She Is MINE ! 🌷(THREE)

WE ARE A TEAM MY LOVE ! 🌷

BACK TO REALITY
JULY 31 st 2019

16h
Carina: Woah it's almost dinner time!
Maya: right! We can watch Ryann's birth later
Carina: oh definitely! We are going to watch it later, or another day guys, momma is EXTREMELY EXHAUSTED!!!
Everyone: okay momma! Take a nap!
Carina: I think I might actually! Maya babe, do you mind?
Maya: ohhh I absolutely dont! Go ahead!
Carina: okay thank you! Ouhhhh I'm so hot! I'm taking off my tank top!
** She removed her shirt and grabbed a light blanket to cover Ryann up**
Carina: ouhhhhh this feels nice!!
Maya: do you want her drenched blanket?
Carina: No I'm good with this one, we should keep her drenched blanket in her room.... No?
Maya: excellent idea!
Have a wonderful nap baby!
** she kisses her wife and her little baby girl **
Carina: thank youuu! ** she leaned back into the lazy boy chair and closed her eyes and fell asleep immediately. **

LATER THAT NIGHT EVERYONE IS SLEEPING IN THEIR OWN BED!!
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Tuesday August 1st 2019
**Everyone is up and early, even Carina with Ryann in her arms , she's just been fed and fell asleep in her arms with one little arm up **

7h49
Maya: hi my love ** she kisses her wife **
Carina: hi my Bambina!
Maya: did you sleep well last night?
Carina: well every 3 hours I get are amazing!
Maya: awnnnn you can wake me up too babe! You don't have to change her alone !
Carina: yea I know baby but one of us has to get a fuller night of sleep Mi amore !
And I let you sleep!
Maya: Awnn well thank you but if you feel like taking naps with or without Ryann, you tell me and I'll feed her formula!
Carina : siii?  I can pump too if you want!
Maya: yes ! We are a team !
Carina: okay grazie mille ! ** she kisses her wife and hugs her and thank you **
Carina: Woah we've been slacking on laundry and dishes ! **As she walked in the kitchen **
Maya: what did I just told you babe,
Carina: that we are a team !
Maya: exactly, I can do things around the house, you need to take everything slowly babe,
Carina: okay but it's legit impossible because ...
Maya: because why? I'm not working for another month , I'll do the laundry, cooking, the dishes everything!  The kids are older now babe!
All you have to do is rest , you almost had an emergency c section .. so I'll be taking extra care of you, and I should have started this when you actually gave birth but I'll do the heavy lifting babe , From now on I'm going to treat you as if you gave birth via a c section!  plus you have a second degree tear .. I don't think you should be doing...
Carina; okay thank you soooo much Bambina !!!
Babe, you know I can walk around right! I can do little things..
Maya; babe exactly! LITTLE THINGS!! Not be your super duper efficient momma/ wife like you used to be , my love, it's totally fine.
Carina: okay thank you so much!!
Maya: it's the least of the things I can do, the only thing you are allowed to carry is SEVEN POUNDS TWO OUNCES AND NINETEEN INCHES LONG!  If it's heavier then that you let us ( Kayla, Tristan and I) do it ! Babe I'm serious!
Carina: okay thank you so much Bambina I really really really appreciate it and you ! Can we have kisses ?
Maya: oh of course you both can ** maya kissed her wife and little little baby girl **
Maya: now go rest up !!
Carina: okay but on the couch during the day because other than that I'll go crazy and I want to interact with the kids and my wife
**Maya laughs **
That's totally fine babe

9h18 am

Chloe: momma, I had a very very bad dream last night
Carina: Awnn you did ?
Chloe: yea , it was extremely scary
Carina: Awnn , you know you can always wake mommy or me up right ?
Chloe: yea I know but you need to rest because Ryann is not even a week old and she only sleeps every few hours, eats for 3 hours and poops and pees and she does it again every day, therefore you have to stay up with her and I didn't want to wake you up or mommy!
Carina: Awnn , well thank you princessa! But tell me what your dream was about!
**Chloe came closer next to her momma **
Okay, well I um had trouble breathing and I was running around in a huge maze getting chased by scary clowns! Not like the Ronald McDonald's clown ! But creepy clowns and I told them to leave me alone with but they didn't listen and they took me underneath the sidewalks in the sewage were and they left me there ! All alone in the dark
** Maya came back in the living room and carefully listening to her NINE YEARS OLD daughter telling her momma about her horrific nightmare, Carina has just finished breastfeeding Ryann, she's now asleep in her arms**

Chloe: then I woke up in a panic!!
Carina: awnnn picolina! It's okay, I'll sage your room later today okay? It gets rid of monsters and creepy clowns
Chloe: okay thank you momma!!
Carina: you are welcome darling! Now go see what your sisters are doing for me please!
Chloe: okay momma!
Carina: grazie Chloe !

