Colleagues to lovers

Chapter 16

Sarah walked with Lyanna to the teachers' lounge to get her coat. Leah and Avery had already left because they no longer had class. The teachers' room was completely empty when they arrived. No one was sitting there anymore. Lyanna quickly grabbed her things and then they went back upstairs. 

"Where are we going?", Sarah asked. "We are going to a classroom that is completely empty for a while," Lyanna said. "In my classroom there is no one left, we can sit there for a while," Sarah said. "Then we'll do that," Lyanna said. 

Lyanna and Sarah walk to the top floor and then to Sarah's classroom. Then Sarah opens the door and they walk in. Lyanna closes the door and Sarah puts her bag and coat on a table. 

"What do you want to talk about?", Sarah asks. "I think I ended things too soon. And that I did it at the wrong time. So I actually want to tell you why I did it and that I'm very sorry," Lyanna said. "You did indeed say it at the wrong time. But I am curious as to why you did it, so tell me," Sarah said. "It's like this. I had already told you about that dream right? Well in that dream we had a very heated argument at the end about the situation with Hailey and Ellie and I didn't want to go through that again. Because it hurt me so much to see that. I don't want to hurt you Sarah, but I think I failed in that. But I'm very sorry Sarah, believe me this is not what I want," Lyanna said. "What do you want Lyanna? I'm not so sure what you actually want. So I'll ask you again, what do you want?", Sarah asks. "I want you. I want you and no one else," Lyanna said. Sarah walks to the back and sits down on her desk. She looks Lyanna in the eyes. Lyanna takes a few steps forward. "Don't worry, everyone has gone home. You want me, right?", Sarah said. "Oh fucking hell, I can't resist you. Why are you so super sexy," Lyanna said. 

Then Lyanna walks over to Sarah and kisses her. She feels her soft lips slide down her face. Sarah runs her hands through Lyanna's hair.

 "Is this a one-time thing?" asks Sarah. "'Shh, no more talking. That's a worry for later," Lyanna said. "Okay ma'am, you're really falling for me. Not saying you really wanted to break up. You want to kiss me and hold me and keep me with you," Sarah said. " Oh yes Sarah," Lyanna said. 

Lyanna kisses Sarah on her lips. Their lips move over each other. Sarah feels how Lyanna's lips part more and more. Sarah begins to lie down more and more until they are lying together on the desk. Lyanna's fingers slide down her body playfully. At Sarah's blouse, she undoes the buttons. Then Sarah does the same with Lyanna's blouse. Sarah gently strokes her hand over Lyanna's face. That moment Sarah realized that she fell in love first, but Lyanna fell much harder.  Only now Sarah was very doubtful. First Lyanna broke up with her and now all of a sudden she comes back. She doesn't really know what to do with it. She still likes Lyanna, but she doubts that Lyanna likes her too. She has a feeling something is going on. So she pulls back and stands up.

"Why are you coming back all of a sudden again? Wednesday you broke up with me and now I'm kissing you again. This isn't right Lyanna," Sarah said. "I love you, now get that," Lyanna said. "But what's going on? You could have told me this yesterday or Wednesday. Why Lyanna, why," Sarah said as she closed her blouse again. Lyanna buttons up her blouse again and tells her what is going on. "It's like this. Tuesday I had a conversation with my friend and my mother. It was mostly about me. They talked about getting married and that me and my boyfriend were soul mates. But I don't actually want to get married, at least not to him. I didn't dare say it, but they also didn't know I had overheard their conversation about getting married. When my mother left, my boyfriend and I had another conversation. It was about me and my sexuality. I told him that I once had feelings for a woman. And he thought that was gross and he said I was insane. That hurt me a lot. I said the same to him at the time and that's why I broke up with him then. I didn't want to be with him because all he did lately was hurt me," Lyanna said. "But then I still don't understand why you broke up with me," Sarah said. "When my ex-boyfriend had relayed to my parents that I was also into women, my parents became furious. They immediately came to me and they really ran for hours screaming that I was a slut and that I was a shame to the family. I cried so much that night. The people I cared so much about for so long made me feel so incredibly fucked up. I didn't want to drag you into my shit, so that's why I broke up with you. It was for your own good," Lyanna said. "My own good? I can decide for myself what's good for me and what's not. I've had such super fun with you these past few years, and you've destroyed all that. I need to cool off. I don't want to be next on the list who hurt you. Come see me tomorrow morning around ten o'clock. No sooner, no later. We'll talk further then," Sarah said. "I'll be there Sarah," Lyanna said.

Sarah grabs her things and walks away. She looks back once more before leaving. Lyanna starts to cry. This won't be the last time she cries either. But it will be for today.