I love you but you're an idiot

Bet part 4

As promised, at 11pm, Wooyoung came to kiss San goodnight and hugged him as close as possible. He had spent something like 2-3 hours with Yunho and Yeosang and so far, San was okay. He had watched a movie, then started a new series, he had gone through his planning for the next few weeks and even called his mom. Now, he was planning to go to sleep at midnight so that the night would fly quickly and he would soon enough be on the next morning with Wooyoung in his arms. But, you see, sleeping with a plushie instead of the usual human radiator he used to sleep with is quite difficult.

San was too used to Wooyoung height and weight on his torso, he was too used to Wooyoung's not so little snoring and his cute habit of munching San's shirt when he was sleeping. That is when San had a shirt on, otherwise he would just munch his skin and leave dark hickeys behind. San was too used to Wooyoung whining in his sleep whenever San would take a little bit too much of the blanket and would leave his cute little feet cold. Gosh, the other boys were right, San was whipped. And this was really bad. Because now, it was two in the morning. San had tried to sneak into the sleepover at midnight in a desperate attempt not to go to sleep alone, but Yunho had immediately chased him off. He had tried a second time at 1 am, pretending to have had a nightmare, but when he discreetly told Wooyoung it wasn't true to avoid worrying him too much, Yeosang had heard him and had snitched on Yunho. And then, both Yunho and Wooyoung got angry because he lied and he got chased, again.

It was now 2 in the morning and San was facing his wall. He could hear Wooyoung high-pitched laugh from the other side and he felt like this was real torture. Hell was nothing compared to what he was feeling right now. Wooyoung was so close yet so far. But he was having fun so it's not like San could do anything. He couldn't suddenly barge in and take Wooyoung away from his friends. Plus, it had been a long time since Wooyoung last hung out with Yunho and Yeosang, and it wasn't wrong of him to have friends and spend time with them.

San had tried to go to Mingi but he found him cuddling Jongho as they were both sleeping in Yeosang's room. He had tried to go to Hongjoong and Seonghwa but their leader was trying to comfort his boyfriend as apparently Seonghwa was very sad that the kids hadn't invited him. So, now, San was alone, and facing his wall, imagining Wooyoung's face right now as he laughed loudly. His mouth must be wide open, his teeth showing, maybe he would try to put a hand in front of it but it wouldn't be enough. His eyes would look like crescents, and maybe they would be glossy. He would be bright red, with the veins on his neck showing. Gosh, he would be gorgeous. So, San stood in front of his wall, waiting for something to happen, either sleep or a miracle.

Wooyoung was having fun, he would be lying if he said he wasn't, but something felt off. He had had thousands of sleepovers with Yeosang and Yunho before, he had found himself in this situation countless times. Sitting on the floor, drinking sodas, eating popcorn and sharing pictures of hot dudes with Yunho while Yeosang made regular comments about how photoshopped they were and how they must be assholes in real life. And, this situation had always been fun. But right now, right now Wooyoung felt weird. It wasn't that late for him to be tired, yet it was like he was exhausted. He could feel his cheeks hurting from smiling and laughing, it was genuine, yet, it was forced. He felt like all his energy was drained and he needed to recharge. And the only thing that he could think of was cuddling San. He could only picture San, with his arms wide open, his eyes disappearing in little shiny moons, his smile showing his cute dimples that Wooyoung would either poke or bite. His warm embrace and warm heart. Just San. And now, Wooyoung found himself looking at the wall separating Yunho's room from his own. It was two in the morning, and he felt like it had already been a month since he last saw San. Yunho's laugh brought him back to reality and he looked at his two friends with a forced smile. One that Yeosang immediately noticed.

"Are you okay Woo?"

Wooyoung contemplated the idea of saying the truth, his friends would understand and let him go back to San. But he didn't want to be the kind of couple who can't be separated for even one night. He knew San had planned to go back to his family for Christmas and there was no way he wouldn't end up hurt and crazy if he was to suddenly be separated from San, when even now, even when they were close and had seen each other 3 hours earlier, it still felt like hell. So, Wooyoung forced himself to nod.

"I'm good, just, kinda tired, I mean, I had a lot of work recently so I guess I lack some sleep..."

Wooyoung tried. It was true, he was tired, but he could still go on for one hour or so. But maybe, just maybe, if he was to go to sleep now, he would wake up earlier and could go back to San earlier too.

"Oh, yeah, I'm sorry, I didn't think of that, do you want us to go to sleep now? Or we could put a movie on and cuddle so that if you fall asleep it's not that important!"

Yunho suggested, already putting the blankets and pillows on the bed to arrange it better. They had already planned to sleep together in Yunho and Mingi's bed and San was okay with it. He had also agreed to Yunho cuddling Wooyoung as long as Wooyoung was to wear a thick pajama. Obviously, he had no problems letting Yeosang cuddle Wooyoung as he mostly feared for Yeosang to randomly get attacked by Wooyoung and not the opposite. They all got in bed and Wooyoung crawled in Yunho's arms. He had hoped that the feeling would be the same but it wasn't. Yunho's arms weren't San's and Yunho wasn't San. He didn't have his odor, his warmness, he had no interest in listening to Yunho's heartbeat. Wooyoung put his plushie in his arms as it had San's perfume on it and waited patiently for sleep to calm him. 

A/N I am so freaking sorry, I could make up excuses but truth was that I was just scared the ending wasn't good enough and you would be disappointed... I've been lacking confidence about my writings recently and I felt like I should do better so I couldn't find the strength to post this chapter, I finally decided to do it today as guilt was eating me alive... Once again I'm really sorry, next and last chapter will be out tomorrow I promise and it'll be slightly longer than this one ( ⸝⸝'꒳'⸝⸝)

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