broken and brusied(warrior)

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Sams pov...

"No, you lied to me. Do you know how that fucking feels? To be lied to by some one you love,by someone you care about?" I half sream, half whisper.

"No, I don't know!" Aeden replies.

I curl up into a ball in bed and pull my whinne the pooh blanket(I kept from my childhood) over me. I wipe the tears.

"I would be less pissed at you if you, told me sooner that you didn't think that my body was perfect as it is!" I pause "I may not have a flat belly, but, I like my body the way it is" I almost whisper.

"I'm sorry. Forgive me?" Aeden says putting his arm around me; I finch away.

"Sam dinner" Mum calls from down stairs.

Me and Aeden join Mum in the kitchen.
Tonight Its pasta,with ham and cheese.

Mum and Aeden start talking, I block them out.

I push my food around on my plate,not wanting anything.

******

"How you feeling today?" Laura my therapist asks.

I don't feel like talking lately. With Aeden moving away, we've been argueing alot, I don't like it. It's scares me. Also with my grandad jim being gone, my nanna Maggie hasn't taken it very well which is understandable.

"Well?" Laura prompts

"I don't wanna talk about it" I say "you don't care, you only here because you have to be, because its your job" I say looking out the window, watching the people drive past. The building isn't very far from the road.

As every person drives past, I begin to realise how we hide behide some sort of mask. So don't have to explain to people how we really feel.

I see an young woman in a blue car. She has tears in her eyes yet a smile on her face. Her husband or boyfriend is sitting in the passenger seat.

Do you see what I mean now?

"Sam, none of that is true,off course I care" Laura says trying her hair up into a ponytail.

"Maybe I don't want to tell you" I say, walking out.

I head towards Costa. It's only a five minute walk from the building I am, haven't got a clue what it's,escapist that it's on the outskirt's of town.

"Hi Sam" jack greats from behind the counter.

"Hiya can I have my usual please?" I say trying to force a smile.

"Sure" jack repiles.

Jack has beach blonde hair and blue eyes, and has at tall muscular frame. Also, he's my gay best friend. Like a brother to me. We grow up together.
He's only a few years old than me. Whichs makes him 19.

"One medium mocha, and BLT sandwich" jack says placing them on the tray.

"Thank you" I say handing over a 10 pound.

"On the house, you look like you've seen a ghost" he says.

"Long story" I mutter taking my usual seat at the far back of the coffee house.

I begin reading. Im currently reading northern lights. I always keep a book in my bag. It's a way of escaping from all the bad points in my life.

******

Aedens pov....

What the fuck did I do that for? Why did I tell her that I would prefer it if she had a flat belly?

Sam is perfect the way she is. But no I was being an idiot.

I don't deserve her.

Walking along the high Street, I notice Sam sitting in costa. She's left her sandwich untouched. Had a drink in her hand, and was reading. Typical Sam, always had a book in her hand.

"Can I have a hot chocolate please?"

"Sure, coming right up" he person says from behind the counter. I look at his name tag. It's says jack.

I think Sam mentioned him at one point.

"2.50" jack says.

I hand over a five pound note.

"Thanks" I say putting my change in my pocket, and walk over to Sam.

"Errr..Hi?" I say nervously.

Sam looks up but doesn't say any thing.

"Whatever your going to say, don't. I know how this is going to go." She pauses to put her book down " you'll say sorry and that your were being an idiot. Then I'll take you back,because, I'm too stuiped to realise that you can hurt me again and I will brush it off" Sam says, her eyes tearing up.

"How could you possibly know that sweetheart?" I say.

Sam seems uncomfortable that I called her sweetheart.

"I know, because many boys have done it before. I thought you where different, but no you pointed out my inserictes" a tear falls down Sam's face.

"I'm nothing like them dicks that hurt you"

"You have hurt me though, so that makes you a dick to" Sam gets up and leaves.

I've fucked it up.

Me: Dan, party tonight mine. Invite Sam? She won't talk to me.

Dan:alright. Wht did u do?

Me: tell u later.

A'n
What you think?

Will Sam forgive Aeden?

Anyone came up with a ship name for them yet? If so would love to hear it.

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