broken and brusied(warrior)

chapter five

'No you don't get it do you?' I say as mum looks at my arms.

'off course I get it Sam' she says her voice is breaking.

"no mum your wrong. you don't get what's Its like to wake up every morning hating yourself. you don't get what's its like to feel so worthless, so out of control. harming myself is how I deal with things. I feel in control for a couple of seconds' I pause wiping my tears away 'I crave happiness but I'm addict to sadness' I sit down on my bedroom floor and cry.

'Samantha I had no idea. why didn't you tell me? I could have gotten you a therapist" mum says wrapping her arms round me.

" because its not something you just say out of the blue. like oh hey mum I'm home and oh btw did I tell you I harm my self cause I can't cope?' I say dryly.

" okay,' mum says and she leaves, I don't know where she's gone but i hear the front door close.

About an hour or so later I pick myself up off the floor and head to the gym.
I run as fast I can on the running machine. It takes all the energy out of me, I keep pushing and pushing myself until I no longer feel my legs; there numb.

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when I walk in there's an young charming teenage boy sitting on the sofa. He has brown hair, green eyes and a tall frame. he's quite hot to be honest.
He's wearing a blue knitted jumper and jeans.

"hi, I'm Aeden" he says looking at me " erm...... I noticed you where in... my art class the other day and was wondering if you wanted to grab a bite to eat or something?' he says nervously. I think it's sweet he's nervous but i am nothing special.

'yeah sure, I'll just go and change' I say eagerly.
I run to my bedroom. I quickly shower, and put a park of black skinny jeans on, and a white top. I put my combat boots on, and grab my leather jacket. I rush back down starts.

'right I'm ready' I say

'wow..' he smiles ' you look amazing'

'not to bad your self' I say with a little laugh. 'bye mum see you later'

When we where in the car Aeden vegan driving. it was awkward at first, but then one of us spoke.

Aedens pov...

Sam was beautiful. her hair fell just above her hips. her boobs were big, so was her ass. Sam's eyes were hazel. she was beautiful.

I was nervous when I knocked on her door, to see if she was in although to my surprise it was her mum who opened the door. she said I could wait until Sam got back from where ever she was. That's how I end up on this date, with 'Samantha.

" favourite band?" I asked

"green day you?" Sam replies her voice sounds like she's singing when she's not.

"I don't like listening to music if I'm honest" I say looking over at Sam.

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A\N yourll find out what happens on the date tomorrow as there will be anthor update.

will Sam trust Aeden?

what did you think about Sam's mum finding out??

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