Scarlett and Alessandro At daycare okay!
**Chloe is crying **
Please please don't split up...
Maya: we won't baby girl... but this fight is all my fault so I have to fix it okay!
Chloe: okay but please promise me both that you are not going to leave each other??
Carina still angry and extremely hurt by what her wife said ....
Maya: we promise...
Chloe: momma??
Carina : hrmmmm ! I promise you that whatever happens with mommy and I we will always love you SEVEN NO MATTER WHAT
but right now I'm extremely extremely hurt by mommy's words ... we have to continue talking and try to fix it up okay?
Tristan: okay guys... let's go play on the piano I want to show you a new musical piece I'm learning!

** Chloe and Lorenzo followed Tristan in the playroom and quietly sat down and listen with tears in their eyes **

Maya: okay... like I was saying... I don't want to have a shared custody of the kids because I'm a fucking idiot... I'm truly truly sorry about what I said...
Carina: that I can totally agree on YOU ARE A FUCKING IDIOT!! You always knew that I wanted a big family... and now that the kids are growing up I feel empty and worthless... and if I keep replaying the words you just said it just proves my point... I....