Friday August 4 th
Part two
10h57 am
**Carina hung up and threw her phone on the couch**
Carina: are you reassured now?
Maya: yes ! Sorry I freaked out! I just got scared! It's legit in an ANTI DEPRESSION BOTTLE!
Carina: siii I know, but we've got SIX CHILDREN UNDER TWELVE AND WE ARE GOING TO NEED TO BE AT ——
Maya: I know!! I'm sorry!!!
Carina: yea you made me look like a fool ! And since when do we start talking about each other IN THE PAST TENSE WHEN ONE OF US IN THE OTHER ROOM?
Maya: I just freaked out okay!
** she gently put Ryann in her bassinet, she's sound asleep and she sat next to Carina who's emotional rightfully so **
Maya: I'm really ——-
**Carina say down on the couch curled up in the little ball uncontrollably crying **
I don't know what hurts me more !
"IF YOU WANT ANOTHER BABY THAT BAD THEN GO GET YOURSELF KNOCKED UP BY SOMEONE COMPLETELY RANDOM I COULDN'T CARE LESS"
OR
**MOMMY IS HERE FOR YOU, mOMMA LOVED YOU ALL SO MUCH!! **
Maya: I'm sorry I panicked when I saw the pills!
Carina: DID YOU HEAR HOW YOU CONJUGATED THE VERB LOVE?
Maya: I ... I .... It slipped out!
Carina: YOU LEGIT SAID IT AS IF I WAS ALREADY BURIED SIX FEET UNDER DEAD !
L. O. V. E. D. ! MEANING YOU USED TO LOVE ME !
while all I did was to get my special door checked out because it got ripped open to a SECOND DEGREE TEAR , AND Addie GAVE ME THOSE PILLS To prevent me from EXACTLY DO WHAT YOU AUTOMATICALLY ASSUMED I WAS GOING TO GO INTO A DEEP DEPRESSION AND EVENTUALLY
D. I . E. FROM IT BAMBINA!!!
I'm extremely hurt !
What, you realized after ELEVEN YEARS OF MARRIAGE AND SIX CHILDREN LATER that just because I'm also on anti depressants medication that I'm not the same person I was WHEN we had no children?
Well guess what Maya!
PREGNANCY AND the act of giving birth ACTUALLY MESSES UP WITH YOUR BRAIN!
So it's great , my wife thinks I'm dead and no longer able to survive the birth of our sixth and final baby, I went through EXTREME HOURS OF NON STOP PAIN AND when I'm trying to get myself UP FLOAT AGAIN the first thing she does is TALKS ABOUT ME AS IF IM ALREADY DEAD ! What the actual fuck babe?
** she now turns over to her right side and buried her head down in the cushions and away from her wife **
I'm extremely exhausted and trying my very best to be here and awake for our kids and for you because I know it's not fair for me to sleep in and leave you alone with our precious babies ! But damn ! YEA I ACTUALLY KNOW WHAT HURTS ME MORE !
It's the " MOMMY IS HERE FOR YOU, mOMMA LOVED YOU ALL SO MUCH!!"
This is not what I NEED FROM MY WIFE AT THE MOMENT! My vagina hurts so bad.... Everything huuuuurts, I'm 6 days postpartum and I need you to be supportive of my recovery!!
Can you just DO THAT? Take care of me ? All you care about is working out!! It's always been YOUR JOB OR PUSHING YOURSELF HARDER ON THE EXERCISE MACHINE! Babe you don't have to exercise you are PERFECTLY HEALTHY AND WELL BUILT!!
Maya: you are right my love!
Carina: fuck yes I know that
** she couldn't stop crying and she started to hyperventilate**
Maya: okay i totally deserved to be yelled at .... I'm extremely sorry babe! Please forgive me my love! I'll do whatever you want me to!
** Carina turns back to facing her wife with tears in her eyes, **
sometimes I think you just say anything Without even thinking it through!
Maya: I do think before I speak babe,
Carina: Well this was A TIME WHERE YOU CLEARLY DIDN'T THINK before you spoke !!
Maya: but I just panicked because anti depressants... you know what it can do to people!
Carina: yea ! Remember when you were on Anti ? I knew it was for your own good, and I didn't freak out over it , we often prescribe something like Anti's to postpartum mothers every day Mi amore ,
If I don't take them I'll finish six feet under and then you'll be using the right verbs !
Therefore they are basically like mood adjustments so I stay up float Mi amore !
Maya: you are absolutely right!
It Makes more sense now that I know why you are taking them !
Thank youuu for being so calm and understanding!
Carina: one of us has to babe!
We are a team !
Maya: siiii !
** she kisses her wife several times **
Maya : I love you soooo much
Carina: I love you more Bambina! Oh and please promise me that you WILL NEVER SPEAK ABOUT ME IN THE PAST TENSE BABe !
** she looks at her wife with puppy dog eyes ! She knows she can't resist this look**
Maya: yea I promise I won't do it ever again!
Carina: okay! Good!
Maya: so am I forgiven yet?
Carina: fine ! I forgive you.... Now Please come stay with me lay down on the couch with me while Ryann is sleeping ! The kids are outside and I miss you!!
Maya: okay!
** she kisses her wife and hugs her and comes wand lays down on the double couch and enjoys the beautiful smell of her wife **
14h58
**Ryann woke up, and Carina thought It would be a good idea to go for a little jog with Alessandro in a stroller with Scarlett ! While Maya went to the store with Lorenzo and Violet, Chloe stayed with Tristan and Kayla **
15h37
**Maya came back home with the kids **
Lorenzo: I really really can't wait to play with my x box moms!!
Carina: Awnn! Well I'm glad you love it!! We will have some rules on when you can and can't play but don't worry.. it's still summer time. So no rules until then ! Oh except one ! GO OUTSIDE. If the weather is allowing you too of course!
Maya: right! That seems like a fair rule !
Lorenzo: yes okay! I can work with this rule !
Carina: perfect!!!
I don't know how to set it up though!
Maya: I uhhh ! Know how but I have to do a bunch of laundry before I can help you so maybe we can set it up tomorrow?
Lorenzo: yea okay tomorrow sounds good to me , I can wait another day moms! No problem!
Maya and Carina: alright thank youuu!!
Carina: ouhhhhh! Im exhausted !
Maya: yea? Well Ryann is sleeping in her momma roo swing ! You can take a nap !
Carina: ohhhh I'd really love to! I miss being able to sleep six to eight hours consecutively but I also love the newborn stages !!!
** The twins are playing together with Alessandro , Kayla left to go to a friends house and Tristian went to see a FOOTBALL GAME AT HIS SCHOOL **
Carina: babe , can you please massage my lower back it really hurts!
You said you'd do anything I wanted to be totally forgiven
Maya: what ? I thought you forgiven me completely!
Carina: yea , but then I thought I will GRADUALLY FORGIVE YOU! Because it's too easy to say " all I forgiven"
So right now you're like FORGIVEN AT TEN PERCENT!!
Maya: alright! I totally agree!
Carina: okay thank you!
** she turns herself on her stomach so Maya can massage her back ! **
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She Is MINE ! 🌷(THREE)
FanfictionPart THREE of my Carina and Maya storylines!! Thank youuu for following along , and I'm not sure how many parts this storylines is going to have ... so bare with me please! 💝
