My Cup Of Coffee

Chapter 70

"Roseanne wake up!"

I wasn't even given a second to fully open my eyes before the disembodied voice had jumped onto my stomach and knocked the air out of me. My eyes flew open meeting Hyuna and Irene looking down at me and Ryujin on top of me. A smile appeared on my face although my body felt in pain. The girls, I love them.

"We're going to be late for breakfast" Hyuna said pulling Ryujin as if she was a child.

"Time?" I groaned pulling the covers over me.

"10:15am"

My body jumped out of bed giving me a headache the second I got up on my feet. The three girls looked at me all dressed and ready for the day. They gave me ten minutes to get ready then we all hurried down for breakfast. I was aware of how horribly tired I looked but I didn't mind it, I've looked this way for a long time. Today's meal choices looked incredibly tasty, there were even more people in here than the other days and the loud chatter made my headache even worse.

"Roseanne, you don't look too hot" Alice said her voice filled with worry the second I sat down.

I averted my eyes around the table meeting the girls then turned to Alice "Gee thanks"

"Maybe the rain" Jeongyeon put quotations marks in the air as if still not believing I had been stuck out in the rain "didn't do you so well"

My body did feel hot and weak, I could barely even bare the noise in here and on top of that, I didn't take my pills. "Yeah I don't think so" Joy agreed.

"I feel fine", I lied.

None of them continued to question my state and mostly ate in silence. Jinsoul hadn't come down and if she did, she didn't sit with us. The girl didn't once look at me even after I had stared for a bit too long. She kept on checking her phone and looking around to distract herself, not much food had been on her plate.

After heading back to my hotel room I was followed by some of the girls who only brought chaos and a mess. I stayed at the edge of my bed as I felt Tzuyu and Lisa jumping up and down like they were children. The rest either laid on the floor using their phones or were on Jihyo's bed complaining about how much food they had eaten. Not one second of peace can be given when I'm with them.

It dawned upon me that the wedding was tomorrow and I still hadn't made any type of progress with the girl because I don't know what I'm trying to do. She's been distant but extremely close, she's been straightforward but complicated. She's so many different things and I've fallen for every single one of them. I'm no longer married nor committed to anyone else, I've been through things I never imagined so I'm willing to risk it one last time. If it means I lose it all, let it be.

"Ready for another wedding?" Nayeon suddenly cheered as if it was some sort of sports event. "Too soon?" She looked at me awaiting an answer.

Too soon for what? "No" I shook my head failing to understand her question.

"I'm so bored" Tzuyu whined laying down on the floor besides Ryujin.

"Me too" Dahyun complained.

"Damn!" Jihyo looked at them "didn't know I was in charge of entertaining you all"

Nayeon stood up and huffed out "You are, now dance for us"

Ryujin jumped to her feet standing at the center of the room for all of us to see her. She then began to move her body in an impressive manner popping her chest and moving her arms in a robotic manner. I became fascinated watching how well she controlled her body, it also made us all laugh. Nayeon joined her moving in a rather disturbing manner and soon it became a dance party with nothing but the girls loudly cheering.