broken and brusied(warrior)

chapter 10

Sam's pov..

"Stop!" I scream 'your hurting me"

The grip from the head lock gets tighter. I struggle to breathe even more. Kicks and punches are being thrown at me from my side.

"Stop" I say breathlessly.

"Slut" a deep male voice says.

I'm thowrn against the wall. I don't get up I'm in to much pain. Every time I go to move I feel more faint.

It goes black.

"Samantha" mum says waking me up from my nightmare. " what's wrong?" Mum asks.

"Nothing I'm fine" I say rolling over so I can't see her " I just wanna sleep "

I wait a few seconds before I here my mum get up and leave my room.
I creep out of bed and begin searching for my blade. I dig it out of my underwear draw and walk back over to my bed.

I twirl the blade in my hand. It makes my wrist itch for the cold,metal to be ran over them even more.

Don't do it I think text him. He cares Sam.
Who? I question myself
Aeden. Cares. Text him you idiot.
Your wrong! Because nobody cares. If they did they would be trying to help ms get out of this nightmare.
Samantha Jane Davis would you just fucking call or text him! He cares when will you get that in your head?

Am I going mad? I'm sure it's not normal to have conversions in your head??

Tears begin to fall. I throw my blade at the wall, it lands near my bookslef.
I find my iPhone instead and text Aeden.

Me: Aeden? I need your help,
Aeden: what's up?
Me: I need you to distract me.
Aeden: what from?
Me: I'm not sure how to tell you this. But I'm guessing you know I stuffer from depression?
Aeden: off course the signs where there. And let me guess your thinking about cutting?
Me:how did you.... Nevermind...can we talk about something else please just for a few minutes or so untilll this passes?
Aeden: sure 20\20 questions?
Me: okay favourite colour?
Aeden: green you?
Me: blue.
Aeden: do you like me?
Me:yes...maybe...I dunno..its confsuing..I think you? Do youu like me?
Aeden: is it obvious?
Me: I dunno is it? Can you give me a lift to school tomorrow?
Aeden: sure. Seven alright? We can stop for breakfast??
Me: yeah I'll see you then night
Aeden: night babe

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I lay awake until five when I eventually decide its pointless trying to sleep, so I grab my running gear and go running.
I don't like running or any type of exercise for a matter of fact but I need this run. For many reasons: to wake me up, to clear my mind, etc.

When i get home its 6 o'clock. Aeden will be here at 7 to take me for breakfast.
I quickly shower and wash my hair. I get dressed in black skinny jeans, and a my chemical romance T-shirt, that I brought at one of there concert's.
The time is 7:30 when I look at the clock. I have time to dry and put my hair in lose waves.
I put on my black and white converse and black hoodie.

Aeden: outside baby girl xxx

I pick my up bag and run out to Aeden. He's standing by his car, wearing blue jeans and white shirt that shows off his muscles.

" morning " he says cheerfully.

"Heyy, you alright?" I reply smiling

"Yeah you?"

"Not bad" I put the radio on all about that base comes on I start singing and eventually Aeden joins in.

" where we going for food?" I say noticing were on the out skirts of town.

" this food place that does really nice breakfasts"

" okay"

We sit in silence until we arrive its now 7.35. School starts in an hour.
I get American style pancakes wastle aeden get toast.

During breakfast we laugh and talk. For once I'm acterlly smiling and laughing. Instead of my fake one.

We leave at 7:50 and drive to school.
When we arrive people begin to glance our way, the begin whispering to.

" its okay " Aeden say releasing my discomfort. He puts his arm over my shoulder causing people to whisper even more. " what lesson you got?"

"English you?"

"Advanced maths" Aeden replies kissing my cheek and walking away.

A:N so this posted eailer than I said sorry. But got bored revising for exams and thought I would post this.

so what you think?
Sorry if its not as good as other chapters.

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Next update tomorrow. It won't be in Sam's pov it will be in Aedens

'bye guys hope you had a good weekend xx