In-between Love Sweat And Tears (Loki Short Stories And One Shots)

Candlelight Kiss

Today was worrying you. It had been a few days since Loki had taken your first kiss, and even though things felt normal, you couldn't shake your anxiety.
You were getting alerts on your phone every other hour for a storm that was on the way, and you were just hoping it was Thor, but as the news interrupted whatever show played on tv to warn different areas, you find yourself mumbling and going into the basement to get out the candles you hardly used.
Turning the light on before you even dared to make your descent into the pitch black room, you sigh carefully. "Get the candles, and go." You looked up as the thunder rumbled outside, going to a table in the basement that held labeled boxes on it. Reaching one that said candles on it, you get out whatever you can carry.

Until you're left alone in the pitch black darkness with no warning.

Breathing shakily, you try to adjust your eyes to the darkness and put the candles down as carefully as you can back onto the table. But as you see a spindly hand forming where your arm is, you drop the last few onto the ground and break the glass containing them. "S-Shit.." This is why you hated having to come down here. You are used to sleeping in the dark upstairs, but when there's no windows to help have natural light coming in, it raises your frightened senses. "S-stop, Y/N. Your mind is playing tricks on you and the lights are probably out through the whole house from the storm.. j.. just find your way back -" Your words catch in your throat as you swear that you can see a shadow darker than the actual dark standing in front of you, a few feet ahead against the wall.
Your anxiety is rising, and you carefully try to reach into the box to find a lighter.
You hear something move against the floor that scares you completely, and you crouch down under the table with your face covered. Your heart is beating rapidly out of your chest, as you hated yourself for being scared of the dark. "There's nothing there, Y/N. J-just find a lighter, o-or the flashlight.. o-or wait for the lights to come back on..." You hear footsteps coming your way, and try to make yourself small. As you feel a cold hand on your back, you begin to accept the assumption that you've died of a heart attack and- "Y/N, open your eyes. You silly girl."
You open your eyes and lift your head, finding yourself in the living room with Loki. The lights are definitely out, but there's a candle already lit and sitting on the table. Removing his hand from your back slowly, you look at him. "D... D-did you.. I'm not dead, right?" You ask shakily, your cheeks heating up as Loki smirks. "If you were you'd be the simplest ghost to haunt this house. Scared of your own shadow and annoying anyone else about it." Completely embarrassed, you grab one of the couch pillows and hide your face in it, curling up on the couch so he can't see that you're starting to cry. "Oh, come now... Don't do that, Y/N."
"I'm not.. I just... I shouldn't be scared.. I.. feel like a kid." You say quietly. "You were pretty scared, but you didn't wet yourself. So do calm down." "I-im trying..." "I see... Then remove that cushion from your face and breathe." You hesitated for a second but listened to him, breathing slowly as you keep your eyes closed and are pulling the small pillow down from your face.
Loki's cold lips are suddenly pressing against yours softly, his body hovering above yours without touching you. For a moment it's just the sound of the thunder outside, and the sound of your lips dancing together gently.
After a few moments Loki breaks the kiss, his hand resting against your cheek as you both look at each other. "Feel better about being in the dark, yet?" He asks quietly, and you shyly give a nod of your head. Smirking, Loki leans back down and kisses you again, and you welcome it timidly before relaxing under him.
You don't know when, but during the kiss Loki has you pinned softly between himself and the couch. You're unsure of the feelings swirling around in your stomach, as Loki's kissing you more and you're eagerly accepting it. He has you laying on your back instead of staying curled up, and his body is now  resting against yours fully. Your body shivers with a deep tingle that you've never felt before as his lower stomach rubs up against your own, and your lips part from a silent moan before you're feeling him deepen the kiss, his tongue grazing your bottom teeth. Your legs shake a bit as his small movements are waking up something primal in you, and his hand reaching under your shirt, dancing along your bare skin causes you to let out a real moan this time.

