▌𝘾𝙞𝙩𝙢▌𝐓𝐮𝐩𝐚𝐜 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐤𝐮𝐫
𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙣𝙤𝙩
𝙀𝙣𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝
𝙇𝘼𝙉𝙏𝙀 𝙒𝘼𝙇𝙇𝘼𝘾𝙀. A girl with a brother of many sorts and a new found lover with problems, in this story no one really wins.
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Day one without him. I didn't eat. I spent my day in bed crying. Crying my eyes out and of course, having Rachelle by my side. She was there, from my most profound and most occurring moments. From what I told her about me losing the baby till this and now having pac in jail. She didn't leave my side for the world. She comfort me on my lonely days from day one until the day it came to me to communicate with pac.
She offered to give me a ride a day I felt like getting out of bed. I remembered she forced me to put makeup on which I rarely wore. I only wore the makeup because I didn't want pac to see that I hadn't been taking care of myself. In somewhat in my mind I didn't want anyone to know. I couldn't recount the times I had it on before. When I went to see my mom or afeni. Afeni had her suspicion but I only to her I was fine and that was the truth, I was going to be fine only if I saw Tupac. If only I knew he was okay.
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I sat down at the stand as I waited. I was here visiting on my break days. I was here with Rachelle and afeni only for them to be waiting for me. Afeni had her chance to talk to pac but it was my turn and here I sat, with my eyes exiting how dead in his eyes he looked. He wasn't like himself. He was so different and it was starting to scare me.