**Chloe was nicely playing with her twins sisters in their playroom **

10h35
** Carina gently put Ryann on her chest and slipped into the couch blanket and within seconds Carina fell  back asleep **

14h
Carina: Woah ! What time is it Lorenzo?
Lorenzo: it's 14h !
Carina : woahhh what? Damn ! I must have been extremely exhausted!
Lorenzo: it's understandable momma! You literally went through several hours of labour with Ryann and she's not even three days old yet and you are back to SUPER DUPER EFFICIENT MOMMA , you once were! I heard mommy tell you to slow down and I agree!
Carina: hrmmm ! Okay , and she even forbidden me to lift heavier things then miss "I sleep with one arm up"
Lorenzo: she did ! I'm on board with her idea too!
Ask for help momma! The house is full of people who are here and want to help!
Carina: grazie mille!
Okay, can you please carefully get my arts supplies out of the NOOK with my easel too !
Lorenzo: yes of course momma!
Carina: thank youuu bambino!!
Lorenzo: here you go momma, where do you want it settled down?
Carina : just here in front of the window please and thank you, where did mommy go?
Lorenzo: she went to take the girls out for a walk and let them play outside in the park! They had too much energy and she didn't want them to wake you up ! She should be home in FIVE TO TEN MINUTES TOPS !

Carina: okay thank you  ! Where is Chloe?
Lorenzo: she's doing something in her room!
Carina: I better go check on her!

** Chloe was quietly drawing a picture in her colouring books ! She just needed to be alone , Carina understood that because she sometimes feels the same way **

Carina: hi sunshine! What's wrong?
Chloe; hi momma! Nothing! I'm just quietly drawing...
Carina: hrmm okay ! But you haven't come back downstairs since you told me about your bad dream Bambina!
Chloe: yea I know, I'm fine!
Carina: babe, no , I know you Bella, I carried you inside my stomach for NINE MONTHS! You can't fool me Mi amore ! What's wrong!
Chloe: okay... I don't know why... but I feel like all my friends don't like me anymore, they never call me back whenever I call them ! And it makes me sad and lonely!
Carina: awnnn picolina! It's the summer time they might be on vacation... don't worry about that! I'm sure they are all still your friends mon amour !
Chloe: okay thank you momma!
Carina: you're welcome! Do you want to come draw with me downstairs so you'll be less lonely? You can help me with Ryann when she cries !
Chloe: yea okay! I will ! Thank you momma for the pep talk!! I love youuu soooooo much !

** Carina felt like her heart was going to sank deep down into her organs, get twisted along the way down into her gut and back up again in her heart ! Deep down she knew Chloe was lying about her friends not wanting them to be her friends again, she just created the excuse so her momma wouldn't feel bad about having her adorable little sister Ryann! Chloe loved her siblings! EVERYONE OF THEM! But she was slightly missing the time when it was just Lorenzo, Maya, Carina and Chloe! **

**Carina and Chloe both came downstairs, Chloe had her arts supplies ready and sat next to her momma and was instantly happy again **
Carina: put your art supplies here on the little table next to me okay that way we'll be together!
Chloe: excellent idea momma!

**Carina smiles **

**Five minutes later Maya came back home with Violet and Scarlett **

Maya: yes I know you are a big girl Violet but there was too much people in the park and I didn't want to lose you or Scarlett , oh and I think momma is up !
Violet: ohhh okay. Fine
Hiiiii momma! I missed you when you were sleeping today!
Carina: hiiii picolina!! You did !
Violet: yea !
But I know you have to sleep during the day because Ryann's only a tiny tiny little baby... but yea, anyhow! I'm going to play with my wooden blocks , Scarlett are you coming?
Scarlett : yesssss ! I am ! Hiiiii momma ! ** she gave her momma a big hug **.  I do miss you too when you take naps momma! But I understand why you do ! It's okay don't be upset! We were babies once , and we know you did it too with us !
Maya: yea , and there was TWO OF YOU!! Two babies!!
Scarlett : Woah ! You must of been EXTREMEEEEEEEEEEELY EXHAUSTED!! Oh my ! You are doing a wonderful job raising us six , well eight ! Don't you BOTH EVER FORGET THAT!!
Carina just watched her twins girls personalities BURST UP , both of them have very different personalities!
Maya: babe , that's a wonderful painting !
Carina: you think so? It didn't turn out how I wanted it too !
Maya: Awnn ! It's still really really beautiful!
Carina: well thank youuu!