chapter 12

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Javen


I don't know what to do anymore I'm so lost!


I was looking at myself at the mirror while telling myself to pul yourself together, and beside me was a bottle full of medicines.


Do I still need this?
Do I?
Do I still need to live? To be alive?
Do I?


I'm asking myself those questions over and over until I heard a knock on the door.


"Javen tapos kana ba Dyan? And tagal mo naman!" A familiar voice called It was Sam's.



"Oo patapos na!" I tried to sound as happy and calm to cover up  what I feel.



Agad KO namang niligpit ang MGA gamot KO at nilagay Yun SA bulsa ko.


And then I saw a pen and paper on the bathroom sink so I wrote something on the paper.


Remember her.


And put in on my pocket.


Paglabas ko ay nakita ko agad ang naka simangot na si Sam.


"Tagal mo kanina pako nag hihintay." She said with a frown on her face.


"Ito na oh tapos na." I said and laugh at her.


Maybe I still need to live.

Maybe I still need to be alive.

Even for just a little bit of time.



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Authors note;

Short chapter just a short pov for javen for clues.

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