Surprising yourself, you break the kiss with him and turn your head away in embarrassment. "W-w-wait, I can't..." You're trying to calm your breathing as Loki watches you, grinning softly. "But why not? It's clear that you want to, and even your body is telling me yes.." His grin lessens as he realizes that your anxious nerves are making you scared, and he looks you over carefully. "Y/N... Am I truly the first man that you've ever indulged with?"
You swallow, covering your face as your embarrassment did nothing but make your face be on fire. "I... I have never... N-none of this is what Im.. what I'm used to..." Your body is slightly wiggling under his, as you can't ignore that having a small taste of Loki has set you off, or rather, turned you on. "I'm.. i-i should.. w-we..." "Y/N, I won't take your first time. Unless you're truly ready for me to, but I'm not some barbarian. Do you wish for this to cease?"
You swallow again as you hear his sincerity, and the tingling has yet to stop. "B.. but.. I'll be a pervert f-for... A-And I.. I don't want you to be uncomfortable because o-of..." You can't finish your sentences properly, causing Loki to chuckle and smile softly. "Then, with your permission, I humbly ask to help you feel the pleasures of being a woman."
You look up to him shyly, hesitating before you're gently reaching up and resting your hand on his cheek. "I... I want you to be able to feel good too, Loki." Loki leans his face down, never taking his eyes off of yours. "Then, let's feel good together."
Loki places a soft kiss on your lips once more that you readily accept, helping your anxiety die down bit by bit the longer it continues. His lips move away from yours tenderly and down to your neck, causing you to shiver and gasp softly. He's back to softly rubbing his hips against yours, and you can feel the friction that's getting harder at a certain area between your legs before it's gone again. It's replaced with his hand softly gliding along your stomach, before his fingers are finding their way underneath your pajama pants, and over your panty line.
As you feel the tips of his fingers brush over your sensitive part, you shiver and gasp again. His lips are still dancing against your neck gently, and his eyes are on your expression as he rubs your outer walls over your panties slowly. You're fighting with yourself as your mind is wanting you to close your legs but your body is wanting to spread them, and you let out a soft moan as he softly presses his fingers down a few times. You can't help yourself as your legs do the latter and spread for him, giving him the permission that he asks for as his fingers pull the fabric out of the way.
You jolt as you feel his fingers start to enter you, letting out a soft whimper mixed with pleasure and uncertainty. Loki glances down towards his hand, almost hesitant as he can feel just how tight you truly are, before his gaze lifts back up to you. "My dear, you must exhale." Not realizing that you're holding your breath, you shyly start to exhale, and your body relaxes enough for him to push his digits in a bit deeper. "I want you to look and be comfortable with seeing what I'm doing."
You open your eyes and shyly look down towards your intimate part, deep red as there's steam visibly lifting up from your heat having his cold touch within you. "Your body is very much ready to take on a mate, but are you?" Turning your head to face him, you nod slowly. "I... I trust you, Loki.." You tell him honestly, but it seems to make him reel back a small bit. "You... Trust me?" You nod again, embarrassed from his staring. "No one has ever said that to me before.." He sits up carefully but hasn't pulled his fingers out of you, his free hand resting on your knee.
Getting this full view of him, this position of him hovering over you in a sexual manner, makes your tingling sensation go wild. As if he senses it, he begins to move his fingers gently within you, and causes you to moan. He continues to take his time with you, sliding his fingers in deeper the more you relax and begin to open up for him, until he's watching you squirm and moan as his fingers thrust and dance within your loosening tightness.
Neither of you pay attention to the lights coming back on during the storm as Loki is still giving you pleasure, laying himself back down on top of you gently. Your mind is going blank as your body's giving into him completely, and you're helping him with undressing as he's pulling your pants and panties down at the same time, your own hands pulling the front of his pants down. You can feel your stomach tightening as you're reaching your first climax--

And hear a certainly specific type of resonating thunder as the ground shakes.
Both upset and desperately getting dressed before the Thundering Cock-Block figures out which house you're in, you and Loki have dressed and used the blanket over the couch to cover up the 'evidence' of an unreached climax. You're doing your best to calm your breathing down as Loki squeezed your leg gently under the blanket, Thor letting himself in through the front door. "Sorry to come over unannounced so late, this storm outside caused a worry for Rogers-- Why are you two out of breath?" Shit! "Well, brother. The lights have been off for over an hour here now, and we were actually getting some rest from the peace of the storm outside. Until you decide to drop in and wake us up so unexpectedly." Loki said angrily, glaring at his brother who falls for the lie. "Oh, I apologize. But now that you're awake and everything is back on, how about a movie?"